Lead Me to Be Your Mother

Chapter 71

At the junction of the night the mother prayed 2 rakaat, the mother's mind was worried, she realized her age was no longer easy, but why would someone want to propose to her, to be honest, in the deep recesses of the mother still has the feeling of being desperately saved for the Williams doctor, the more the mother tries to forget but the harder it is. mom remembered Mariya's words earlier this afternoon at lunch at the restaurant.

"Ais, do you want to forever harbor your feelings?". asked Mariya looking into the eyes of the mother, mother was silent, she realized her love for Doctor Williams was still the same as they used to be together when High School. it is true that first love is very difficult to forget, most people will save as a memory, but when the mother saw her husband's love so great to her she was determined to throw away her love to Doctor Williams, but the more she tried to be honest the harder it was, the more she knew the feeling was wrong, but the more ways she did to get rid of that feeling were still difficult. mother tried to open her feelings to her husband little by little, in fact not the same love feelings as her love for Doctor Williams. perhaps present in the mother's feelings for her husband is a sense of love for her husband's patience, and a duty as a wife until she has 2 children. mom is conscious and keeps her love for Doctor Williams in the deep recesses of her heart.

"you know, your husband used to ask Will to take care of you before he crashed". Mom looked at Mariya and Williams alternately as if asking for more explanation. "yes, your husband even often met Williams, she said, she wanted to see you happy Ais, Williams initially refused because she didn't want to disturb your family, but your husband begged Williams to take care of you and your children, he left you to Williams, he said, after learning that your husband died Willi only realized that it was your husband's mandate, Williams was willing to leave her career and come back here to keep you quiet". Mariya took a deep breath after revealing all the facts.Doctor Williams was silent without the slightest word, while the mother without feeling the corner of her eyes dewy. "Ais, ashar must be happy if you see you are happy with your love Ais, you do not torture your feelings, you deserve to be happy". Mariya said seeing mother and Williams alternating. "if you are afraid of your children, if you are afraid of your children, you're wrong Ais, they must want to see her mother happy.they're already on the Ais mature, they already understand what's best for her mother, indeed, what mariya said was true, "give me time to think". said the weak mother.the mother wiped the tears that drenched her smooth cheeks. "if, you still doubt, you still doubt it, I'm going to propose to your children, you take it easy, if they don't. I'm going to step back". Doctor Williams said with a sincere look at mom.

"my Lord, give your guidance to your mortal servant, if we are a match, please ease our path, and if we are not a match, I beg you to remove this love, yaa dzul jalaali wal ikraam.Allhumma shalli wa sallim 'alat sayyidina muhamamdin, Alhamdulillahi rabbil 'lamn. Allhumma inn astakhrika bi 'ilmika, wa astaqdiruka bi qudratika, wa as-aluka min fadhlika, fa innaka taqdiru wa l'aqdiru, wa ta'lamu wa l'lamu, wa anta 'allamul ghuyb.

Allahumma fa-in kunta ta'lamu hadzal amra khairun li dun-ya wa 'qibati amr 'jilihi wa 'jilihii faqdurhu l wa brik li fhi tsumma yassirhu li. Wa in kunta ta'lamu anna hadzal amra syarrun l fli dun-yaya wa 'qibati amr'jilihi wa 'jilihii fashrifni 'anhu washrfhu 'ann waqdur liyal kaira haitsu ainamu konu innaka 'al - kulli syai-in qadir. Wa shallallhu 'alat sayyidina muhamamdin, alhamdulillahi rabbil 'lamn. Amen".

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This morning Arya and Najwa were in the hospital to check on Najwa further.This morning when Najwa woke up Arya asked Najwa if Najwa was still coming the moon, and Najwa just remembered that last month he did not come to the moon but 1 Sunday yesterday Najwa came out blood spots in the intimate part of Najwa thought he was coming again moon, and, but just a little out and not out again. Najwa recalled his mother saying that pregnant people usually bleed. Najwa wanted to ask the mother further, but Arya invited Najwa to see the obstetrician just so that the results were clearer.and now they were waiting for the queue, Najwa looked at Arya from earlier Arya's hand was shaking, trembling, maybe because of nervousness.

"Sister, is it okay?". Arya commented on the smile. "no, just nervous mas". Najwa saw Arya's face smiling funny. "this brother is strange, later that checked right me, what is a nervous brother?". Arya just smiled.

"Neisha Najwa". Najwa's called the receptionist. Najwa and Arya step into obgyn's doctor's room.

"excuse doc". Najwa opened the door.

"yes we have, let's just start the prix, let's go inside!".please get Zahrah's doctors, Najwa and Arya nod and follow Zahrah's doctor's steps. the nurse helped lay Najwa in the gurney and then gave the gel to Najwa's stomach and applied it yes. After that Zahrah's doctor began his ultrasound, in view of him in Najwa's womb there are two points, there are two points, which is likely the embryo is a twin. "well, you are actually pregnant mbak, and see this there are two points of embryo, most likely you are pregnant twins mbak". Arya is so pretentious, hearing that Najwa has pregnant twins, as well as Najwa, "dok, you bemeran?". asked Arya to doctor Zahrah. Doctor Zahrah nodded, "your gestational age is 6 weeks". Arya's eyes sparkle, "Alhamdulillah honey, I'll be a father". Arya kissed Najwa's forehead. Najwa was so happy to see Arya so happy. "doctor, thank you so much love". said sincerely Arya. doctor Zahrah nodded. "do not thank God, he has entrusted a child to you". the message to Arya and Najwa.

"bak Najwa, must regularly take vitamins, and if you can not be too tired, because the first trimester is usually still vulnerable.so keep your condition well, do not forget next month check up again". doctor Zahrah said after examining Najwa.

"Okay doc, thank you very much". Doctor Zahrah nodded.

"What about Amel, since 3 months I have not seen him?". asked Zahrah. "the mother of Amel, was fine, doc, and now she began teaching again, and she began teaching again, that's why he didn't play here.

"greet Amel and sharif!". Najwa.

"Dok, if you'll excuse me, thank you very much". said Arya, Najwa's doctor nodded. "sama-sama".

"assalamualaikum". hail Najwa and Arya together.

"greetings waalaikum, be careful".