Last Love Letter to Mahira

Adila Nisa Ardhani

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Adit looked at Adila's sweet smile.

She looks beautiful with a maroon-red cotton dress, which adds to the firmness of her white skin.

This was the first time they met and met face to face. Before her they only saw each other's faces through a photograph.

Today is the proposal and engagement of Adit and Adila.

They look happy.The color there is no compulsion in this matchmaking.

Adit gladly accepted his papa offer to propose Adila.So Adila who accepted his papa offer to be betrothed by Adit son of his best friend.

Although they did not know before, but they did not hesitate to establish a sacred bond called marriage.They are sure, their parents did not wrong match them.The color of their parents also had long known each other.

Both have a lineage that is not in doubt its fame.And also according to religion, they are also sekufu.

The show went well.

No rejection or rebuttal of two lovebirds will rise to the fold two months from now.

like they enjoy this match.

Adila is 23 years old, she has just graduated from a famous University in Jakarta.

He graduated from the department of Craft.

Adila is a jolly girl, sociable and sociable.Make her loved by anyone who knows her.

She is also an innocent girl, according to information from Adila's father, away from promiscuity, which has become a trend among teenagers lately.

That's why Adit agreed to this matchmaking, the color he knew, his weight and bebet were clear.

He always craved a woman with criteria like Adila.Yang has not been touched by his black stain stains the world.

That afternoon, after the show was over.

Adit and Adila sit in a back garden owned by Adila.they sit opposite but far apart.

the two of them still look awkward because it is only this time they meet face to face.

They were long in silence.

at the end of the day, Adit opens his voice.

"Emm Dila's...What made you agree to this match? as far as I am concerned, women today, they want to find their own partners.

they used to assume, that matchmaking connotes the era of "Siti Nurbaya"...."

Adila smiled as she briefly looked at Adit's face, and their gaze met briefly.

"I believe in papa...

My papa is a very thorough man.

And as a parent, he wouldn't be able to plunge his daughter.

after all.papa and mama married because of the matchmaking..that makes me sure, that the matchmaking should not be looked at badly?!

even papa and mama, they love each other....."

Adila answered at length.

make Adit feel satisfied with the answer to the question asked earlier.

"Well, I have no doubt about stepping into the next level"

Adit grimaced he regretted the stupidity of his words that darted from his mouth just like that.Should his words were not out of his mouth.but he could not lie to his heart.what he felt at this time was an unwarranted anxiety.

"you doubt?"

Adila caught a strange word Adit said his fiancee.

"I don't doubt you.But I doubt myself.I'm afraid I'm not too good for you"

"What do you mean, mas? Marriage requires readiness.Not only the readiness of birth, but also the mind.color many things that must be understood with inner maturity and spiritual maturity.

Are you not ready yet, seeing your ripe age?"

"Not so Dila.I have many weaknesses..would you accept all my shortcomings and weaknesses later?"

"In this world no one is perfect.I also have shortcomings.

Let's complement each other.only then will our shortcomings be covered"

"hmm.really your word.I trust you.."

That afternoon they chatted very much about the two of them and about all of them. They will understand each other when they get married.

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Adit was leading the meeting.His phone shook many times.

As important as to how the rectangular object got the call many times.

Adit continued his meeting.

He should ignore all outside affairs when he is in a meeting.

Even though it continues to vibrate and become the attention of the meeting participants.

Adit shook his head.

He looked at his cell phone screen.

it was a call from Adila.

"What's this about? why does Adila keep calling me! Is there anything important?" her inwardly in heart.

Adit asked himself.

But he could not fulfill Adila's current wishes.

He continues his meeting.

because this is no ordinary meeting.

this meeting was attended by shareholders.

to settle with branch leaders in Singapore.

This is the beginning of Adit in believed to lead a large meeting.His father could not lead the meeting because he was experiencing health problems.As a person trusted by his father, he could not be careless to bear his responsibility.

He then changed his phone in silent mode.

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In a cafe. A beautiful woman

looks restless.many times he contacted someone but did not get connected as well.

In his view again photos saved from his mobile phone gallery.

his eyes looked glassy, once he rubbed clear grains that accidentally fell from his eyes.

"Mas..why aren't you being honest about your past?.. What do I mean to you? why do I have to know everything from other people? Don't you trust me?.

You know it's not easy for me to accept, but at the very least, if you're honest with me, I can understand it all.

Adila groaned inwardly, her heart broken by sorrow.

He even hurt.

She felt not in trust, even though she had entrusted herself to Adit her future husband.

Adila was disappointed and angry.

Especially at this time Adit ignored his call.He was increasingly upset at his making.

Actually, he should not have a problem with Adit's past. But somehow he felt disappointed when he found out not from Adit's own mouth.

He just wants his relationship to be based on honesty and trust.

not even cover it up like this.

He had been in the cafe for almost two hours. Adila was unaware, and she waited for Adit to see her.

He intends to ask all of them. He'll take out all his uneg, he doesn't want to keep his own.

Adit arrived at his car park. He immediately opened his HP as soon as his meeting finished earlier. He immediately forwarded his car to the cafe which sent his address via wa message from Adila.

It's been a month and a half since they did ta'aruf,

They've been fine all along.

Although Adit is busy with his work, but he always sends a message to Adila, what he is and where he is.

But why this? How come he feels there's a precarious atmosphere here. Or don't don't....?

Adit's mind was laughing.He along with his car split the streets with disturbing emotions.This is the first time he felt anxious after so long he could let go of the events 7 years ago.

When she lost Kayisa and her baby who was still in the womb of her lover.

He didn't want Adila to die,

she fears Adila is doubting herself because of her dark past.

Adit has arrived in front of a cafe, where Adila is waiting for her.

He tried to eliminate his anxiety and worry, he had to be brave and face all possibilities.

After a long cry, Adila now looked calm.

He saw the arrival of Adit, who continued to shorten the distance between them.

Adit sat down in front of Adila.

He realized that Adila's eyes were still clearly visible and the red color of his nose was clearly indicating that he had just cried.

He looked at the girl in front of him who was still loyal to his silence.

Until the end of his Adit who started their conversation.

"Adila what's the matter? why are you crying?"

Adit asked in a soft voice as possible.He was very caring for the heart of the girl in front of him.Especially at this time he was sad.Entah what was the cause of it, but Adit only guessed.if this has anything to do with him.

Adila offers a photo in her Mobile Gallery.

Adit stared at the rectangular object doubtfully.But he did not want to be like a coward.

Taken her Adila's cell phone.

It turns out true his guess.He saw one by one images of his intimacy with his woman first.There are even pictures that show him with a woman who is almost naked.

Adit is like seeing a self-released movie after years of trying to erase it from memory.

The picture was again heartrending her who always tried to treat all this time.

"Where did you get this picture?"

Adit looked at Adila with a pushy look.

"I got it all from someone on social media.

He claims to be your lover"

Adila's sharp gaze signifies that she feels angry with Adit's past that she never imagined before her.

"That's the past for me Dila! and I've got nothing to do with them"

Adit was confused to explain everything from where.

"But why have you never been frank with me.you have never even offended him before.you seem to want to cover it all up!!"

Adila added to the volume of her voice.she looked annoyed.

"Awila..."

I haven't finished his sentence yet. A call sounded loudly from his cell phone.

ringg kringg

ringg kringg

ringg kringg

adit's phone keeps ringing.

"Jawab mass.it's very disturbing"

Adit stared at his cell phone screen.

"Jihan" the name on his call was.

Why did I forget to delete his name anyway?

"Why? just answer! that must be one of your women, right?!"

Adit was confused.can he call at a time like this.

It seems he was deliberately making the atmosphere more turbid.

But Adit didn't answer, he turned off his phone instead.

Seeing Adit.Adila's behavior is getting ignited.He is sure that the one who contacted Adit just now is one of his lovers.

Her emotions culminate with Adit's cowardly attitude. He got up from his seat and just passed from the presence of Adit.

"Youtdoor!!"

Adit tries to chase Adila who runs away carrying emotions in her chest.

He ran without looking to the right and left when he was on the edge of the highway.he recklessly broke through the capital road.until the end of his a city bus that was carried with ugalan illegal passed to coincide with Adila crossing the street at that time.

"Brakkk!!!!"

His body was blown away three meters from where he had originally been.

Adit gaped.His body froze. His body seemed to be holding something.

but he was instantly aware when the daraj began to flow from his woman's head.

"Yahoooo!!!!"