Let the Heart Become a Prayer

I MISS YOU

Aisyah immediately looked for a taxi. Adel tried to stop him. But Aisyah got into a taxi and left. In the taxi Aisyah kept crying, the taxi driver kept watching her through the windshield. He did not dare to say hello, and let Aisyah sob with Adifa in his embrace.

Her heart was broken from feeling like it failed to be a good wife to Tiuga. Tiuga's mother was right. For the reason that he Tiuga was often wretched. Did he have to leave Tiuga for everyone to calm down. Can he lose Tiuga? He loves Tiuga, he loves Tiuga, He can't lose Tiuga. But if this was good for Tiuga, he sincerely did it. He was going to go away from Tiuga, he was not willing to be a burden on Tiuga anymore. Without feeling it he reached his home. He immediately packed up his and Adifa's belongings. Adifa continued to cry it made Aisyah even more upset. She let Adifa cry while continuing to pack her things. He stuffed all his clothes and belongings irregularly. After packing, he waited for a taxi. When the taxi arrived he immediately went to the airport to immediately return to Bandung.

The day already showed at 19:45 when Aisyah reached the airport. He immediately booked a ticket to return to Bandung.The next flight at 20.07 Aisyah and Adifa were waiting while at the airport. Aisyah's eyes looked puffy. Her tears were still flowing, she kept wiping them. Adifa was already rather calm, though still a bit fussy.

At that time the memories of her with Tiuga came back dancing in her memories. It makes him sicker. And he came back crying. Not long after their flight arrived. Aisyah immediately got ready for her plane.

Somehow he'll explain to um later. Must have been shocked by Aisyah and Adifa's return without Tiuga. It is important that he can leave Jakarta first.

He stared back, as if hoping someone would hold him back. But no one came to hold him. He took a deep breath while dragging his things with heavy steps.

***

On the other hand it looked as if Tiuga was starting to wake up. He looks weak and is still under the influence of drugs. The fever is still felt even though it is not too hot. He fell back asleep and was delirious. It was not clear what he said, only his agitated sigh was heard. Omanya immediately approached him and stroked Tiuga's head gently to calm Tiuga down.

Tiuga's hand was visible on the Gypsies because he suffered a broken left hand bone, and on his face there was a scratch on his temple due to broken glass shards when the impact of the accident occurred.

...***...

His fever had stopped but he was still weak and his head still could not be lifted because it felt dizzy and made him vomit several times. The team of doctors continued to monitor Tiuga's progress. They suspect Tiuga had an injury to his brain. But they still haven't found any effect on Tiuga. Because Tiuga showed that his condition was getting better.

There's only one strange thing. Tiuga never asked the whereabouts of Adifa and Aisyah.She seemed to forget the whereabouts of his wife's child.

Until one day they find out if Tiuga has forgotten his memory. Some of his memories of his past 5 years that had just passed he did not remember.

"Don't force him to remember first. Let him remember slowly, fearing that he would get even more confused and ruin his memory altogether... "Getting doctor.

" How long does this usually take, doc...!? " Task Tiuga's father.

"Uncertain... There was even a permanent one and his brain made new memories to manipulate his old memories..." The doctor again.

"Is there a cure, doc...!? " Task Tiuga's father worried.

"For amnesia itself does not exist.we can only give vitamins, and treat the injury and therapy if possible to help him calm his trauma and it can not guarantee 100% recovery..." The doctor again.

This is where it happened in the lema in the Tiuga family. They could not make Aisha and Adifa just come to Tiuga's life now.

And it turns out that removing Aisyah and Adifa in Tiuga's life was also in amini by Tiuga's mother. No one dared to ask Tiuga because Sonia Tiuga's mother who looked still upset at Aisyah. Sonia also continued to forbid them from mentioning about it. Sonia always reasoned, let Tiuga calm down first...

...***...

It's been 2 weeks to go home. I don't know why he feels empty. He felt there was an important and very valuable part of his life that was missing. I don't know what it is, he doesn't remember either.

Tiuga has turned out to be very strange since his return. Every time he woke up from sleep he felt that something was usually happening but now that it never happened, his bed felt lonely even though he had piled all void in his bed. When he opened his wardrobe he felt something was lacking, He put anything in his closet to make his closet full, but still he was not satisfied.

As she reflected she felt that something on the dressing table was missing. He also arranged all the items in front of the dresser, from the hair gel, comb, hairdryer, perfume that he usually put in part in the bathroom now he stacks everything on the dressing table, including her watches and other accessories she also arranged in front of the dressing table. But again he was not satisfied.

As she looked around her room she felt her room was empty and too tidy. So it is not uncommon for him to make his room fall apart on purpose, just to fulfill his subconscious desires.

The people of the house were astonished by Tiuga's new habit. No one realizes that Tiuga misses his son and wife very much. Including he himself was unaware of what he wanted.

Tiuga really is like a madman. He kept doing strange things, like opening his closet so many times, or eating shirt even though he didn't want to eat, he sat there for a while and left, and he kept repeating it all day. It made her very worried.

"For a long time he could go crazy if you like gini... " The mumbling of his eyes was staring at him from outside the room.

...***...

When she just got home from therapy and their car stopped for a while. While the gate of his house was opened. I saw the baby neighbor playing with his father. He immediately lowered his car's glass. She looked at the baby fixedly, as if there was something she felt about the baby. She heard the neighbor's baby babble "Yes.yes..." That baby bitch. Degs...It reminded Tiuga of something vaguely. But he still could not remember it clearly. Even his feelings were getting more tormented. He felt so longed that he himself was confused what was wrong with him, he looked at the baby fixedly, the more he looked at him the more he felt extremely tormented. Not even hold, he raised his car glass back. He asked the driver to enter the house immediately, he could not bear to see the baby. Maybe he was crying because of baby babble. What's wrong with him.

Adel noticed all of Tiuga's behavior. Because he's the one who accompanied Tiuga Therapy with Daniel. He knows that Tiuga's subconscious misses his wife's child. He was injured seeing Tiuga's condition. Her mother can't be allowed to keep doing this, she has to talk to her mother.

...***...

Adel who has a patriotism soul feels this is not a good thing. His mother could not just throw Adifa and Aisyah out of Tiuga's life.

"Well..want until when mama hindarin we discuss the departure of Aisyah and Adifa...!? Mama really wants them out of our family!? " Task Adel to her mother who happens to be in the kitchen. As usual, her mother always avoided her by pretending to be busy. "Mahs... Adifa is Tiuga's flesh and blood... Child Tiuga... And Aisyah is the woman that Tiuga loves very much... We should talk about Aisyah with Tiuga... " Relaborate Adel.

"You don't think this is torture mamah HAAA... The woman who died left Tiuga in pain... My mom never kicked him out... He went alone... He made a decision quickly... Mama was a little angry she immediately left, as if she did not consider this mama her parents. That's why he was so quick to take offense...Mama knows Tiuga misses his wife's son...Mama knows Del..." Mama's teary mouth. It turned out that far away in the sanubari sonia she also missed Aisha and Adifa. "A mother scolds her child and gets used to it... But why Aisyah... " His mother's words were interrupted. Adelpun moved, it turns out his mother did not really throw Aisyah out. Maybe now Sonia is also tormented like Tiuga. Only his prestige and ego had tried to cover it up all along. Now he can't cover it anymore. Adel immediately hugged his sobbing mother and she cried.

"You never kicked them out Del... " Mother's cry. "Mama dear Aisyah also Adifa... " Sonia said in between her tears.

"Yes mah... We'll take Aisha and Adifa..." Adel replied.

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