
I hesitated to talk to him about this. But, I think I should.
“Huft...”
I took a breath, to prepare myself.
“Yeah, relax again, Ra. No need to be stiff,” murmured Fla.
Still, I felt an unusual taste. How can a person who has been caught off guard not feel the same way I feel right now? Everyone feels the way I feel, right?
I gave a small glance towards Fla who didn't seem to pay much attention to me. His attention was split on the textbooks he was reading. I can't believe Fla can still take the time to read a book, in between before lesson time starts. I was a little embarrassed by him.
“Gue... interrupt your time, no?” I asked, which is still not good.
He stopped his activity to read. He put down his book, and stared intently at me.
“What, anyway? Loe did not interfere with my time, kok.” He pulled my hand, “sini sat,” he said.
I sat next to him. He looks very bothered, because he took something in his bag.
Seen two cans of soft drink, he thrust one at me.
“Nih, drink first let it be a bit quiet,” he said, which seemed sincere.
I hesitate to take it, because I am afraid to accept food or drink given by others. I'm still traumatized by what happened that night, when I met with Bhishma. Morgan told me that Bhishma had put medicine in order to raise my appetite.
From there on, I have never received anyone's gift, except the one that my sister gave me.
I just stared at him sharply, still worried about what happened yesterday.
“Sorry, Fla, I don't drink fizzy drinks.” I refused Fla's hand.
Actually, I didn't want to refuse, but, I was forced to do it because of this trauma. Although I'm sure, Fla wouldn't be able to do that to me.
He pulled the drink back, and put it back in his bag.
“Sorry yes, Ra, I don't know,” he said, I just smiled faintly at him.
I forgot my purpose. I have to express my intentions and goals as soon as possible, so as not to be hampered by other things later.
“Fla..” Fla turned to me, “genesis you see when eating the mallem...,” said I doubt.
Fla seemed to have understood what I said. He smiled at me.
“Oh, relax, Ra. I'm just surprised. Just this time I squirm her so same chick.”
“Deg...”.
Meaning, Morgan's speech at that time, for real?
Morgan was doing that for the first time with me. I feel bad for him.
“Yes, at least I know that he is normal,” he continued to make me laugh a little.
Is that true? That pretty handsome Morgan had absolutely no interest in touching women? In fact, there are many beautiful women who may surround Morgan's life every day. Including recently, the woman I met at the hotel that time.
Given the meeting, I was a little sad.
“So that means, Morgan doesn't like girls-”
I never finished asking, Fla has already smothered my mouth with her hands. I can barely breathe because of it.
“Do not hard. Later on horrors, even so bothered,” muttered Fla seems to be mengtingatkan me.
He slowly let go of the hand he used to silence my mouth. I just grinned it.
“But really, Morgan doesn't like girls?” I whispered to Fla, worried that everyone would hear our conversation.
“Ngawur, loe.” Fla shake my head slowly, “I mean, yes I have never seen him so same girl, does not mean Morgan does not like girls,” he explained, again make me grin.
“Gue thinks so,” lirihku, refute.
He doesn't seem to care about me.
I looked back at Fla.
“Fla, someone wants me to ask you this same loe,” mumbled I made Fla smile.
“Eits... I also want to go to loe.” Sambar.
He smiled wickedly. Looks like he's preparing to tease me. I can't bear it until he really wants to taunt me. I looked into his eyes with curiosity.
“What do you want, Fla?” my many.
“Loe first time, Ra,” he said making me more curious.
Greget yes taste, hehe.
If this continues, I won't be able to get any information.
“Hmm. I just want to ask. Why is Morgan's number off, huh?” ask me with shame.
Fla who was holding back laughter, while covering his mouth with his hands. I'm embarrassed to ask Fla.
“Hmm... haha..
Apparently, he could no longer hold back his laughter. Finally he laughed out loud, making me feel strange. My voice suddenly became increasingly shrivelled, seeing him laugh.
‘Sial this Fla. Make me down aja, my inner’ that began to feel down.
Fla stopped that laugh. He wiped his tears, so free he laughed.
He seemed to be starting to catch his breath.
“Loe's question, there are related questions that I want to ask to loe.” It's tickling.
The longer, the more his words irritated me from curiosity. I immediately took off the shoes I was wearing, and pointed them at him.
“Ngot! If not, these shoes I will throw to loe.” My threat.
He seemed to be afraid of the threat of these shoes.
“Ehh. I'm talking about it!” he sounded like he was giving up.
He finally gave up on me. But, I still pose sangar while holding my shoes. Worried, he was just playing me.
“Down his shoes first-”
“Gak! I was spitty by the way.” I cut his words.
“Iya yes.” Then he caught his breath.
“Before I nanya, I want to answer first the question loe earlier,” he said made me pay more attention to it, “handphone Kak Morgan lost. So, the number is off,” obviously.
The curiosity about my question is gone. I was curious about the question Fla would ask me.
“Terus, which I want to ask...” My curiosity is growing.
Fla was smart to play the tone in his speech, making me even more curious.
I can't be curious. I was too tormented, with this curious attitude of mine. I was once nicknamed “Si Ratu Kepo” with my Junior High School friends first. It's a little upset, but it's the truth.
“Had, you want what the hell, Fla? Cepetan the hell, hunt me males, nih!” Threatening me, he smiled at me.
“Iya, Ra, geez very impatient so the person,” he said a little julid, making me even more annoyed with his attitude.
If it wasn't for my curious soul to stir, I wouldn't want to be like this either.
“Ra, you must be... dating right, same Kak Morgan?” ask her in a tone like blaming me.
I was shocked and immediately threw the shoes I was holding at him. It was a funny chase for me.
Yes, it is not real, just playing around to cover up the shame I experienced.
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