Lasira Love Story's

Chapter 50

Lasira stared at the white tablet, then opened the notepad and started typing in everything she felt.

27 January

Still quiet here…

Not a second of these eyes were tightly clenched..

Still like a dream, seeing you lying with – hoses all over your body

Unable to hold tears

This heartache saw you tormented yourself…

Lord.can you share her pain with me?

I'm like a fool who can't do anything – what

What do I do to ease your burden, baby?

Let's say….

28 January

Half my soul is numb..

Floating – overpass and not yet back..

I offer You a prayer, O ALLAH..

Give her your miracle…

My breath seems to stop seeing you fighting yourself there

It hurts so bad…

Baby..did you not miss me?

Awake baby…

I'm always waiting for you here

Come me…

29 January

Dear…

I'm determined to wait for you here with a smile

I'm sure you'll come back to me…

I pray always, that God may give you a chance..

I'm sure you'll come back to me..

Come here, I'm always smiling waiting for you

I'll make sure there are no more tears..

Fight to stay alive, say…

Not for me, but for you..

After all, I will always be there for you…

30 January

After I'm pensive…

Think..think..

I put my ego aside..

I get rid of all my fears..

I will lay my hands before you, O God..

If he was happier there

I sincerely return to You..

That night, you heard my prayer..

You grant my prayers, O God…

You call him…

And as promised, without tears I accompany your departure dear..

Even though this chest pain…

It's broken this heart..

I can't bear this burden..

But when you see the smile you sing in your long sleep

The power that came out of nowhere came upon me..

And you know say?

I can return your smile..

Honey.if you're happier there, even though I'm tormented here.

But I will try to be happy..

Not for me, but for you…

31 January

I still can't believe you're gone…

Very closely…

The heat was still felt until it pierced my chest cavity..

But it turned out.it was the last hug before you left…

If I had known, I would never have let go of that hug..

You said you loved me forever..

You said you'd always be by my side..

You said you'd always hold me..

But.you're leaving..

Leaving me alone..

I lost my balance to stand up straight..

You're always supporting me..

You're the one who always guided me..

You're the one who's always embracing me under any circumstances…

And now…

You left me alone…..

You heart!!!!!

A lot of writing that he typed that night, he looked at his two friends who had fallen asleep and then smiled. It's true what they say, I have to express everything I feel. With writing, at least a little bit of his burden was lifted. He felt a sense of relief infiltrating his chest cavity. Although not much but he he felt a little reduced.

***

The next day, Lasira woke up with a smile. Both of his friends smiled at him.

" Nah gituu donkk.it's just my name friend gw.." said kiara while hugging Lasira.

" how? is it written, right? so light, right?" he continued, Lasira nodded with a smile.

" thank you, I'm a little relieved now.Without you guys, I would have gone to counseling by now." he said with a laugh. His lips were laughing but his eyes were still empty. But it's okay, at least there's a change.

" naahh.kalo kayak gini we will be calm ninggalin lo.." said kimi

" we return first yes, it has been 3 days here.but you do not need to be sad.ntar we return, the same endru the others will come here replace us.."

" seriously? ahh.." lasira shut her mouth.

" udaahh.gak nangis.gak need to be moved.." kimi said fiercely, as usual.

" you should know, there are still many who love the same lo.we all care the same lo.so do not fall too long.." kiara said the sentence while hugging Lasira.

" yes.gw ngerti.maafin gw yes.."

The three girls hugged each other again, strengthening each other. Whether this is a hug several times, which for sure now they are happy to do it.

***

Lasira now feels like a patient in a mental hospital. How not, his friends came to change to just invite him to chat. Maybe because they are all psychology students, so better understand the psychological condition of someone who is falling.

When Kimi and Kiara came home, it was the turn of Endru, mayon, rhino and agatha to come to his house. They were willing to travel far enough just to accompany him.

" you guys are here, right?" mami asked beautifully when the men got home.

" if auntie permits anyway." said endru while grimacing

" certainly permit it.kan you are here also to nemenin aunty." he said with a smile.

" yaudah.tante readyin the room first yes.later your room next to the room Lasira." he said as he left them.

And now Lasira and her boy friends are sitting relaxing in the backyard. Lasira condition is not as bad as when kimi and kiara here, but also not too good as he was when he was normal and healthy.

" Las.kalo lo sad, you pray deh same Allah.lo pray." said endru.

" i pray and doain also coke." said Lasira slowly

" but do you not take a shower?" Mayon asks but gets a plot from the endru

" yes I mean I.kan if bathing, seger gitu.doanya so the spirit.pas pray clean.tuh see the face lo.kucel really know.." said mayon while pinching Lasira's cheek but the one in the pinch still did not budge.

Mayon sighed.

" nihh.hair this nih...hair favorite vinsa.masa yes, vinsa just go a while his hair is already kuel..This face, which makes vinsa love, love,cook now it makes no difference ama lap stove.." joked mayon while pulling Lasira's hair that looks messy.

And his words managed to make Lasira respond, she looked at her hair and rubbed her face

" i'm ugly, huh?" tannya

" it's bad again.smell again." said mayon while closing his nose, pretending to smell bad. Lasira raised her hand, kissed her armpits right and left and then got up from the chair and went inside.

Endru and Mayon sat face to face then they did a toss

"yes.bacot I succeeded.." he said happily .

" luckily enough.omongan lo there are benefits "sahut rhino.

" yes, the point is we have to make him laugh.so you all also have to try.okee.." his words got the approval of all his friends.

" don't let him be a patient at RSJ.ihh..amit amit.." he said, tapping his fingers on the table.

" he's not that weak.it's just a matter of time.." Endru who better understands Lasira also issued his opinion.

" that's the important thing we should always get rid of him.." rhino said.

" okay.be prepared!!" they answered compactly.

What a joy, to have friends who are always there when the conditions are down. You have no friends like that?