Lazuardi Love

Lazuardi Love
LAZUARDI LOVE #69



Aisyah could only stare unable to do anything. Stefan's treatment made her hypnotized, making her brain slightly corsleite so paralyze the cells of his concius. The young man threw a meaningful gaze behind a dazzling smile. his heart was beating fast but irregular as if his rhythm was chaotic even though he did not feel pain because it was not heart disease.it was just irregular pounding.


"Let me be with you Ais. ever since our meeting in OSEK. I've always been watching you. I shadow you here even wherever you walk." said Stefan honestly.


"Evan.. " Aisha was unable to continue her sentence.


"I know this may be the first for you. I may have been too quick to reveal my heart, but." said Stefan heavily.


Aisyah herself just closed her mouth. did not want to say. did not want to reveal the taste.he was just waiting for the next sentence of the young man.


"But I'm afraid you're rejecting me" said Stefan, who then lowered his face.


Aisyah looked at that face.a face that dared to break through ethics to land a kiss on her lips. Stefan lifted his face and looked at Aisha expectantly.


"Ais.... I ... May I love you?" ask Stefan.


Aisyah did not answer again.he was still shocked.The young man's face came back closer.he was about to kiss again but Aisyah's outstretched hand held the face and shifted it to the side.


"I'll think about it. Give me some time.." said Aisyah slowly and pushed Stefan's body and the girl left the young man who could only stare at the back of the girl who was disfiguring his heart away.


...*****...


Aisyah really does not concentrate on listening to the description of the types of understanding in the lingua franca presented by the lecturer.her mind is really unable to capture anything from the sentence spoken from the teacher's tongue. everything was dead, as if his brain would not listen to his heart.


hippocampus cavities in his brain now only present the memory of a soft kiss landed by Stefan dibibirnya. on a white triplex full of scribbles lecturer markers was not seen anything. erased by the first person perspective show. stefan's face looked at him, then approached and the screen darkened because Aisyah closed her eyes and let her brain nerves stimulate the nerve endings in her lips to respond to the kiss of the young man.


Aisyah closed her eyes once more to cast off the shadow, but the memory was still perched on the other side of her brain, as if the nanosels in her brain were just about to show the virtual cinema.


Aisyah sighed making Farah, by her side turned her head. "Why you?" whispered.


"I don't know, I can't make it" Aisyah replied in a whisper.


the student stood up and raised his hand for permission to leave the room. With quick steps, Aisyah stepped out of the room and then leaned her back on the door of the room.


Evan... You have made me unable to concentrate on my lecture today, I can turn off my nerve endings and not care about it. But what you're behind that kiss is Evan....


Aisyah then reached into her pocket and pulled out the phone and then dialed her father's number. shortly afterwards a continuous tone was heard.


📞 "Assalamualaikum, Ais, why son?" asked Adnan who was temporarily checking the files on his desk.


📲 "Pa... can you pick up Ais now? The ice is not as healthy as it is.. It is very lethargic." replied Aisyah.


📞 "Oh yes?" adnan said he closed the file and stood up and walked to the door and opened it. "Then Papa's there now.You wait at the stop, huh?"


📱"Iya deh Pa... cepetan.." said Aisyah while disconnecting the call and saving the phone back in her behavior.


jilbaber stepped back slowly.before a long time someone appeared again to watch him.


"I don't want to be bothered yet, Evan." replied Aisyah without turning her head.


"Well, great without seeing already know my step style.means I am indeed your partner" said Stefan while chuckling.


"I really don't want to be disturbed yet." said Aisyah.


jilbaber stopped and looked at the young man by his side.The girl's eyes were glazed over.


"Ais.. why?" asked Stefan who was moved to stretch out his fingers to touch the red face.


but the hand did not land there because Aisyah had held the young man's wrist.


"Why are you bothering me?" ask Aisyah.


"Disturbing? am I bothering you?" ask Stefan.


"Yes! you're bothering me." said Aisyah.


"Ais....was it because of the kiss?" stefan asked softly.The two no longer care about the several pairs of eyes that watch them when they pass there.


"Why did you do it? do you want to prove that you're capable of doing that to a weakling like me?" todong Aisyah who began to sob slowly despite trying hard in front of the young man.


"Aise.I didn't mean to.." The young man's tongue became muddy.


"Do you want to ruin me, Evan?" ask Aisyah.


"Destroying what? I don't want to ruin you. I love you!" stefan's toilet.


"What is that kiss then? what's that supposed?" todong Aisha.


Stefan was silent to realize that the girl in front of him was so innocent, it could even have never been contaminated by the virus of love and the bacteria of longing, so the kiss based on Stefan considered as something destructive.


"Ais..Let me explain." said Stefan.


but Aisyah held back the chest of the young man and then stepped back a few steps and turned back quickly to leave Stefan.


the young man was moved to follow him.he ran and approached then gripped the wrist of jilbaber. Aisyah was surprised and simultaneously raised her hand, but Stefan's hand gripped the girl's wrist faster so that however Aisyah shook and brushed, the young man's hand was not spared.


"Let go of my hand Evan!" menacam Aisyah's.


"I'm not going to take it off before it's clear what you think of me" Stefan said.


Aisyah looked at him sharply. "I beg you to let go of my hand, Evan." asked the jilbaber in a threatening tone.


"Ais.. let me explain." said Stefan.


JLB! OUCH!!!


Stefan screamed in pain when suddenly Aisyah stomped her feet hard.Contactly the young man's grip came off and he tiptoed up lifting his legs in pain. The jilbaber arrived at the bus stop to coincide with Adnan who had just pulled over his car.


Aisyah directly opened the door and entered. "Fuck Pa!" he screamed in panic.


"Why?!" adnan asked in surprise.


"Aisha wants to be kidnapped! hurry Pa!" yelling Aisyah who immediately cried made Adnan swiftly pressed the gas pedal to make the car immediately drove away from Gorontalo State University.


...******...


Kenzie gawked at Chiyome who without pause spent 5 servings of meatball noodles, even asked for an additional 2 plates of hodgepodge. The young man swallowed his saliva was in front of him Chiyome did not care and continued to chew and swallow.


"Wiffy... Hubby hasn't had any hallucinations, has he?" ask Kenzie.


Chiyome raised her face which was dutifully devouring her last lontong.it was not long before she unconsciously let out a burp. Chiyome immediately closed her mouth and met Kenzie with a display of her grin.


"Why Hubby?" chiyome asked again showing off a big smile.


it seems that we both experience a release of emotions. Well should be immediately on the brakes. lest it cause the next uproar... it could be the hottest news...


Kenzie pushed his fried rice plate towards Chiyome. "Wiffy still wants to? that's." said Kenzie.


"Wiffy, what rubbish is that? it's spoiled with leftover food." Chiyome said with a frown.


"Kan Hubby's got.not anybody else's." said Kenzie.


"No want! if that's new, not old! does Hubby want his junior to get whistled?" answer Chiyome.


Kenzie turned to his right and left to make sure that no students heard Chiyome's conversation.The young man then put his index finger in his lips.


"Wildamah! so that they do not approach Hubby again.The Si Tirta is also nervous. huh if you don't remember Hubby I have his face that solid!" reply Chiyome fiercely.


Kenzie immediately cupped his palms to his face and looked back at his surroundings. Fortunately the afternoon canteen was quiet. Most of the students prefer to be in the classroom rather than in the cafeteria.


"Wiffy, a little voice can't you?" kenzie said with a soft look. "Wiffy wanted to be led to the principal's office and interrogated there just because of his free speech."


"Relaaa.... Hubby was afraid of being found out. Wiffy didn't do it." Chiyome replied lightly.


"Wiffy knew not this morning Tirta was already suspicious. because Hubby ngendusin fragrant stela. he clever Hubby he said again cravings. Well, if it turns out the suspicion is true and we are found out, how dong? we agreed not to be discovered. Wiffy's gonna break that deal?" kenzie said he was looking at his wife's face with a sharp look.


Chiyome understood the anxiety of her husband.The girl let out a long sigh. "Yeah deeeh... Hubby's... Wiffy won't do this anymore..."


Kenzie looked at his pouting wife. "Don't show a face like that. Hubby doesn't want Wiffy's ugly face to be a kuchisake onna..."


Chiyome immediately pias heard the name of the ripped-lipped ghost who often grasped the scissors and killed the person.


"Let's... Hubby can't help Wiffy with my ghost?!" chiyome shouted in annoyance.


Kenzie laughed, "Okey, Hubby's sorry." the young man got up and went to the cashier's place and pulled out his wallet and took out a piece of IDR. 100 thousand and handed it to the canteen owner. soon he returned and extended a hand.


"Yuk, to class." call Kenzie.


Chiyome welcomed her husband's hand and then sank spoiled in Kenzie's burly arms.The two lovers walked casually across the school hallway


...**********...


Aisyah lies down befriending the cuddly pillow she hugged tightly.her memory returns to the memory where she is pulled by Stefan to an unused class. the young man expressed his love then kissed her gently and for a moment later she gasped for feeling her right breast was palpated and squeezed gently by the young man.


does it have to be like a man's declaration of love to a woman? should I kiss, lick? stumping and sticking his tongue together? then squeezing the breasts? is that how you relate a man's love to a woman?


Aisyah was unceasingly contemplating.


can't you just make a statement without having to do that? why do men like to do such things? does the declaration of love have to be accompanied by such things?


the girl again sighed and flipped her body to the other side.Today she lied to her father, saying that he was being chased by the kidnapper.who was the kidnapper?


Evan's? where's kidnapper? yep! she was the kidnapper. Without permission she stole the girl's first kiss and let go of her innocence by squeezing her breasts. The girl did not understand.why did she not rebel at that time? didn't the young man have sexually abused her? but why is he just silent? allowing, even closing his eyes and indirectly giving up his lips was toyed with by the young man.Even in the absence of resistance, the young man dared to smuggle his hands into the khimar and ambush his bosom. what if the young man got bolder and put his hands in his clothes and then slipped behind the Bra and toyed with his breasts without protection again.


Aisyah shuddered but at the same time her heart rippled. both eyes jilbaber iru memejam back to reveal and dig the taste that was created from the soft touch of her lips and breasts that felt peaceful, felt addictive. unknowingly, Aisyah missed the caress.


shortly thereafter he regained consciousness.


"No! this can't happen! how can I let her touch my lips, play with my breasts? where was my faith at the time? why am I silencing? why is it the lust that comes and encourages me to continue to reach for the wine of pleasure? what the hell happened to me?"


Aisyah got up and then stepped back and forth in the room, she hugged her own body and occasionally touched her chin.


should I accept her love request? then after that how? will it all come back as usual?


Aisyah really doesn't know what to do.


...*******...


in a park around the campus, some children are engrossed in literature discussing the results of their lectures, but not with a young man who sits leaning his back on the trunk of a trambesi tree.


many times he sighed and occasionally looked at his friends who were joking there. They did not care about it. he did not care about them. There is a more serious business to occupy his mind. since he expressed love for the jilbaber and now the jilbaber began to stay away from him.


what's wrong with the love statement? or is there anything more desirable to a girl than a statement?


blurry and blurry as he breathed rough air from his lungs, Stefan put the headset into his ear and started playing the song 'You Are My Garden' sung by Jung Eun Ji.


so high, like reaching the sky.


so wide. like hugging the ocean.


this is how my heart is colored by your scent.


this is what it feels like to love you..love you...


how warm


whenever I think of you, I feel happy....


just thinking, hugging you


put a smile on my face


you're coloring my life....


suppose I were a flower in your garden


suppose I were your mega manned


I want to make you more beautiful


by my own color....


this is how it feels to love you, to miss you, to crave you...


how warm. whenever I fantasize about you...


just thinking of hugging you, published my smile


you're coloring my world


you're my hope.you're my gem.


wherever... whenever .. I think of you


when does the overflow of my love seep in your heart?


when do I reach out to you and offer up everything?


I love you. I miss you...


how warm when I think of you


I can't express everything


except with the words 'I love you'


you fill me with you


this is how I love you...


how warm when I think of you...


just thinking of hugging you already published my smile


you're coloring my world...


I want to stay in your garden.... []