Lost my heart (losing my heart)
1. Offices
-flashback
“Syarla, wait. I-i'm sorry! I really didn't know that..”.
“that what? That you married her!? Can't you just wait a minute until I come?” these tears started to flow down the cheeks.
“I'm really sorry.”
“I hate you!!!”
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Suddenly the office phone rang, startling me.
“Halo..”
“Nona Shin, there is someone who wants to meet you.”
“Get my personal assistant to take her to my room.”
Ahhh, really. I can't recall that past. Why is it foreign and not foreign. Who am I really? Who is syarla? And why is everyone here calling me Shinea, why is it so hard to remember that.
(Uh, it hurts so bad this head.)
Tok. tokk...
“Mmm.. yes, log in!” (I must be able to endure this pain)
“Excuse me, Miss Shin. This is the person who wants to meet you.”
“Please sit!”
“Kalo so, I'm back to work again. Miss Shin.”
“Wait, Cleo! You don't come out.”
“Good Miss.”
“Who are you and have what needs?”
“Ma-sorry, S-I want to apply for a job.”
“What the fuck? Is the person in this office already unable to handle this?”
“Sorry Miss Shin, actually the employee who served as personnel had given data to new employees last week. And I didn't know that he was going to apply for a job.”
(It's very inconvenient. What is the difference between working alone and having employees. Stupid fool!)
I don't know what made me this way. But I think I have a bad time. And somehow it's so hard for me to remember. I just go through the days with tension and emotion. It's hard to smile. Although right now, I have everything, it still feels like I am not returning something that has been lost. I will continue to search for the truth then. So I can calm down a little.
*Work break
- Noise-cuffing
“That's the boss owner of this company huh? Whoa, gorgeous. Uh, but how come he doesn't like to smile?”
“Waaahhh... Yes, he is very serious!”
“Say of old employee, she is cold-hearted. Nyeremin deh.”
“Aduuuhh, how about itii..”.
“I'm so scared. But she is very pretty.”
“Dress is very expensive. He said he was still single, even though it was almost.”.
(What are these employees gossiping hobby huh! It sucks so)
I hinted at my personal assistant to keep an eye on all the employees here. Indeed, they are commoners. The origin is low, it will still be low as well as the behavior. I was kind of indifferent and uncaring. Some people judge me how, I don't care either.
“All, please work diligently. Miss Shin has other needs. Will return after 2 hours.”
“Cleo, you stay here only. Let me go with the office driver.”
“But, Non..”
“No need to worry!”
I got straight into the car. Once all is done, I'll find out about my mass. Because there are too many question marks to find the answer.
*to be contineu
