
Billa cries in Andrian's arms while being bullied by Nia's beautiful gang. Because Billa was dwarfed as a little kid and an idiot. Sad for Billa to hear when an idiot told me that Billa was a smart kid.
When they returned to campus they walked together to a park. Because Andrian wanted to listen to Billa's story, then Billa leaned his head on Andrian's shoulder because he was tired of being ridiculed.
"Sister, why the hell. I always get a bully? Am I an idiot, not smart and ugly to everyone? Do I not deserve to be considered a human!" said Billa let out all her outpouring of heart, because sometimes can not stand the attitude of Nia and her members too arbitrarily with Billa.
"Who says you're ugly, you idiot, not smart and cuckoo. Everyone's views are different in judging, not the same."
"Then according to Big Brother, am I ugly or what?" ask Billa so Andrian will judge Billa.
"Sorry, this brother cannot judge you because he is still a delinquent. It is inappropriate to judge others" Andrian replied.
Andrian did not want to criticize Billa because for him there was no shortage of Billa. But only in a little polish and in note the appearance to make it look attractive and beautiful.
Andrian is not good at criticism because Andrian is still involved in promiscuity, likes to change partners, likes to get drunk because of drinking a lot of liquor and is the chairman of a motorcycle gang.
"Criticism alone, Brother.No problem for Billa and not hurt really," said Billa.
"You only need to be polished," Andrian said but did not have the heart to talk like that actually. " But, you don't get mad at me, Brother." Andrian became super considerate of the girl.
"Good, Brother. If only appearance is the problem, then I will change the appearance to make it look more attractive ..." Billa intends to change his appearance to be more interesting someday.
"Billa ... You don't get hurt ..." Andrian apologized by closing his hands.
"It's okay, Brother. As long as the constructive criticism Billa would hear," Billa smiled, then Andrian was amazed by Billa's smile turned out to be sweet as well.
During this time Billa rarely smiles and looks more serious. But when the thrilling smile is so amazingly sweet Billa even though wearing glasses and still with geeky style.
"Sir, why silence?" billa asked as Andrian fell silent and stared at her for longer as Billa smiled.
Andrian came to his senses when Billa called himself at that moment:
"Nothing Billa, Big Brother was just stunned with a sweet smile, You."
Praised Andrian makes Billa be wrong. For the first time Billa was praised by another man, so far no man who wanted to know Billa because of shame with the appearance of the girl.
"Why Billa?" andrian asked, it seems like Billa was wrong.
"It's okay, Brother. Billa had never been close to a guy and had been friends with a guy never, "Billa told me everything.
"Why?"
"They're ashamed to be friends with Billa. Because Billa's been unattractive in their eyes all this time, brother."
"Billa don't be so dong, humans have their own advantages and for your brother is very kind, funny and worrisome." Andrian pinched Billa's left and right cheeks.
"Huh ... Worrying? This Billa is not a child, brother. Because it's suitable for small children ...." Laughter Billa.
"No dong, everything can be a worry," joked Andrian.
"Billa, I want the same story, Adek. Can you tell me a story?" ask Andrian.
"By dong, brother."
Andrian began to tell about his sadness. All this time Andrian berandal because not get the love of parents. Even now his father has 3 children from 3 wives.
"Where do you feel when you find that your father has a child from his affair?" andrian asked with tears in his eyes to tell him everything that happened.
"I personally probably won't be able to accept the step adek ...," replied Billa honestly.
Billa felt that Andrian's position was not easy. Having a drunken and cheating father, having a mama who is dating in droves. From childhood Andrian was always left at home because of business affairs.
"You are good to come from a family that is able and get affection, even have a father and mother who are super good to their children" Andrian said when looking at the life of the Billa family.
Billa feels also proud to be born from a harmonious family child. But it does not rule out the possibility that he is friends with children who do not come from harmonious families.
"I'm proud to be a son of a harmonious family and big brother is also great, to be able to stand with the family shock that befell big brother now." Billa praised Andrian, that this man was great.
"Yes, I really can't, but I want to be honest. I actually tried to kill myself. But I think again if I kill myself, then I won't feel happy either." Andrian told me all his complaints.
"Sister, don't try to commit suicide again" Billa said.
Billa felt sorry for Andrian's life to this day. But what can Billa do? Because it cannot interfere in the affairs of the Andrian family and Billa can only help support.
"Not so, Deck. With you big brother is happy and will not try anything stupid again in life, big brother," Andrian said as he chalked a smile and stroked Billa's hair.
Andrian became excited when he was next to Billa. His spirit is increasingly tempestuous, that think Billa is the person who is able to make this man become a figure that is full of softness towards others.
Ever since I knew Billa. Andrian began to avoid promiscuity, even his father used to be a person involved in promiscuity. Andrian's nature and character descended from his father.
"Sir, don't leave, brother. Maybe Adek is a soulmate," said Andrian believed himself. Billa is the one who is wanted to be a soulmate in his life.
Billa also asked to be supported by Andrian to take care of himself. Many people laugh at Billa who is cute and look conservative. Asking Andrian to be his protector.
"Yes, Bang. Adek also please same brother now. Be Adek's protector when others do evil," said Billa afraid in bully again.
"Daddy, believe. Brother will be a protector in life, you. If you need to protect your body and soul until we age," joked Andrian.
"Sister joked, I'm talking seriously, brother."
"Sister is also serious" replied Andrian.
Finally they looked at each other and their eyes looked at each other. Andrian saw that Billa was beautiful and Billa was considered carefully and in detail.
"She's beautiful as well as it turns out," Andrian murmured inwardly.