Lost my heart (losing my heart)
Hidden Truth 1 (Hidden Truth 1)
*Alexa Kenza
(Let's chase, I won't get a visit.)
That's the word I deserve right now. At the sight of everyone's dreams turning into crazy ambitions. In fact, it's crazy. I found my first love in High School. I think, not believing. I always felt the thrill from the first time I saw Syarla.
Every time I look at him, I watch him. In fact, he wanted to come closer and invite her to talk. Every time I have a chance. However, this guts was not strong enough. I can only watch her from afar, I just hope that one day I can be with her. The most beautiful thing I've always dreamed of.
This heartbeat just got faster, he passed me and smiled at me. I'm getting awkward and gerogi. If only, he knew the contents of this heart. I'll feel very lucky and happy. Just looking at it was enough to treat this longing.
***
The days I just passed. Not feeling the time of MOS has ended, Syarla and I are both new children who entered school this year.2 weeks passed very smoothly. Just waiting for tomorrow, can't wait to see Syarla.
Tomorrow, at school...
“Heh, you bitch! Can you walk anyway?” A loud voice from senior brother, who was popular at the time.
“Ma-sorry brother, s-I was not intentional.”
“Hahahaha. Everybody, look! There's a stuttering kid here. Girls, what punishment is appropriate?”
“We tell him to be our assistant. Rin! Yaaaa..”.
“Hellooo... you mean make him JONGOS?”
“Yups, how?”
“Ide brilliant.. 1 month, so babu in our genk. Yo girls!”
“...” (keep crying)
Audience noise...
“Wah, that's not Syarla. New students in school.”
“Iya, it's Syarla. Kasian has to face the Rinella.” gang
“Maybe, Her sloppy syarlanya kali.”
“Ah, I think because Syarla is prettier than Rinella.”
“Aduh. We can't help against.”
(What is it that everyone gathers there. Like there's a commotion. Uh, that... Ohhhh!!!)
I immediately approached and defended Syarla.
“Syarla! You okay?”
“A-aku...” (fainted)
“Alex, why do you believe this village girl!?”
“Nell, he's my first class. I won't stay silent ya!”
“Lex, I know you from Junior High, I told you to go to school here because of me!”
“Please, stop Rinella! I go to school, wherever. That's my business, not because of anyone.”
“Alex!!!”
“Kalo you are still bothering Syarla, I do not hesitate to report you to the teacher BP.”
(Sharla, what happened? You're so limp. I'm so happy, there's finally a chance to get close to you. Oh, how I like you so much)
I walked over, and carried Syarla towards the UKS room. She's so pretty, tiny lips, squinty eyes, white skin, her idle. Like a korean idol. In fact, very similar, if later I become his girlfriend. I'll be happy, and won't let him be famous. I am enough to admire him.
“Sorry, can you come down to me. I'm ashamed many people noticed us.”
“No, you're very limp and your legs sprained. UKS is not far away.”
“Hhe, whereas we are one class lhooo..”
“Sorry, I really don't know.”
“Alexa Kenza.”
“Oh, I'm Syarla. Syarla Eliza Princess.”
“Beautiful name. Just like the guy.”
“Eh. Sorry?”
"...." - ".(Content happy)
*Strong Love Words
More and more days after that incident. The more I like Syarla. She's an innocent, innocent, and kind woman. A year has passed. Spring is before our eyes. I hope that my approach during this one year with Syarla has yielded the best results. Hopefully, he can accept me.
School garden, break time...
“Hey, I saw the bulletin board on the mading. You can win the general champion 1 graphic design competition again. Syarla is good and smart yaa.”
“Ah you can, lex. I am still learning too. And will continue to learn to be better.”
“A year has passed, but it's still formal just you talk, Sya.”
“Hhe, yes well..”
“Syar, there's something I want to talk about. Seriously!”
“...”(frowning)
“Syar, actually.. mmmm, actually..”.
“Why?”(confused)
“Actually, I liked Syarla for a very long time.”
“...” (shock)
“Syar, you do not need to answer now kok.” (__)
“What should I answer lex, you no ask.”
(Oh, yes. Just a statement, not a question. So bego! Ahh, so awkward right.)
“I mean, Syarla. Like me no?”
“Mmm... Loves.”
“Nahh, Syarla would not be my girlfriend?”
“Pacar? But..”
“Quite answer yes or no.”
“...” (nodding)
“This means want?”
“Hhe..
The sky was warm and the wind was soft. Spring has finally been a wonderful season for me. Where this dream came true. After this, I will take good care of Syarla. In fact, I can't let anything happen to Syarla. He was my first love.
