Last Night With Your Papa

In the struggle

Bastian looks to rewind his steps as he continues to see a doctor continue to try to give help to a female figure who has the exact same face as his Mommy, Linda.

He could see how everyone struggled to restore the heartbeat of the woman lying helplessly on the bed of the dominating white hospital.

As if he was looking at Linda, Bastian shook his head quickly, trying to reach whatever was around him.

Pain and tightness felt crashing in his chest, as if he felt his heart begin to lose its beat, he had difficulty breathing As he continued to try to reach the wall of the hospital where he was standing at this time.

Suddenly a hand clasped his shoulder tightly, Gerald immediately grabbed Bastian's body and hugged the man as fast as lightning.

"Everything's gonna be okay, Bas"

The man's whisper later.

actually he didn't feel all that well, compared to Bastian he also felt much more panicked.

seeing Winda as if he was losing his life, he felt as if he was looking at Linda who was there, struggling between his life and death where everyone is trying to restore his consciousness.

Two possibilities are clearly the choice of doctors today.

Life or death.

Doctors are like angels in the eyes of everyone, when they fail to save their patients, the families of patients will say that they are angels of life who have no conscience.

when they saved the patient, they were seen as a rescue angel without wings, in view like a human figure covered with light where they are able to restore human lives easily in their hands.

though the reality of their figure has a burden of feeling, a burden of time and also a mental burden.

Long periods of work can sometimes increase fatigue in doctors who have a negative impact personally and professionally on doctors.

Possible personal impacts are an increased risk of mental fatigue, an increased risk of needle pricking and an increased risk of accidents on the way home.

Professionally, exhausted doctors have lower focusing ability to work and make more major medical mistakes.

In addition to the burden of work hours and fatigue, other factors that affect doctors are mental burdens such as working in emotional situations, seeing many diseases, failures, and even, fear and death as well as poor relationships with patients, patients' families or other medical staff. All of these factors play a role in causing depression in doctors.

Imagine the great partner they received when they failed to save one patient?!.

Families sometimes think the doctors are not working and incompetent, even considered as life-revoking angels.

Honestly, they sometimes blame themselves for their failures, not infrequently they think why not this way, why not so, why should this and so forth.

It is not easy to be those who try not to fail to save the patients they deal with although it is undeniable when obvious failures often occur.

Sometimes they quietly enter a room, regretting the situation while crying because it did not work to save the patients they handle.

Gerald tries to hold Bastian while trying to convince him that everything is fine.

"You seen Dad? he didn't want to get up to see me"

Bastian said then while continuing to let out his soft cries.