Last Love Letter to Mahira

This Taste 2#

***That night became a long reflection for Fatih.a mixed feeling in her mind.

He tried to rearrange his heart and choose to behave normally if he met Mahira later.

But who knows what will happen.Of course the feeling can not be lied to, right?..

***Without they realize it turns out their hearts are adrift with each other.

Mahira who laid her body on a soft mattress.can not close her eyes because she was restless with her feelings to Fatih.

Mahira Pov

***Well...Why this?.Why does this feeling grow every time I meet him, do I sin God for betraying you?.But You remain number one in my heart.Though I am this weak, I cannot erase the shadow about him.and this feeling?!.Have You not created it?.of course there's something you're hiding behind all this, isn't it?

*** I have tried my hardest not to pay attention to his presence in my heart.But it turns out this heart can not be lied to.I try not to expect it.but silent I want to meet him,when only a few days I did not meet him, when we met...

I felt the fog when I was near her, feeling nervous and anxious to be near her.

***And now..what's wrong with my face?.why does my face heat up when I remember her face.I feel ashamed myself even though I just stole her face shadow.

"Ahhh crazy! crazy!.I'm actually hypnotized!".I feel really like a crazy person right now.Even if anyone sees my behavior.already fixed they will consider me crazy.

***Well Allah I give all of them to You.With this feeling I feel..whatever happens.I will accept sincerely.if he is my soul mate...God will certainly bring her closer to me, but if she is not my soul mate, surely God will make us stay away.

*****

***They are equally soluble in meditation.prostrate on a long prayer mat.splumbered affectionate to his rabb who presents love among them.ask for calm because he is the owner of tranquility.

*Split this feeling

I keep this feeling secret

Missing the love of love

Hidden in the heart

Please ask for divine guidance

Bring forth the true man

Accompany this loneliness

Reconcile a piece of heart

Oh my God, I give it

Eternal calm for me to face

This heart is arid

I want the love of the people I love

In this heart only God knows

It's hearted I miss you

Sincerely waiting for your presence

You are my only person of choice*

***That morning as usual.after breakfast, Mahira left for campus.she felt her chest.The remnants of yesterday's feelings are still lodged there..in the depths of his heart, he still hoped to meet with Fatih.even just shadowing him, he was already nervous..especially later when he really met.if his heart tried to be turned back do mean to eliminate his suggestions to Fatih.ya but still.His feeling of love now controls all the activities of his heart.

how disappointed Mahira turned out today Fatih did not take Zahra to campus.he knows.karna girl who in later, just came and parked her motorcycle.

"Assalamu'alaikum Za.".Sapa Mahira.

"Wa'alaikum salam warahmatullah..".

zahra answered his friend.

"lho..you brought your brother's motor..?".

ask Mahira curiously.

"So I nganterin bang Fatih first, new to the campus". replied Zahra.

"So your bike hasn't finished Za's repairs?"

"Not yet.I haven't had time to take it".answered Zahra to deny Mahira's curiosity.

"do you think anyone is disappointed!?".Zahra teases her best friend who responds to her temptations with a smile and Zahra just shakes her head.

***They entered the room to take the first class.

Meanwhile, in the office where Fatih worked, work had piled up because yesterday he died his work was still half way.

"All right.focus today.." muttered Fatih Lirih.

he fiddled with his laptop screen that lit up and occasionally blinked changed screen appearance.he wrestled with a keyboard that popped up letters and some numbers.

Tok tok tok tok

The sound of the door knocking.

it looks like Ridwan came with some files to be examined again by Fatih.

"Ok!.let me be careful later.after that we discuss in the next meeting".

after seeing his fatih keep the file on top of his stack of other files.

***Day before noon.Fatih saw the clock.time pointed at 11.55.the time is lunch and do dzuhur prayer.

arriving....

trings......

trings.....

trings.....

📞 Zahra calling.....

"Assalamu'alaikum...What is Za...?!".

fatih replied to Zahra over there.

"Lunch with yuk bang?!..Bareng Mahira also!!.Zahra grinned while glancing at his best friend.Sedang right Mahira cuek did not pay attention to the behavior of his best friend.

"lho..indeed why if there is Mahira?".asked the real Fatih understand but the temple does not know.

"Ah brother nyebelin deh!!".sap Zahra a little spoiled.

"Abang much more work Za...ni brother aja ask for help to buy lunch.(indeed so the reality!! yesterday he died his work only to accompany them to the seminar!).

"Ah brother not exciting! I ate together with Mahira!.".Zahra said lose.

"Other times yes Za.babang actually very busy nih..kabangan yesterday has not been stretched...."Fatih felt sorry for making her sister disappointed.

"Yes not pa pa bang!.kasian brother also".finally he understood.

Mahira and Zahra went for lunch.this time he chose out of campus to hunt special culinary gingseng country.

after arriving at his destination, he immediately ordered a new menu from the restaurant.

which today is a special menu.this is a menu that is being loved by culinary lovers from the country of gingseng.

they eat their lunch without the slightest waste.it is not good if we leave food.karna we do not know.which is blessed from every mouthful of rice and food in front of us.

after they finished, they returned to campus to take the last class.

***Eventually the class was finished.Mahira and Zahra left the room and drove to the parking lot.

Arrive arrived....

"Hira.!.wait Hir....!".seen Andra running towards her direction.

Andra is a student majoring in Science.he is a friend of Heru Engineering Informatics Students whose meaning is one major with Mahira.Andra is indeed reported to like Mahira.

"You want what he is!?. murmured Zahra in his heart felt dislike.

Mahira stopped her steps, now she noticed the young man who looked tense holding back her nervousness.

"Why Ndra?!".Ask Zahra

"Gue has nothing to do with you Za.".An Andra replied in response to Zahra's question.

"Ra...tomorrow watch a yuk movie?".Andra said trying to relieve his tension.he does not know how to approach Mahira.only this is what he knows how to approach women.like a couple in general.

"Gue.....".

not yet had time to answer.Zahra had cut it

"Ndra...!.Hira may not want to go with a man who is not his mahram.if you really like Hira, find a better way than this".Zahra's words broke Andra's wishes.

actually Andra know.how the personality of Mahira.but andra just try.karna he will offer his sister to come with them.so they are not alone.

***Zahra pulled Mahira's hand.dragging her to die, Andra who was feeling disappointed.

"Z.Y..!not polite!"Mahira took off Zahra's hand wrapped around her arm and then turned the direction of approaching again towards Andra so that it was not heard by the others.

"Sorry Ndra.gue can't.gue doesn't want to give false hope.

Deg

"Sorry.Sorry, Ndra.gue does not mean you...Mahira lowered her face, not daring to look at her disappointed face.

"Sir pa pa Ra...do not feel burdened.but as long as the janur has not curved.I will still try to get your heart".

"Hemm..try it.but I can't give you much hope".Mahira reaffirms that she does not want any burden on her heart.

"Okay, no problem..".Andra understood.

Mahira died my face that looks disappointed it.but let it be.from later so boomerang for himself.

Zahra and Mahira leave the campus, heading to their homes.

Seriate.....