Let the Heart Become a Prayer

DECIDES

Early in the morning Tiuga had woken up and skipped his morning breakfast on the grounds that there was work. And go straight away. He not only avoided Aisyah but also ignored Sherin. He needs peace to think.

That afternoon, Tiuga had lunch with Daniel, his best friend and co-worker.

"Where has there been progress?" ask Daniel.

"Still on the strar line" Tiuga said.

"Ah suck... You still want to turn Sherin around? "

"Hmmh. I'm still confused, on the other hand I feel guilty about Sherin, on the other hand I'm not blind Aisyah good woman who fits as a wife. He is gentle, polite, obedient, well educated. But what about Sherin!? " Tiuga said revealing to his worry.

"Lo must dare to make a decision, or you lose both. Make me Aisyah is right for you. Because Sherin's been around all along, it's just a source of trouble for you. And your family isn't blessed either, is it!? What else needs to be defended!? " The fiery proposal of Daniel.

"Where are our average clients Sherin's acquaintances. If I make him angry now, it will have a bad effect on our company later. Ok if it's just the two of us we can find another job, but if our employees they eat from here" said Tiuga expressed his concerns.

"From the beginning I've said the same lo, don't rely too much on Sherin, he can't be trusted. Little Sherin, little Sherin. This consequently. All messed... " Said Daniel, getting upset.

"How to do now!? " Say Tiuga.

"Udah is released if we have to start from zero again also not papa, if we are qualified later also clients back again. "

"Where would he be reckless!?" Tiuga said worriedly.

"Keep you want to be here forever? remember your family has no blessing, what else Adel. Their mortal enemy.... Not to mention oma lo. Are you ready to lose your family to a Sherin? "

You don't seem to start thinking, however Daniel has a point.

...***...

After returning from the office Tiuga went to see Sherin at his house. Sherin welcomes Tiuga with joy. He was going to hug her but Tiuga avoided her, it gave a bad signal to her. After they both sat down. Tiuga opened the conversation.

"Sherin, I don't know what to say, it's hard for me, too. But.. there's no way that we keep this up.." his words stopped for a moment, he looked for the right word "Our relationship seems to be no longer able to be continued. Not because of you but me, my family will never approve of us, and now I am tied to marriage with Aisha. And there's no way I'm going to catch him anytime soon. Sherin. I can't give you hope.." Not done yet Sherin's talk interrupted her.

"4 years we are fine, why only now you are talking about this haaaahhhh... You're interested in that woman, you fucked her? oh, of course the naive woman of the cake is more interesting. HYPOCRITE you Tiuga" Sherin said in a high tone.

Tiuga tried to restrain himself, from the beginning he already knew how Sherin's reaction, would definitely not be easy to convince him.

"How do you want to? " Tiuga said trying to hear Sherin's opinion.

"Let's elope, we stay all that stops us, we go abroad, where no one finds us" said Sherin firmly and expectantly holding Tiuga's hand, hope Tiuga agrees.

"I can't Sherin, there's a family I have to think about. And living without a family is not easy....Life is not that simple" Tiuga said, obviously it makes Sherin upset.

"You wanted to dump me from the beginning. This is just the reason you Tiu. I fell alone in this love while you are not, you are just benefiting me, after you succeed you started cheating on me..yeah!? "

Sherin. The crying started to break.

"You're evil Tiu, you're selfish.You can think like me, what I don't love for you, everything in my life for you. But this is your reply haaaahhhhh !? "

'I'm sorry, Sherin... You better cry now than later, it will far make you hurt...'Tiuga. He was getting confused as to how.

"I love you, but my family. Too many would have been victims had I left them..."

"So I'm the one who grew up here...!? why don't you think about my feelings too? " this time Sherin's cries really broke.

"I'm sorry...I really can't..... " Said Tiuga who was starting to lose his words. He leaves Sherin, who tries to hold back his departure. But Tiuga took off Sherin's hand. And he left Sherin crying.

Tiuga's mind was completely muddled at the moment. And he went to a nightclub. Drinking until really drunk, fortunately there was Daniel who accompanied him, Daniel only shook his head to see the behavior of this friend.

"Wikmatin sin lu bro, ntar come home ready." said Daniel as he patted Tiuga's shoulder slowly which seemed to start losing consciousness. And after being satisfied they went home to be greeted with his oma who panicked to see the state of Tiuga.

"What is this Daniel!? " Tanya panicked.

"He's an oma mabok, I'm sorry" said Daniel hurriedly home. For fear of being angry bring Tiuga home in a state of mabok.

Hardly ever come home like this, this is the first time. Not long Aisyah came she was no less surprised to see her husband so, Tiuga's father immediately took Tiuga to the bathroom, and flushed her with cold water. Tiugapun's consciousness slowly began to recover little by little, although still staggering, and his stomach began to feel nauseous he vomited up his stomach contents in the bathroom, Aisyah started to approach Tiuga because her father was getting annoyed to see Tiuga so. After she stopped vomiting Aisyah started to undress Tiuga, although she was uncomfortable but she tried to cover up her feelings, she tried to behave appropriately. Assisted by his mother Tiuga as well. afterwards he immediately put on Tiuga pajamas, and soon helped his father to put Tiuga on the bed to replace his clothes, and soon after, tiuga's mother gave Tiuga's change of clothes to Aisyah, then they left Aisyah and Tiuga in the room together.

"Mas,mas.." call him to try to resuscitate the tiuga who was asleep.

"his face is small, deserves to be said to look like a girl" Aisyah muttered with a smile

"do you have a boyfriend!? are you drunk because of that? I don't want you if you don't want to. But I hope that we really are a match, I fell in love with you mas.." whispered Aisyah.

it did not feel the night was getting late.Aisyah finally fell asleep.

Early in the morning Aisyah in Kagetkan with a delirious Tiuga was unclear, as Aisyah touched Tiuga's forehead feeling hot. Tiuga fever. Aisha immediately got up from her bed. He looked for a cure, and made a warm water compress. Seeing Aisyah pacing back and forth, her mother greeted.

"What's wrong? " Task mom curious

"Mas tiu fever like, is there paracetamol, ma? " ask Aisyah.

"There's a top cupboard in the kitchen!!" said Tiuga's mother while accompanying Aisyah looking for him, when she found it she immediately gave it to Aisyah.and Aisyah immediately approached Tiuga who was in the room.

" That must be due to the drink last night, not usually drink and even drink until last night fortunately not in mackerelamin you are the same papah.anything even drink.do not remember the wife at home waiting, no, the one waiting for me to come home" Omel his mother at length.

After being satisfied nagging his mother directly out of the room leaving the two of them. tiuga who was awake still looks weak.

"Where are you, still dizzy? " ask Aisyah worried.

"Still! " answer Tiuga slowly.

"Drink some warm water!? " tawar Aisyah's.

"May" said Tiuga while pressing his head that felt heavy and pained.

Aisyah immediately came out making warm water for Tiuga. When he returned he found Tiuga vomiting in the bathroom. It was not long before he came out with a wet face because he also washed his face to refresh himself.

"You're okay, man" asked Aisyah worriedly. Tiuga just shook his head slowly with a faint smile.

"I'm sorry I got your nicotine" said Tiuga, feeling bad.

"Okay, it's a wife's job to take care of her husband." Said Aisyah while smiling, Tiuga returned her smile.

"Why are you!? you can tell me if you want to."

"No papa" said Tiuga.

"Don't lie, surely why-why.you say so. I'm okay, lbh good you're honest than closed kek gini."

"You don't hear that if I'm honest? "

"No, I'm ready. I want you to be open with me, so I can accept you for who you are." Aisyah assured him.

Tiuga told me everything. Aisha seemed to be able to accept it. He took a deep breath, and touched Tiuga's shoulder.

"It's up to you, I'm coming! " Answer Aisyah slowly.

Tiuga immediately grabbed Aisyah's hand.

"If I had chosen you, would you believe me no matter what happens, would you survive if something happened later? " said Tiuga. "okay, Sherin is more reckless than you imagine, I don't know what she wants to date after this." said Tiuga worried.

"I God willing will always try to trust you, if you will open up to me." Tiuga smiled at Aisyah's reply. That relieved him a little.

" I'm sorry I was drunk last night. I'm afraid Sherin's going to mess things up" Tiuga said.

"No papa. We start from zero again if it has to, I will slalu support you." said Aisyah softly as she clasped Tiuga's hand. Tiuga smiled happily.

"May I ask you to hug! " Say Tiuga.

Aisyah immediately spread her arms and hugged her husband. Tiuga felt very calm in Aisyah's arms, smelling her soothing scent.

Maybe this kind of woman is what Tiuga needs. Who would support him under any circumstances, could understand him well.

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