LDR Love Online
prof elisa
after she finished praying, Elisha and Maureen finally felt a little about.
'what time is it now? inner Elisha.
it's seven o'clock in the morning. Now I wake up late. thankfully today I don't teach.'
there was a message from Carlos, and Elisa immediately read a chat from Carlos.
"honey..."
why does Carlos always call me dear.
do I sin if I open my heart to another man in a moment of grief like this?. asked Elisha to himself.
but I'm also not sure about my feelings for her. is this really love or just like it?.
I couldn't possibly fall in love with a man I didn't know.I had to think twice about my feelings.
I need to focus on my kids first.
after all, there is no way a man would marry a widow like me.
a widow with three daughters.
after all, I am like the heavens and the earth.he is rich, and what am I in his eyes?.
no.. There is no way she can accept me for who I am. Elisha said in her heart.
close your heart Elisa. don't be easily tempted by the seduction of men out there.they just want to tease you.
realize...conscious Elisha. do not expect there will be a man who can accept you and your children as they are. Focus on your children only. You can certainly raise them yourself.
after all, if you remarry your husband is not necessarily able to love your children like his own.
focus on your children only Elisha.
elisha's mind raged thinking about all the problems he faced.
'ok. alright. now I should be able to forget about Carlos. I can't possibly love him this fast.'
'i couldn't change my love for Daniel into my love for Carlos, so fast'. realized Elisha. forget about him, he's just teasing you.
elisha said in his heart.his heart and mind are really not one server.his mind always thinks of Carlos.but his heart says no, do not be easy baper Elisha. no man wants to love a child she continued sincerely.Focus on your children only Elisha.
apparently, I'm just a paper because Carlos's been paying more attention to me.
and Elisha finally chose to forget Carlos.
elisha's heart ached deeply, thinking of all the problems he faced.
* * *
carlos in London, who was waiting for a reply to a chat from Elisha, was agitated.
it's been an hour I've been waiting for a reply to a chat from you Elisha.but why haven't you also replied to a chat from me. murmured Carlos.Elisa may not have been awake yet.It's seven in the morning.
elisa...why do you always make me wait for you Elisha????.
why is it so hard to convince you that I really love you.
what am I supposed to do?
please tell me, what should I do, so that you can trust me!!!
I'm gonna chat Elisha one more time and after this I'm gonna go back to sleep.
Carlos is very sleepy, but for the sake of waiting for a reply chat from Elisha, Carlos willingly resisted his drowsiness .
"good morning dear.. Whatever you do today, please take good care of yourself. Because I do not want you to be sick." said Carlos at length. Carlos immediately sent his chat to elisa.
Elisha who read the message from Carlos, smiled wryly.'sorry Carlos I can not accept you, I am not ready for a serious relationship with a man nor. I want to focus on taking care of my child.' muttered Elisha in his heart.
before going to bed Carlos checked his phone again.
'the chat message from me has Elisha read.
none of my three chats were answered by Elisha.'
Dear Elisha, what exactly happened to you?. asked Carlos in his heart.
he was worried about Elisha, afraid that something bad might happen to Elisha.
don't ever think a widow wants to do anything for her own sake.being a single mom's is painful.
not sick because tired of making a living for his children, but tired of thinking and soaking his feelings that are always denigrated by others.
it hurts to see a happy child playing with his father while his daughter can only say
"if only dad was still around, I could definitely feel the same way as my friends could play with his dad."
then how can a mother, choose to marry again when her children are in a bad state!!!
elisha spirit.....
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