Lead Me to Be Your Mother

Chapter 19

"Ais, thank God we finally meet again". Said doctor Wiliams sitting in a restaurant with his mother, Tadi after praying mom met with doctor williams at the plataran mosque, happened to be the mother wanted to go to the restaurant in front of the hospital to buy lunch for Najwa, but the doctor williams invited the mother to eat, at first the mother refused, but the doctor williams told the mother to just sit while waiting for the food order to be completed in the wrap. the mother just lowered her head, "when graduating from college, when she was waiting for the food order to be wrapped, I was determined to propose to you, but I went to the parlors and the parlors were closed, I was with Mariya and kept looking for your whereabouts, until Mariya got married and got married but I kept finding out where you were, when I found out you were in the cottage, I was going to propose to you to Mr. Kiyai but I was late, you were married to your husband, I know you were in a match. My hope is dashed, 5 years I am here, I am here,I decided to go back to America but, your husband came to see me, he said that if you don't love him he said your body can have but your love is not for him, I'm asking someone but every Istikhara prayer I see is only you Ais, I worry about why it's you that I see in dreams, while you already have a husband that loves you, I don't want to ruin your happiness, I hear you already have children, meaning you already love your husband, I decided to stay here but I'm sincere, when I wanted to go back to America your husband came to see me again, he said he couldn't take care of you and the kids he left you with me, I refused because I realized I didn't want to ruin your relationship. 5 months after that I decided to go to America and live there because I'm sure you're happy, when someone proposed to me again, I failed to marry because every time I was told you I saw Ais, I didn't know what God's plan was and last I heard your husband had an accident, I go back and forth between Indonesia and America I keep watching you without you knowing, because your husband's message to me, I don't dare to show myself, when I know Sharif can take care of you, I decided to stay in America 5 years ago, but I still faithfully wait for you Ais. she was self-conscious she did love Wiliams but her guilt for her husband and patience were so great that she succumbed to her husband and was aware of her obligations as a wife, even though her love for William Masi was preserved.

"but we are not easy children anymore mas, we are old".cited mother, doctor Wiliams smiled dryly, "love does not look old or easy, because love is felt in here". doctor williams placed a hand on the chest. The mother's order was finished in the wrapper of the waiter of the restaurant gave the order to the mother, "thank you mbak, how much?" said the mother took the paper bag, "already paid mbak". said the waiter, yes Aisyah did Masi look easier than her age, "accept Ais, it's your reward", not wanting to refuse but not feeling good to the doctor Wiliams, "thank you mas". Mom moved from the restaurant, Doctor Wiliams looked at him with a pus, "I'll propose to you to your children Ais".

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The day changed, it did not feel that Sharif had healed and he was at the doctor's house had let Syarif go home this morning, and now was the day of the determination of Jacob's trial. Syarif sat in the front garden chair of the house looking at 2 butterflies flying that loved each other, he remembered the words of Najwa. "Should I fight for Emily".he explained in the crypts. "whether I am able to, lead Emily while my sin for you is very great god, mother approached Sharif, "Son, why are you?". asked the subtle mother, Sharif watching the mother sitting next to him. "Nothing buk". the smiling mother looked at Syarif, "Batin mother is Kuwat son, you think of Emily son right?". "What Dayat deserves for Emily". shirih Sharif. "son, if he is your match there is no inappropriate word. "Son, if you love her, lead her to be your mistress". Sharif was silent, it was very difficult for him whether he could lead Emily while he alone was a very great sin, and he was negligent of God's commandments. "what could be, what could Dayat lead Emily while Dayat alone his sin is very great buk, will Allah forgive Dayat buk. "God has the nature of Al-Ghofur is forgiving son, if you return to the way of Allah and will repent". said the mother painstakingly. "what is worthy of prostrating with all the faults of the kayat buk". mother continues to caress the head of Sharif, "Worthy son, if you want to repent, pray because prayer will make our hearts calm and ask forgiveness for the sins you have committed.

In Bandung Emily helped the passion of giving alms to the underprivileged and orphans. The family of passion is always giving alms to people who are less able in his village every weekend they collect some of their property for alms, The results of the wealth they give are not exhausted but increasing. "if we sincerely share then God will give us more rewards. emily smiled she remembered Najwa and the children in the cottage. "Alhamdulillah, it's over".thankfully the passion of giving the last parcels to the orphans. "you why the deck, why daydream?". the passion approached Emily, "What's wrong, Emily remembers the children in the cottage". Emily smiled.The passion frowned confusedly, "what cottage?". Emily smiled at the expression of passion, "the orphan's lodge" "oh...". they walked into the house together, "bang Ale did not come home mbak?". asked Emily, the passion that was common in staying away Ale if there was work outside the city she lived in her own home, she said, because of the passion since he met Ale he decided to buy a house and live together Ale, he said, not that he does not like to live with Umi and his father he wants to be independent because he better understands the feeling of aleando when it becomes a convert is not easy especially the environment of the house umi is in the cottage. "Your gate is the most if you go home once every 2 weeks or sometimes even once every 1 month". said the passion, "what could not be lonely living alone in this house as soft as this". Emily looked at her brother's house which was so big like a mession. "yes not really the deck, sometimes there are also many jobs, teaching through online and at school". Emily choked, "you work and then when Emily had a niece, you know, mom and dad wanted to carry a grandchild". Emily chuckled, "Maybe we need another honeymoon to make a grandpa". wishful thinking, Emily smiled. "mother, this big house must not be tired of cleaning it? why don't you go find ART?". asked Emily to switch the conversation. "Son deck, I don't like to be spoiled with tasks that I can still do alone, your brother makes a search for ART but mbak who don't want to". Humairah is classified as a rich family, his grandfather is a kiyai he grew up in a cottage environment but he never spoiled, he is quite independent, even the house occupied is the result of his own hard work, he said, she chose to marry aleando who was an ordinary man and a convert. "how could you like the same bang Ale?, mbak right from a distinguished family, he said, while Abang is just an ordinary man far from expectations mbak". Emily's question makes a passion to remember his past, "all that happens in this world is the power of God deck. Emily smiled too.

Drett.. Dret..

"Assalamualaikum ak". A call from Aleando, "walaikum salam," Aleando replied, "what's the matter with the nelfon?". asked the passion felt strange, "tell Emily tomorrow at the father's tour home, "what's wrong, there's something important". Aleando said. "what's wrong?". ask the passion again, "later I explain again, now that Emily's getting ready. Emily frowned as if something was wrong. "deck, you're in Suru getting ready to go home,