Liwey Qu

Section 40: Do I Love Him?

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"Daughter Jing, did I hear you were kidnapped?!" Liwey and Jing Xuan immediately turned to the origin of the voice, both of them found concubine Huang sculpting on the doorstep, her chest moving up and down rapidly to neutralize her earthy roar of breath.

"Are you running to get here, Consort Huang?" jing Xuan asked. The appearance of concubine Huang with her messy-looking young green hanfu as well as the slightly slanted headdress made Jing Xuan think of the speculation. Because if he does not run, his appearance will not be this chaotic.

Consort Huang scratched her non-itchy nape. His hand moved to the head, removing the skewer of konde from his bun and letting the black mane perfectly disperse. "I was so worried about Princess Jing's condition that I didn't think about the dignity of grace to get here" she said between combing her hair with her fingers.

Jing Xuan gave a small nod, back at his gaze his wife's face was soft. "I'll leave you with concubine Huang, there's something I have to take care of." Liwey nodded in response. Jing Xuan smiled slightly then landed her lips right on Liwey's forehead. Peeping his wife's forehead was soft and deep.

"I love you," he said, then stood up, his burly hands stroking the top of Liwey's head slowly and then bowing briefly in salute to the concubine Huang who was there after coming out of Liwey's room. There's one thing he has to do now.

Concubine Huang boasted her smile as she saw the closeness between Jing Xuan and also Liwey. He was also jealous, as he had never been treated that way by the emperor. But, still he was grateful because he had been met with the emperor.

Concubine Huang walked up to Liwey, her long black hair she rolled originally forming an irregular bun. Smiling on his face, sitting on the side of Liwey's bed his hand took Liwey's cold hand for him to hold.

"Are you feeling better?" tanyakanya. Liwey simply nodded back at his question.

"You're lucky, son." Liwey frowned at the words of this thirty-year-old woman. "You got a husband like Jing Xuan," continued concubine Huang.

Liwey lowered his head, was he really lucky to have a husband like Jing Xuan. As far as he knew Jing Xuan, he always felt protected even at the beginning of their relationship Jing Xuan still seemed to not consider his existence. But, Liwey knew, if in fact Jing Xuan was very considerate and had excessive concern for her. He remembered Jiali's story saying that Jing Xuan always approached his room when he was unconscious from absorbing the cold temperatures coming out of his body, and also Liancheng's words about someone waiting for him to wake up from worry. That person was Jing Xuan. From the start, Jing Xuan had indeed paid more attention to her, from the start, Jing Xuan already loved her.

Was Liwey evil, if he still did not reciprocate Jing Xuan's feelings when he himself did not understand his own feelings?

"I haven't seen Jing Xuan's worried look in a long time, it's been eight years since he's worried about his mother's condition. But now, I see him again. The worried raut as he stared at your sleeping face, son." Liwey gasped from his daydream, his eyes staring at Consort Huang.

"Somehow can you change Jing Xuan's cold nature, son. Ahh, I'm envious. Even the way he looks at you shows that he loves you so much." Consort Huang stared at the open door of Liwey's room, a waiter who he ordered to bring tea came with a tray filled with cups and teapots containing camomile tea and sweet snacks into the room. Put it on the round table then bow respectfully and leave the room. Consort Huang walked towards the round table, pouring camomile tea into the jade cup slowly.

"Is it true that Jing Xuan changed so much while with me?" A question came out of Liwey's mouth, his hands interlocked his eyes moving wildly to the right and left a sign of him being confused as well as many thoughts. He himself is still at war with his feelings.

Consort Huang smiled, placed a teapot on a round table and brought a tray containing tea cups and snacks closer to Liwey. "Drink," he said as he held out a jade cup filled with tea that Liwey had happily received. Sipping the tea slowly, Consort Huang smiled faintly upon finding Liwey's confused face.

"You're confused about how you feel, son?" Liwey immediately looked at Consort Huang. The woman smiled softly, the cup of tea she kept back into the tray. His two outstretched hands gently rubbed Liwey's pale face.

"Listen, I want to ask what you felt when you were together with Jing Xuan?"

Liwey thinned his lips, his eyes moving wildly. "I .. feel comfortable and protected."

Consort Huang returned with a smile, "tell me when your heart is racing?"

Liwey looked up, staring at the brown iris of concubine Huang. "A moment close to Jing Xuan, while being hugged by her, the moment ...." Liwey was unable to continue his words, all the strange feelings he had always felt all along had indeed come from Jing Xuan. Starting from fear, curiosity, being protected, thumping and also the feeling of warmth and comfort were all from Jing Xuan. What does that mean, she either loves Jing Xuan or instead feels like she is being protected by a mother? Because in truth, Liwey was stranded in this world, the ones closest to him were only Jing Xuan and Jiali. So he definitely felt ....

Liwey suddenly rounded his eyes, a consciousness striking his mind. Jiali, the girl also carried the impression of being protective as well as warm and comfortable, yet the girl did not give the impression of pounding like Jing Xuan.

What exactly does this mean?

"You love him, son."

"It's only natural that if you feel a sense of protection when you're with her, that's also part of love. Love is complicated, son." Liwey looked straight at Consort Huang. "You just need to convince yourself of how you feel, son. I'm pretty sure Jing Xuan loves you."

Liwey gulped down his saliva, the cup containing his tea trembled small. "Did I love her?"

The sound of the room door opening, Consort Huang immediately revealed her smile seeing who was present there. He removed the tea from Liwey's hand and kept it on a tray. In the brake Liwey's hand slowly. "Prove, Son. Reassure your heart, dear." Concubine Huang stroked Liwey's brownish mane and then moved with a tray out of the room.

Concubine Huang lowered a glance of her head towards Jing Xuan who was still standing in front of the door then walked out from there.

Jing Xuan smiled, near him Liwey who was still sitting on the bed. "You want to eat something?" tanyakanya.

Liwey silently looked at Jing Xuan who was now sitting before him.

"What do you feel?" Instead of answering Jing Xuan's question, Liwey asked back.

Jing Xuan frowned hearing Liwey's words. What does he feel? that is to say.

"What do you feel? Why do you love me?" Jing Xuan's eyes puffed up for a bit, slightly surprised by Liwey's question but a second later Jing Xuan returned neutralizing the expression on her face. His hand clasped Liwey's fingers gently.

"I don't know, I just feel like you've changed me, you've taken me the other way, and you've managed to scare me just by looking at your sleeping face."

Liwey frowned. "Why?"

Jing Xuan now pulled Liwey into his arms, putting Liwey's head deeper into his second. "You hear that? My heart always beats fast when I'm with you, at first I thought I was sick but after a long time I finally realized that you've changed me and made me always pound when I'm with you ...."

"You scared me too Liwey, I was afraid of losing you, I was worried many times over when I saw you fall asleep, I had to hug you so I could feel comfortable. At first I didn't like this feeling, but the longer it took, the more I realized, if the feeling you'd caused me was just because I loved you..."

"That feeling gets bigger and bigger as time goes by, I feel scared, happy and worried all at once just because of you. You've changed most of my life, you're the one who convinced me, if I fall in love with you without you doing anything for it."

Liwey smiled in Jing Xuan's embrace, the comfort from his constantly pounding heart quickly reassuring him. So all this time, the strange feeling he had because he actually had the same feeling as Jing Xuan. She also loved Jing Xuan.

"Thank you." I think I love you too.

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Tbc ...

Gaje, yesaaa certainly .. why, because Audhi does not understand about love, even so far Audhi has a crush on people Audhi never felt dugun duo near him ... Audhi never thumped ...

so forgive Audhi if this part is far from perfect manteman ...

just this time Audhi wrote one part with 1000 words it took 5 hours ...

but may you be amused,

for tomorrow, it looks like Audhi won't update .. because Audhi has to do Audhi's job ...

And Audhi will replace it on another day with a tripple update but at a different hour, it's just the same day ...

alanova ...

If so Happy Reading.