Living in Your Shadow

Living in Your Shadow
feel empty



" i'm sorry sir my decision has been unanimous, I want to move, after all it is not good for a woman and a man who has no blood to live in one house" he said


" you can stay in the mansion if you want, I'll stay there too, and there are a lot of helpers" Ivan said


" i am increasingly uncomfortable then Mr. "sirinda also rounded up his decision, ivan just nodded weakly


" well if that's what you want" Ivan had to agree with her with a heavy heart


" tomorrow you take the night work sif din, from tomorrow until next week you take the package exam right" ivan


" yes sir, I will talk to Mr. Junaidi" said adinda


" din I want to ask, this is a little personal" suddenly Ivan said in a tone that is difficult to understand


" yes sir, please ask what? " ask adinda back


" this morning I saw you on youtube a man in the mini market in front of the apartment, who is he din? " tanya will be in a tone that is difficult to interpret for dinda


" ooh that. it's bang viki sir, my friend sedivisi, he's part of the warehouse sir, just now he just came home from the village, he said, and all because I passed on the same road I took with him" said Adinda


"you're close to him" asked Ivan again


" yes sir, bang ivan is a good person, me and bang ivan often hang out with mbak fita" said adinda lightly


ivan just nodded, somehow ivan felt very uncomfortable


" Sir, if you'll excuse me, this is my online taxi ahead" he said


" loh kok order a taxi anyway din, I can anter loh" ivan protested because he wanted to take the sister and see directly where the sister will stay later


" no papa sir, I don't want to take notes, anyways in the hamlet will be many people who recognize the father, there is where the hotel employees live, I'm afraid they think like sir" bright adinda


" yeah already, you heart, if you want to go out tell me, tomorrow morning I pick you up, we'll go to the exam place okay" ivan's message and reminded sister


" well sir excuse me" adinda


ivan only nodded with a heavy heart, after the departure of the sister, the apartment ivan became very quiet, there was no sound in the kitchen, there was no sound in the kitchen, there is no mention of the Quranic verse that Ivan hears every night coming from the Adinda's room


ivan, who was feeling very lonely tonight, decided to go to a bar


" where are you?" ivan asked his best friend and right hand man, Ivan has 3 people trust, but only the eagle knows and personal life of ivan more than anyone


" i'm at the house of the venerable mr. ivan" eagle


" huh I'm serious el, you can come to the bar tonight" asked Ivan


" what's the night mister to the bar"elang


" i'm afraid, and confused, I need an impingement" ivan


" well my master is catching up" eagle


after Ivan heard the eagle's speech, he disconnected his phone


after arriving at a bar, Ivan just ordered his favorite drink votka, somehow every drunk he can sleep soundly without thinking about the problem


not how long the eagle came and asked ivan" what's the matter, sir, why are you drunk anyway, isn't your rhythm back? " ask the eagle


ivan just nodded "then what's the problem? " ask the eagle again


ivan, whose consciousness remained a bit, began to nag and reveal what was the burden of his mind


" my uncle came to me at the office, you know he came" Ivan


" he as usual did not give my blessing to me and Tita, and you know, he was talking about my late mother and my father who was sick" said Ivan


" but sir, don't you see how Rita is, don't you feel weird about her suddenly appearing and just leaving? " he asked the eagle the reason he knew a little bit why the family of ivan was so dislike Margareta


" but that's not what's bothering me right now el" Ivan said


" then" asked the eagle


" now my apartment feels so quiet" ivan


" isn't it usually quiet" eagle


" well before the younger brother came, after the younger brother came I was used to the commotion in the kitchen, or the sound of the recitation of the Qur'an which is usually read by the younger brother" said Ivan


" that's where he is now" asked the eagle


" he's moved out, he's taken hotel facilities for employees and he signed a year-long contract" Ivan said


" ooh so, but why do you feel lost, is not he nothing for the master" asked the eagle


" i don't know el, I'm also confused by this feeling of emptiness" ivan


the eagle was just a mangguk, I don't know what he thought


while elsewhere, precisely in the hamlet "thank you bang" adinda


" it's the same, tomorrow go to work together right" asked Viki


" it's bang, but I don't take it, do I? " sire


" no really, ooh yes because we are neighbors of the house do not papa once we walk together" asked Viki


" where's bang? " sire


" where to go, well when is there free time only" viki


" okay bang, I'm in first yeah, it's night anyway" sister


" okay, bye din" after the viki answered the adinda, the sister nodded and walked towards the flats unit, inside the hamlet was not too big, there is only one bedroom living room kitchen and bathroom


after arriving in the lead she locked the door, she would clean herself and rest, today is very tiring, tomorrow she has to work and also start taking the exam package


while elsewhere...


precisely at the home of the image parents, Mr. here was calling someone, none other than the brother ahmad


" sorry brother, I tried to persuade ivan but it didn't work, I think we should use brother's plan" heru


" well, I'll know to Ivan to get him here, when are you here? " ask ahmad


" tomorrow my wife and I will go there, I hope you will try harder to heal brother" heru


" i'm going to dawn, I want to see Ivan marry his sister" said Ahmad in a weak tone


" i'll make sure they get married, brother, but do you know that rita has returned" asked heru with heart to her brother


" what? rita's back? is he back with Ivan? " ask ahmad with a tone of shock and worry


" i don't know for sure brother" said ahmad he was lying because he did not want this news to interfere with the health of his brother