Living in Your Shadow

beginnings

her name is adinda santoso, raised with a broken home family, she is a girl who is jovial but keeps a lot of wounds.

the departure of his father left him with his mother and two older brothers left a deep wound.

all this time he continued to pretend to be happy, smiling to reduce his mother's heartache, even though his life was still happy because his two brothers loved him very much, but one day the comfort of his life was disturbed because of the presence of a man who claimed to be his mother's lover.

well her mother remarried a three-child widower, even though she tried to survive until her quiet life was completely deprived, she had to be willing to share my love, and her older sister wander, and her brother wander, he had to drop out of school when he graduated from Elementary School.

"sister must be well brother wander far" adinda

"yes deck, this is also for you, kaka is also not strong if you have to stay with mother, sister does not want to fuss continue with father because ngebelain brother" rian first sister adinda

"but sister, sister is afraid sister, mother has changed, mother does not love us anymore hyx" adinda

"patient deck, briefly if you already have a lot of money brother will definitely meet you, and take you away from here" andre second brother dinda

"well, but I promise you will return to pick up dinda, dinda not strong brother here, mama more dear riko same dika than I sister hiks hyks" yes riko and dika are half-sister of sister, the son of papa stepdad adinda named rido.

during this time rido do adinda heparin is not good, even when eating rido often give fish meat to his children and which part of the bone is given to the younger brother.

Rahma actually knows but is silent, because she loves her husband rido, after all Rahma who is pregnant is very afraid of the threat of rido that will leave her, she said, not infrequently Rido always violence to Rahma and also sister, what else Rahma's son is wandering.

during this time Rian and andre always send Rahma money, but always at the dispossession of her husband, all the financial suinya rido who take care, Rahma only given enough money to spend, just enough to spend, sometimes less

even the school money Adinda was taken by him, the rido who is unemployed and likes to play gambling, almost every night he came home drunk always angry.

Docs... Docs... Docs...

"dumb whey opens the door" again Rido squandered the money sent from rian and andre and went home drunk, after a night of gambling and at a lady's night

"ayo open the door, so women are not very useful anyway, usually troublesome aja, husband came home instead of being welcomed even in lockin" rido

"ma kaya father has come home ma, let dinda bukain well, my waist is no longer sick" adinda

" don't let mama alone, afraid father angry, and ngelakuin violence with you, mama don't want you hit the same father son"Rahma

"gapapa kok ma, adinda does not feel sick, it's normal hemmm" she smiled to her mother

"yeah but you're hearty well, if you say what are you quiet well, sorry mama adinda" rahma

"yes ma, mama is not wrong, mama do not be sad adinda no papa" adinda

adinda passed by leaving Rahmi who was in her room...

Chequek...

"where have you been stupid, long time ago" Rido

"sorry Sir" adinda.

" sorry sorry, you think your sorry can make me win gambling huh" shouted Rido at the younger sister

"where is her stupid and useless mother huh" rido

"mama da in sir's room, mama's sick again..

adinda please father do not be rude to mama, mama again pregnant father also sir" adinda

" heh little boy you know what hah" rido

PLAAK... rido again beraraykan tanya to cheek smooth dinda, and passed just like that.

"o Allah until when I am rich like this, I am not strong, brother I beg you to go home quickly, has been a year brother did not come home, sister kangen brother, sister please pick up adinda hix,,, hiks,,,,,, ada,,,, hyx,,,

while in the room there was a crowd again like the day before

PLAQUE... BUGS... BUGS....

" Rahma you've been reminded, don't refute every word I say, call your brash son to send you money, I don't play, you remember my threats, right, if you refuse you know what I'm going to do"Rido again threatens Rahma

"hiks.. hiks.. hiks.. mas right satisfied you have been rough with me and dinda, you always do not do justice to my children, my children, even the money that should have made the school sister was already you use mas" Rahma

"remember Rahma I married you because I needed my son's caretaker, I don't care about your children, don't argue anymore, call andre and Rian and ask them for money" Rido

"but mas" Rahma

rahma's speech was cut with rido "not there but tapian, I said quick"

" mas andre yesterday said he wants to marry, he can no longer send us rich usually, try mas you stop drinking and gambling "Rahma

PLAQUE...

hyx....

Rahma was still crying.

while in a more appropriate room in the warehouse said Adinda was crying

"o Allah, I must endure until Brother Andre and brother Rian come to pick me up" she fell asleep because she was too tired to cry

the day of the younger brother passed heavily, in addition to helping his mother garden younger also often called residents in his village to just help in their fields, or wash, or wash, adinda every weekday oddball to help her mother's finances.

what's more now that the child in the womb Rahma sedah was born, the riso is still the same, even more indifferent to them

year later...

"assalamu'alaikum" rian

"ka brother? " dinda also ran

"sister how is dinda kangen kak"

"good sister, sister brother mangkin beautiful deh, good dinda right? sorry brother yes new deck can go home, new brother dapet leave this Eid" rian

"yes brother is not papa, so this Eid brother gathers here right? " well this heart is the last fast and tonight is the night of takbir

"yes my beautiful sister" rian

"dinda kangen sis" adinda

"sister also misses your deck" rian

" sister Andre does not go home again well, does your brother's wife not want to be brought back to the village? " adinda immediately looked down sluggishly

"who said, brother is here really, aaf well late, brother abis palkirin car" andre

"sister andre" she raised her face with a smile

" where's mama deck, keep sama riko and dikankan? " ante asked dinda

dinda who was in the embrace of the queue also smiled as she said "mama was in the market kak had left the same mom for shopping for lebaran needs" atik was their neighbor who often helped them

"the father of the same mother separated brother, two months ago, and brought riko to his mother's house, he tucked in here he said coming home from the city S he will ngentuk dika" explained dinda

sister dinda was silent, while dinda was fixated on the figure of a beautiful woman holding a handsome little boy

" he must be brother Rere right, in it must be budia" asked sister adinda" her

" yes deck, know him brother Rere, brother andre ama kak rian often nyeriain you loh, ampe memorize your brother" replied Rere while walking closer to them

" oh yeah? let's go in Sulu, kasian budi must be tired, in bed only in the room dika, he again in the mosque just set off the same temen"nya, in the bedroom dika, while I clean the front room for a break brother yah" replied adinda

they also went into the house, not forgetting to prepare a drink for his brother" after Rere laid the mind in the room where they gathered in the living room

"dad mama's still long? " rian

" just a little more brother" adinda

" what were you doing again? " ask Rere

" oh yes dinda forgot, it was again nyuci greens" dinda

"you want to cook the deck again" rian

"yes brother, dinda ampe forgot because it is too cool to come" replied sinda grimacing

"you helped" replied Rere

" emang brother can cook in the furnace" asked Dinda to Rere

" can't, but you can help clean vegetables and cook, you take care of the fire" Rere replied with a laugh

"that you take care of well" Rere asked andre for help

andre also disturbed mengayakan, anre and his brother Rian were talking lightly

while the kitchen Rere and dinda were telling a story of cooking, dinda did not recognize Rere because only this time he visited, but dinda often spoke by phone with Rere.