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Flashbacks
I was back in the hospital, having fainted from my stomach cramps. Mr. Kesuma took me to the hospital.
"How can Mr. Kesuma afford a VVIP room?" muttered.
The doctor came to check on me. Not felt, my fetal age is 15 weeks. Good thing he's not fussy. I feel ordinary. Only I get tired easily.
When Alang entered my room, somehow my heart was very angry and disappointed. I kicked him out and shouted at him. I don't want to see her again.
"It turns out that Alang sent me to the VVIP room, but how did he find me" I thought.
I fell unconscious after the nurse injected drugs into my infusion tube.
From that moment on I did not see Alang coming again. Maybe he was happy with his choice of woman.
I have no right to sue him for me, Alang was present for helping my troubles. I will seek my happiness and that of my son, and so will Alang be happy with his new family.
I have to endure my condition now.
"My wallet?" I haven't seen him since. "I must look for it, it must be left on the dock" my heart thought.
Flash back off
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I was scheduled to consult a psychiatrist. Maybe because my pregnancy was due to the abuse someone did to me, it made me have a trauma burden of my own.
I feel unworthy of anyone, I feel contempt and disgust for myself.
I told my psychiatrist everything. He only listened and occasionally took notes.
Sometimes I ask what I like and don't like.
I explained, I want to have a house with a large garden. Filling and arranging it with my taste, in other parts of the house I want to fill my activities by selling clothes.
Care for and raise my son.
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Pov
Doctor Dini reported Vina's psychological condition to me. I regret Vina's thinking like that, but I can't beat it.
After I got back from the hospital, I called Iwan to my office.
"Give me all Vina's property, the house certificate and Vina's bag and her phone" I said briefly. Iwan was surprised to hear that.
"Give it to her"
"But sir"
"Not the least he thought of me, how I felt. They only think about themselves" I explained.
"On the photo, do you not want to explain?"
"How can I explain? Just meet me he won't".
"Okay sir, I'll do it" Iwan passed away.
I just took a long breath. I don't want to keep him, I'll keep him even if he doesn't want me.
Vina will be out of the hospital the day after. I'm not allowed to see him let alone pick him up. "Jaga mama ya Debay, don't fuss" my heart whispered.
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Mr. Iwan visited me and handed me all my belongings. I was stunned to see it.
"Why did you give it to me?" while I open it.
"Master told me to give it to him"
"Master?"
"Master Alang, my superior"
"Why did he give it to her?"
"Because he wants the mistress to be happy"
"Is that so? Tell him I want him to be happy too. And happy new life..!" ketusku cynic.
"Mrs was wrong. The master loves the mistress more than the mistress thinks. Madam doesn't know, how you were when your mistress went missing" I just ignored her talk.
"I know you're defending your boss, so tell him thank you very much for all the sacrifices he's made for me"
"I'm sorry ma'am" he said farewell and passed away.
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Today I went out of the hospital, the first thing I thought about was going to Mr. Kesuma's house and saying thank you.
When I got home, Mr. Kesuma made so many changes.
Mr. Kesuma invited me in and asked how I was doing and thanked me for everything I was given. I was astonished at his words.
"What did I give to my father?" many wonder. Mr. Kesuma also explained what happened. I'm flabbergasted.
"What is the Alang that gives all? Why?" muttered.
After speaking at length, I also said goodbye. Because there is still business.
My next destination is my home. I looked at him with a happy and sad feeling. I remember the first time I came here with Alang. A shadow as we were here flashed through my head.
I set my foot in the area of the house. A moment to remember the time he was with her.
I was surprised when I heard the bell, I walked out and let in the people who were carrying my order. New bed. Let me sleep here from tonight. I don't want to go back to the apartment anymore.
I haven't put the bed yet, just the mattress I asked to put in the living room.
I'll set it up again tomorrow, because there's so much I want to get rid of and fill up.
After dinner and medicine, I fell asleep from the tiredness I felt all day.
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Pov
I entered an empty room. Watching Vina who was asleep in the middle room of her new home.
I was always watching Vina, where and what she was doing, I couldn't lose her anymore.
I think I want to hug him. I miss her jokes and promises so much to me.
"Didn't he feel cold?" I saw a blanket that was still folded.
I took it and covered it.
Kissing and touching her forehead.
I want to caress her belly but I'm afraid she'll wake up.
"You tortured me with your attitude Vin"
Vina had not woken up at 2 am, since consulting with a psychiatrist, either because of the drug or at 2 am that she was traumatized.
Before he woke up, I had already quietly come out.
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I woke up excited, today I will realize my dream.
I took the paper, and recorded what I was going to buy.
First of all for my efforts, my financial movements there, I no longer work.
For a while, I would use the garage as my place of business, because I didn't want to sacrifice the garden into a building.
And take note of what I need the other.
"It feels like I have to learn to cook" I lamented at my shortcomings.
I was neat and ready to go.
Buy kitchen furniture, cleaning tools, washing machines, and to wholesale stores.
I looked at the room that still looked empty. There's something weird.
"Was I wearing a blanket last night? I forgot because I just fell asleep. Maybe I didn't realize, I didn't wake up or drink".
With a sigh, I walked out. Go to the super market first because it can be delivered.
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Finally all my groceries have arrived, I just have to arrange it.
I cleaned the kitchen and arranged the kitchen furniture.
Plates, bowls, spoons, glasses, pans and the gank and all that light. The refrigerator has been put by the introduction, there's no way I could have shifted it.
"What cooking? How-to? hiks.. hiks" while opening the browser.
"Telor's cooking"
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After lunch, I started tidying up my clothes.
A garage with iron racks, and a stock baranh in a kitchen box set garage. I have listed the price list.
I don't feel like it's late afternoon, I'll continue tomorrow. I feel tired and sleepy. I held my stomach which started to stand out. Feels funny.
I cleaned myself up, then cooked another egg for dinner, because that's all I could do.
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