Liver Flakes

Ask for Restu 1

"I'm sorry for everything that happened to you. I didn't expect Shila to do this either. All this time I was full of his wishes, I did what he wanted. I'm desperate because your household is now the victim" Benny said with a clear look of regret.

I don't know what he regrets? Is it regretful to have been in love with Shila, or regret not being able to watch over her until she just missed it.

Shanum smiled, again a smile that he had never seen from any woman. Really Raka did not know it was lucky, was awarded a beautiful and polite wife still looking for pleasure outside. Is raw meat more delicious than cooked meat?

"It's a test for me, Ben. You should also talk well later. Love the understanding of Shila, if you need to immediately invite her to marry. It's better as it is," Shanum was greeted with a long sigh by Benny.

Shanum and Lia glanced at each other, something was stored up and a bit of a burden for the adult male before them.

"I've been getting her married a lot, but there's always a reason. Maybe I'll find another woman I'm ready to marry." Benny smiled meaningfully as he looked at Shanum.

Undeniably, at the age that has entered maturity he wants a seriousness in a relationship. While Shila was always a lot of reasons when Benny asked her to get married.

"That's your right, whatever it is decide if it is the best," said Shanum did not want to interfere too much.

"I'm sorry about you too, Lia, for not believing what you said." Benny turned his gaze to Shanum's friend.

"You know too well, no. Blinded by love with Shila, until sampe-sampe can not see the right," said Lia greeted with a bitter smile by Benny. True, he was too purified so that all the ugliness of Shila he considered the wind.

It is true what Imam Shafi'i said. When love is enthroned in the heart, all evil will never be cared for. Conversely, if hatred has dominated all the good will still look bad.

"That's ... Sayidina Ali once said, Love your lover only. Because maybe, he'll be the one you hate the most." Shanum chimed in wisely.

For some reason, talking to Raka's wife makes Benny's heart and feelings much calmer than with Shila. They had met for the first time and had not expected it. Benny smiled, nodding in confidence.

"Yes, you're right. Once again thank you, you have reminded me that all this time too blinded love Shila," said Benny as sincerely as his heart.

"Yes already. We're pampering. Again, solve your problems well. Touch the woman right in her heart, do not occasionally raise the voice before her. Assalamu'alaikum!" Shanum gave advice before moving in with Lia to say goodbye.

"Yes, I'll remember that. Wa'alaikumussalaam's chat. Be careful!"

They split up, Benny even drove the two up to the office parking lot. A little worried when Shanum will go on a motorcycle with Lia.

"Mmc ... Sha, you want to ride that? I'll drive you in the car, yeah. You're pregnant, you know," Benny bargained, not hiding his anxiety.

"No, it's okay. He's the expert, really. I won't do anything" Shanum said, waving as Lia ran her bike.

"Be careful!" benny shouted with a smile. There was a red hue on his cheek that just popped out uninvited.

"Hopefully we can see you again, Sha." He muttered as he continued to stare at Shanum's back which was getting further away in the streets. Benny returned to the office after making sure they were invisible.

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Shanum sighed before replying, "Yes, Lia. I don't want this problem to continue to drag on and disturb my mind. I want everything done quickly."

Lia nodded, rightfully so.

"You really need to be resolved quickly."

"Yes, if you can still be maintained I will survive, but if Raka still can not be far from Shila maybe I will retreat." Shanum exhaled again hoping the tightness that always squeezed gave him some leeway.

"Why? That raka, isn't it, your husband. Your right to defend him. Show Shila your love is strong" said Lia welcomed Shanum's naughtiness.

"What he wants to defend, and he doesn't care. Fighting alone is heartbreaking, Lia. Just hurting myself, mending me looking for my own happiness. I do not want the baby in my stomach so follow the stress of thinking of his father," Shanum replied lightly.

For what else to survive, if Raka herself wants to let go. It is better to find a way each of them to live their own lives.

"Yes, you really are, Sha. You also deserve to be happy, I don't like Shila who will be happy." Lia flicked her lips, refusing happiness for the Pelakor.

They were silent, for a while no conversation happened.

"Eh, Sha. I think Benny is fascinated by you. He's like how concerned you are" Lia chirped after a few moments of silence.

Not not not not paying attention, but Lia actually looked at every expression that Shila's lover showed.

"Masa, anyway? Ordinary feeling, deh," said Shanum, even though he felt the same way. Only, refusing to admit.

"Ih, really, Sha. Maybe if you escape from Raka, he is willing to pursue your heart. It's okay you're not a girl either, or else pregnant. I think so, his face was not flickering look at you." Lia was excited, but Shanum was not interested at all.

After all, he broke away from Raka not to look for another man. Merely just to calm the heart and mind so that the fetus in his womb remains calm and grows well.

"Udahlah justin. That's the right of each person. Actually, the affair will not happen if one of the two people involved has a self-fortification in the form of restrictions. The male subdues the view, the female maintains self-esteem. That's exactly it."

"But they both want to, so there is an affair. They're both the same. If it's not the same, it won't happen. Like a cheating person who forgets the same at home, he does not want to be blinded for a moment of pleasure. Though destructive," lia's timpal completes Shanum's expression.

Right, they're both the same. Both want, both still expect. After all, maybe Raka forgot what Shila had done before they got married. The presence of the woman with all her seduction, blinded the eyes of Raka's heart so that she could easily be washed away in a pit of sin.

Shila's motor stopped in front of Shanum's house, they parted ways after reminding each other. Shanum sighed, staring at the house he had left for several days. Swung steps, no longer the same as when the foot stepped on the page.

There is no happiness in the heart, no longing to meet. I don't know where it went? Raka doesn't seem to want his return. Shanum opened the door slowly and closed it again.

"Where are you from? Instead of going home, it's not clear!" Raka's reprimanding voice stomped on Shanum's body.