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love letter to Daniel.

tonight, as usual, Elisha always wakes up in the middle of the night to continue his work 'making stories'.

Elisha sat in a chair, in front of the desk.

gather his concentration, to the world of halu so that he can continue writing his novel.

Elisha tried to focus, to write, but not a single sentence that he managed to write.

'why my head hurts so much. I can't seem to make up tonight.I can't think clearly, how can my mind get into my world if my head feels this sick.' mumbling Elisha.

'why does it feel like my head hurts more huh?.' muttered Elisha, while lowering his head. His right hand massaged his forehead and the back of the head.

"father....".

Elisha was shocked because suddenly there was a voice of someone calling 'father'.

'maureen. is Maureen delirious and she's the one who called her father?.'

muttered Elisha, because only Maureen was often delirious.

"father.." call Maureen again.

Elisha soon got up from his seat, and immediately went to his son's room to check on the state of his three daughters.

Elisha sees his two daughters, Vania and Felicia, sleeping peacefully.

Maureen called her father a few times.

"father.." call Maureen.

'my God.... Why did Maureen become like this?

it seems like he really misses the figure of his father.kasian..I could not bear to see my children in a state of slump like this.' muttered Elisha in his heart. while approaching Maureen.

"honey.." said Elisha, sitting by Maureen's bed.

he stroked Maureen's head, made Maureen regain her composure, and finally returned to sleep with her slumbering.

"calm yourself dear.Mama believes, maybe this is the best that God has given us." said Elisha as he shed his tears.

mama can work hard to support and finance the cost of the school of these three beautiful daughters of mama.

but you realize that at any time, you will never be able to replace the figure of a father for you.

mama will never be able to give you a father's love."

"mama's heart ached when she saw a father playing with his daughter, joking together, with a happy killer.

while you can only cry, remembering the affection that your father once gave to this beautiful mother's daughter.," said Elisa slowly, smiling wryly, then her right hand wiped her tears.

'mama is afraid, in the days to come, these three daughters of mama increasingly miss the figure of the father, and it will affect the psychological of these mama's children.

mama is afraid that your friends will make fun of you, because you have no father figure Elisha muttered in his heart.

"Lord has strengthened me and my three daughters, and we are steadfast in accepting this ordeal.

and please don't let my children drag on in this grief.

I hope we can take away my late husband.

I'm sure that your plan will be wonderful in time. Amen." said Elisha.

when you feel safe. Elisa finally returned to her desk.

Elisha sat pensively in front of his desk, lamenting his fate and his children.

'my God, at a very young age, you called my late husband.

and in the very age of my children, you have made them lose the affection of a father.

'who will love us Lord?.

we desperately need a husband and father figure.'

'which I fear at this moment.I fear by living without the affection of a father, my children will be inferior to his friends.

I was afraid my son was depressed, because of this problem.

'i don't know what your plans are to my family, but I know you're testing patience.'

'Lord please take care of my little family.Give us health, happiness and peace.

keep us away from the ordeal and from all evil, and give us long life. Amen.'

'at this moment, my position as a widow, has greatly affected my life.

so many men want to approach me, there are even some men who have told me their love.'

'please keep me away from the trials and temptations of men who want to mean evil to me.'

'i don't want to be looked at badly by those around me. especially if they call me an actor.'

'please give me a way out of my trouble this is God.'

elisha said while wiping away her tears.

***

elisha's tears shed incessantly.

tired of all the burdens of his mind.

elisha decided to write a letter to her husband Daniel.

'preferably, I would have expressed my heart to Daniel, by letter alone.although Daniel would not have been able to read it, but at least I could have calmed down to have expressed my heart.'

elisha murmured in his heart.

to my beloved husband

Daniel

honey.I'm very.

losing the figure of the person who loved me so much, my beloved husband 'daniel.

pain.

pain I can't stand.

I want to scream your name 'daniel.....'

but my throat feels like something's stuck.

I want to ask you!

'why did you leave without telling me?'

'why didn't you fight against the pain you felt back then?'

'why are you so willing to leave me and our three daughters?'

'let's just.......!!!!'

'time can be turned back....'

'all our dream dreams will surely come true'

'until when can I survive?'

'but it was the presence of our children that kept me alive.

trying to rise from this.

rise and endure.

I hope that my son and I can live happily.'

'please take care of us from up there.

we all miss you, me and our three daughters, so much for your love and affection.'

'may you be accepted by His side.

and may you calm down there.'

'Amen...'

'we're all fine here.'

'thank you for loving me until the end of your life'

'the love you once gave me, will I remember my whole life'

'I love you'

'i love you so much my husband'

greetings

from your wife

Elisa pernando