
I don't know what's on Andrian's mind right now. With her symbol, postponed her wedding with Billa. Andrian did not know what else he would do in his life.
Even looks face frustrated, stress and almost depression live life, on that gray night. Andrian tried to roar the night by walking on his own like someone lost consciousness due to the influence of alcohol.
That night when he arrived at his home Andrian drank again about five bottles of liquor, crushed a bottle of the drink. Until fresh blood poured out, but Andrian did not feel the pain.
"What is the use of life" Andrian murmured in his heart, deep in his heart still stored the book of the deepest wounds.
The wound cannot be recorded anymore diary full of emphasis every day and where else Andrian will complain about life, if Andrian has lost the first house in his life.
That night with hands full of blood because of the glass crumbs, at two in the morning. Andrian wanted to meet the mother he hated the most.
Andrian did not regret hating his current mother. But Andrian hated being born from the womb of a mother who could not keep Andrian for the rest of his life.
Arriving at the apartment owned by his mother, immediately Andrian opened the door password pin because the man knew it. The man stepped towards the living room, on the living room sofa with his hands full of blood making Rana look, from the tip of the man's legs and head. It turned out that her son Rana was already standing.
"A-Andrian ...." Rana was shocked at the arrival of her son, then Rana looked at Andrian's hand full of blood.
Arriving there, Andrian saw the mother was alone with the man. Making Andrian hate the presence of the man, which has melted Andrian's hopes to be with the parents.
"Oh this is a man, has it destroyed our coffers of happiness, Ma?" andrian asked his face to be angry as it turned red and his hands trembled and his teeth as if swiping.
"This is your new father .. let's greet your new father, don't stand for too long," said Rana asking her son, to shake hands with the new father.
"Dihhh. New dad? Until then, he'll never be, my father." Andrian was seen speaking out, his emotions were out of control and the night was covered in a deep sense of hatred.
Seeing the arrival of Rana's son, as Irwan's new father immediately made a smile at the first meeting. But when Irwan smiled, Andrian instead threw away a face that was not willing to return the smile of his mother's new husband.
"My name is Irwan ...." The man named Irwan reached out his hand, with the son of his wife during the meeting.
Andrian was silent and did not want to extend a hand. It does not feel like he wants to lower his self-esteem, just because he wants to get to know his new husband.
"I'm not going to meet you! You better put your hands down" Andrian said out loud with no respect for Irwan at all.
Seeing his son behaving impolite and disinclined to his brondongnya. Rana stared at her son sharply, she was indeed wrong. Then why the target of Andrian's anger is his new husband.
"You can be angry, Mama! B-But this is not the way, then, you hate your mama's husband too." Rana doesn't want her son to hate his new husband.
Rana knows her new husband in reverse with her first husband. Even Andrian's father also found out that his wife was married again. But it does not surprise Elsh's father because they are also cheating at this time.
"Why is Dad angry, he cheated and even had a daughter from another girl." Rana explains that not only can her husband remarry, she can do that too.
Hearing the mother's confession, Andrian jerked his hand against the wall was unacceptable. What household is between them? Never told each other! They don't even seem to care about each other.
"If you're not angry, why are you still building a household?" I want a confession from my mom.
Rana maintains the household with Elsh, just because of a pride and dignity in the family. In both families, no one is divorced.
They will be alienated later, if they get divorced. But Rana and Elsh hide, that now has a new partner again but not to divorce.
"The reason why mom and dad are not divorced? Because we only maintain a family treasure, indeed! Did you see, in my mom and dad's family, divorced?" rana said to her son smiling cynically like insinuating.
Andrian did not dwell on the words of his mother. His hand, like it was holding that his condition. It's not okay now. Losing your home even loses hope of happiness.
"From Mom and Dad I learned! That I can't feel happy, then one day, can I be happy with the way he lives?" asked Andrian to the mother and yourself, as if worrying yourself can be happy.
Rana becomes funny laughing back at her son, then stroking his son's chest that life should be clever. Because Rana no longer cares, considering Andrian is not his son anymore.
"You realize! Your parents, what their struggle is like. Wear show escape everything from home ...!" said Rana still remembered the time her son, arrogantly leaving home and choosing to struggle with the future, without relying on the old man anymore.
"Do I have to survive? Home can be a luxury building, can your son survive without comfort?" andrian shouted in front of his mother.
"Based on a savage child, you! It has been given luxury, still complacent! If you were working as a child, would you. Raising yourself without a living?" the word Rana addresses the issue of sacrifice and living.
Why have parents, for Andrian has passed. If a mother always discusses the problem of living, sacrifice and living all the time is not lacking.
"I didn't ask for much treasure! I'm asking for attention,"
"Bas on a stupid boy, we! You ask for attention, if without a parent's living, you can develop on your own? Are you able to grow up on your own, so people don't look stupid!" rana said cursing at her own child in front of her new husband.
The new husband does not like the commotion to ask Rana, not to make a loud voice especially to curse the child. Irwan could not bear to see the man's hand was covered in fresh blood, immediately took a bandage placed on top of the closet and tried to approach Andrian. To clean Andrian's wound at that moment.
"You want what you? Don't pretend to be nice to me." Andrian brushed off the man's hand, intending to help him.
"I want to treat, you. Look, your hand is hurt." Irwan in a shrinking voice to Andrian.
"No need, I don't need."