
Two months have passed since the death of the beloved. Lasira's psychic condition has stabilized. For an entire month, his friends took turns to keep and accompany him at home. They went back and forth from campus and traveled approximately 3 hours just to support his friend who was down.
And effort will not betray results. The girl had indeed stopped crying and bemoaning fate, but her cheerfulness never returned. Then how are the lectures?
Automatically, the class stopped. The thesis, which is planned to be done this semester, seems to be failing.
The efforts of his friends to ask him immediately back to campus, he still has not fulfilled. It is too early to return to the place where many memories with her lover were created.
And in order to avoid the long-standing persuasion of his friends, Lasira now chose to flee. Now he is in a big city which is a city of flowers in this country.
He has asked permission from both his parents to visit his Oma and Opa home. And his parents could not resist, whatever his daughter asked as long as it was able to make her happy, would be fulfilled.
And he's been living with the parents of this mom for a week. Here, he felt calm. Oma and Opanya did not ask at all about the sadness that appeared on her face. They treated their grandchildren as usual.
This morning, while they were having breakfast together, Oma Ely opened the conversation
" have you been here a week, don't want a way out?"
" no.males oma.."
" does I need opa temenin?" opa fadil.
" uh yes.said your mother, do you have a friend who studied in this city right?"
Lasira was silent for a moment then remembered some of her high school friends and smp who were in this city.
" hmmm.there is oma.." he replied lazily while putting fried rice in his mouth.
" call the gih.meeting must be more fun than just diem at home with our parents.." oma ely smiled as she blinked her eyes.
" yes, try to call me.." Lasira finally gave up. Well, there's no harm in contacting his friends just to ask the news.
He goes into the room and grabs his cell phone, then looks at his contact and searches for Gusad's name.
My friend in this city is Gusad. There were actually a few, but the first thought was of this man. He also sent a message
- what.how are u?-
sent message. Do not use the old message to reply.
- wuih..tumben.there is a wind, my heart suddenly connect.can I help u?-
- I'm again at home oma, you want to take me walk not?-
- what??seriously??
two rius, so?-
- ntar afternoon I'll pick you up, we'll walk
- okay-soke
He threw that flat object in just about anywhere. Then break his body. Back laughing.
he missed Vinsa. Before the sense of wanting to cry and lamenting fate ambushed, he grabbed the white tablet kiara gave him. And then back to writing.
April
I've calmed down a little
now I'm just learning for more
mengikhlaskam your departure
so I can smile when I remember you are gone
*I will strive to complete all your pending dreams
I'll be just as strong as you, even more...
But my steps are still a little doubtful..
I admit, I'm a coward..
I can only run away from
I still haven't been able to return to that city...
the city where we spend time together
a city full of memories of you*
My heart trembled imagining if I should live life without you
You're my man...
the greatest man who has always been there for me
It never crossed my mind to replace your position in my heart
Miss you...
immensely..
really am..
The girl sighed, then placed the electronic item inside the drawer. Then he laid his body back down, sleeping.
In the afternoon arrived, and it turns out Gusad was already at Omanya's house after he sent the address via a short message.
Lasira exited the room and headed to the outside terrace, where she saw Gusad sitting on a chair located there.
" hi..how are you?" greet Lasira, and gusad just looked at her in amazement.
" yes aampuunn..long do not meet.kamu kucel like that ,why my eyes still look like an angel has not yet bathed..," he lapsed.
Lasira immediately tidied her long hair that was disheveled, face wake up, color pants and a sombre t-shirt.
" ahh.lo still a pinter gombal.gw kan belom bath sad." he said while dropping his body on the chair next to the gusad.
" yes, take a bath there, he said to walk.."
" where are you going?"
" lah.lo want it where? I'm anter deh.."
" hmmm...here is a cafe that live performs speed metal is not?"
" buseettt..since when do you taste the same speed metal?"
ahhh.iya yes.since loving a vinsa, I love this music stream. And now I feel a longing for
vinsa, so watching music like this might be a little less.
" since yesterday." he replied
" hmmm.ada, just googling..tonight there was a live performance band speed metal..mau there?"
Lasira nodded and said goodbye to get ready. While she was preparing, Oma Ely came out reading a cup of warm tea
" titip lasira yes son.the condition is not good.."
" why is oma?"
" in February yesterday she should have applied." oma ely sighed before continuing her sentence
" but.in late January the candidate had an accident, died.."
Gusad looked surprised and a second later he had understood enough, the sad eyes that he saw from the girl.
" oma nitip granddaughter oma yes.he is usually sad not long, but only this time ,oma squirm he sad long enough.."
" yes, I'll let me go until he's not sad anymore.."
" ah yes.don't nanya if she doesn't tell yes, oma is afraid that she will become sad.."
Oma stopped her speech when she saw her beloved granddaughter was already standing at the door, wearing a black sweater with a skull picture, the length of her arms to the end of her fingers lentiknya, jeans that are also black with a small tear on the knee, and a pair of jeans, as well as the white ankle boots that make it look not too good.
His long hair he let loose, he was busy arranging the length of his waistbag rope before then putting it on his shoulders.
" why the hell? how is that ngeliatin? anything weird about the shirt?" tanyanya while looking back at her makeup.
" not donk dear.grandson of oma even though it looks tomboy tetep the most cute.." praise neneknua while hugging his only grandchild.
" don't go home more than 12 o'clock.cold later.." the oma message before then waving a hand telling the two of them to leave immediately.
***
The two of them are now in the car, Gusad drove his vehicle at medium speed. His eyes glanced at the girl who became his first love was now sitting next to him with single status!!!
ahh.kok that's what I thought.
" lo why? his face is so sad.gw call alby huh? he also went to college here.."
" oh yeah? okay deh.call me..have it straight there.."
Gusad finished making a phone call, put the phone on the side of the car door. Then again ask the question
" lo belom replied, lo why are you here? you're not in college? you got any more problems?"
Lasira sighed for a moment then replied lazily.
" my girlfriend of two months ago didn't exist.died.."
" jeez..duh.sori.gw do not know.lo ya g patient ya.."
" hmmm.., I've not papa kok.cuman ya gini lah.mstill difficult to move on.."
" don't move on in a hurry.nikmatin aja, ntar if it's time to disappear, surely the feeling is gone.lo enjoy every pain that you feel.don't you avoid..."
Lasira silently listened to Gusad's words.
" it's a long time anyway.got can be instant, but so already lost lo already lightly.already can move on.."
" you know ah.."
" yee.gw talk gini because I thought about this time.this is how I tell my feelings to elo.."
" jiaahhh.curhat diaa.." lasira's response with a small smile.
"hahaha .sial lo.but really, it took a long time for me to move on from lo.and in fact now I can.."
" seriously? good if that's the case." she asked, clapping softly.
" so if you've moved on, now you've got a donk girl?"
" yes, yes, donkk..."
" oh yeah? recognize donk.." he replied enthusiastically
" obviously I don't mean I.kan I said it's moved on, but I keep single..."
They both laughed out loud.
It is better to meet friends even if only one person, it will still affect the mood.
The streets are quite crowded, although the time still shows at 19:00 WIB
" on Sunday night, it must be stuck." said Gusad while hitting a round object in his grip.
" is it Sunday night? ahh.gw ampe do not want days.." lamented slowly.
" udaahh.got important inget day, which is important today I can malem weekly first time equally elo nih..aseeekkkk.." said Gusad happily.
After traveling for more than 30 minutes, they reached their destination.
The two of them got out of the car and gave a glance at the parking area.
" alby where's sad?"
" don't know, he said he was waiting in the parking lot anyway.."
" ahh.that's right? who wears a red shirt?"
Show Lasira towards the end of the parking lot, a fat-haired man was sitting on a motorbike.
" ah yes.then it is.yuk samperin.."
They also stepped foot closer to Alby who was waiting.
" woiiii.." gusad greeted with a shout making the accosted soar in shock.
" hhhh.shit!! shocked gw.." he said while stroking the chest in shock.
" woi..how are you?" Lasira smiled sweetly and calmly.
" Yes Tuhaannn...long time did not meetuu.lo now so kalem gini Las.." he cried frenziedly while holding Lasira's hand tightly.
" haishh.. have passed away, sick ****!!"
" naahh.baru also said kalem, fiercely come out.." he said while removing his hand.
The three of them set foot inside the cafe. The atmosphere in the cafe is not so dense, the lights shine dimly, and in front of the room is large enough there is a stage that already contains band equipment.
Tables and chairs neatly arranged in the front area of the stage. There is a seat on the second floor. Unlike the more crowded one-story space, on the second floor feels more private.
" where are you going to sit?"
" above what? let's not be too rame.."
"okay deh.."
" this is really you who ngajak watch performance speed metal Las?" Alby asked curiously. Lasira just smiled as she stepped foot through the stairs made of iron.
After arriving at the top floor, he chose a table with a soft sofa in front of him. Their table was right in front of the stage. Because looking from above, the band performance will be clearly visible.
After they sat down, a waiter approached giving the menu book
" what are you going to drink?"
" gw cola aja.kalian no alcohol yes.gw ogah nyium his smell.." Lasira gave an ultimatum
" no.gw is also not doyan.." said Gusad
" it's so cute you.kayak never get drunk." said Alby.
Two friends were busy chatting, his band performance was about to start.
The atmosphere was getting crowded but somehow he felt more and more lonely.
He just lowered his head, played his fingers. The longing in his chest grew even more, but he tried his hardest to keep his tears from coming out.
But suddenly he heard the intro music played, very familiar in his ears. He raised his head, got up from his seat and sharpened his vision. Look one by one at the band members who are performing. And all of those figures are no strangers. It turns out that the live performance of the speed metal band was Lord symphony. The band was managed by Vinsa .
A moment later he dropped his body on the soft sofa. Raising his head, pretending to enjoy the loud music, when in fact just trying to stem his tears so as not to burst out.
After one song was finished, the vocalist's voice greeted the audience.
"happy malaamm allaa.thank you for coming. Before we get into the second song, I just want to tell you a little bit..."
A moment of silence before the vocalist continues his words
" today is actually the day awaited by our manager, make a performance here.he has prepared everything to get here ,he can't come..."
There was a sigh from the vocalist
" he chose to go home, facing the almighty.so, I ask for a prayer for our late manager bang Vinsa.please be calm and happy there, amen.."
There was music stomping, again adorning the room.
Hearing this, Lasira could not help but cry. She was really crying sobbing.
ahhh.so far as I have to avoid being imagined by your figure. Here too there you.the mind screams bitterly.
Gusad, who saw Lasira's condition, approached her and patted the girl on the shoulder. While alby who does not know knowing, just staring confused.
whats wrong with Lasira??