LIEGE

MAAF

Erina was surprised to hear the last words Daffa said. Does this mean once again I have to say goodbye? ask Erina. Without waiting for her continuation, Erina knew who Daffa would choose.

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"Does that mean this is our last meeting?" ask Erina.

"Whatchu mean? Rin, believe me there is only you in my heart. I just don't want to let go of my responsibility towards them. I ruined the girl's life. This is all I can do for him."

"Sorry Daf, it seems that again I am present as a destroyer of the happiness of others. Maybe for you, Honey has no meaning in your life. But the other thing with that little girl. He is your son, your flesh and blood. Until whenever it's irrefutable."

"Can't I still have you but keep them together?" ask Daffa in despair. "As you said, Chloe's my flesh and blood. I loved him even though he came into this world through a mistake."

Erina was heartbroken to hear Daffa's words. Fix, Daffa can't leave them.

"Daf, look at these photos. Don't you see how Honey looks at you?"

"He doesn't love me, baby. Our relationship is just about parenting together. Nothing more."

"Have you ever seen or known Honey having a relationship with another man?" Daffa. Erina smiled faintly. "Sorry, you're stupid."

"What do you mean?"

"I can only tell how this woman feels about you. Even this photo shows how happy he is when he is with you. That girl loves you. Maybe the beginning of your relationship is only for parenting together, but women have feelings that are easily shaky. As you're together, he must be in love with you."

"That's impossible, dear."

"Daf, I'm the only one who's known you for a while can fall in love with you. Especially him."

"Rin, you love me?" This time Erina cast a glance, avoiding Daffa's gaze. I love you, Erina cried in her heart.

"It doesn't matter anymore, Daf."

"Honey, we love each other. I think that could be the cornerstone of our relationship. Can't it be a consideration for you to stay by my side?" Daffa grabbed Erina's fingers and kissed her gently.

"Sorry Daf, that's not possible. It's my principle not to be a thorn in other people's relationships."

Erina let go of her hand that Daffa was holding. He looked at the ring on his ring finger. How tragic is my life. When a ring is ringed on my ring finger, there is another reality that ruins my happiness. When a family can accept me, there is another family that must be destroyed because of my presence.

"Please baby, don't make me choose. I want you and them in my life."

"Daf, have you ever thought about what it's like to hand a loved one over to someone else? Maybe you've never experienced that. It hurts, it hurts a lot. And I've experienced it many times. So I know how sick Honey feels when she hears you love another woman, even getting married to that woman. Meanwhile, he and your son have been waiting for you for years to form a happy family."

Daffa was silent at Erina's words. Various raging feelings. She loves Erina very much, but Honey and Chloe have been a part of her life for the past few years.

"Does that mean you're sacrificing our relationship?" ask Daffa slowly. The glass in front of him.

"The relationship that is established is nothing compared to the relationship that has been formed between the three of you. For years they filled your life. Don't compare that to our relationship which is just months old. Wouldn't it be easier to delete the one you just wrote than the one you've been saying for a long time?"

Daffa sighed harshly. He realized it would be difficult to persuade Erina to accept her past. Just like Brittany knew.

"Rin, can't we start over?"

"If I had known it would be like this, maybe I wouldn't have let my feelings drift deeper. I am so happy to find a man who loves me. Not only that, I was so happy to finally find a warm family and be able to accept myself for who I am. Unfortunately, it's all gonna have to be ruined because of your lies."

"This is what I'm afraid of. You're gonna leave me. Just as Brit left me," Daffa half-whispered. "I can't tell you the truth because I know no woman can accept this."

"It doesn't matter whether you can accept it or not. But it's your honesty I doubt. Why are you lying about why you broke up with Brit? Why didn't you ever tell me what you were doing when you were in London? You and your family covered it up neatly. I don't know what other lies you're hiding."

"Can you accept it if I tell you about my past from the beginning?"

"That might make a difference. Because from the beginning what I wanted in a relationship was honesty. I'm sick of being lied to. Gustav, Pras, Zafran and now you. You all lied to me. You said you loved me, but it turns out you have another woman in your life."

"They're just part of my past, baby."

"They're not just your past, Daf. They are your life now and they may be your future."

"Would it be different if I cut off my relationship with them?"

"I know you won't be able to and won't do that. Because you're a good man. That's what's causing me to be interested in you. But unfortunately you were not honest from the beginning. So does your family. That's very much I'm afraid of. Maybe if I don't get a canned letter and don't see these pictures, you'll still lie to me."

"Darling, all these lies I've done for our relationship."

"Whatever the name is a lie, whatever the reason behind it all is still not a good thing."

"Then how will our relationship continue?" ask Daffa. "I can't let Honey alone face her illness. Chloe needs me as her father. Can't you be patient a little more?"

Erina smiled faintly. He could not deny the fact that his heart was hurt and sick because Daffa could not let them go. Again he saw a ring on his finger.

"Daf, this ring is so beautiful. I've long dreamed of a ring attached to this finger."

"Darling, the ring is proof of my love for you. Her beauty can't beat your beauty."

"Unfortunately this ring shouldn't circle here."

"The ring should be there."

"Daf, thank you for accepting my application. You are a very kind and loving man. Our short time together makes me a good woman. I'm so grateful for that. So is the care and kindness of your family able to change me."

"Please Rin, isn't it enough to forgive me and continue our relationship?" Daffa knew what decision Erina would make. But he hopes Erina can still change her decision.

Erina looked at Daffa then looked at the ring on her finger. Slowly he took off the ring and placed it on the table.

"Rin....."

"Unfortunately this ring is not the place to be. I'm giving you back this ring. Give this ring to the one who is the mother of your child. Give it to someone who has shared happiness with you for years. I'm sorry I can't walk with you anymore." Erina kissed Daffa on the cheek and stood up and left Daffa still silent.

Please Daf, hold me, chase me, Erina screamed in her heart. But until he reached the stairs, it did not happen. Daffa who was still in shock just sat quietly looking at the ring Erina placed on the table.

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