
What we ask for is not necessarily the best. What God has given us is certainly the best.
"We talked in the park next to Ze's hospital" Kahfi said and passed, walking ahead of Zeva.
They had permission to talk to both of them. It is with great pleasure that Mrs Karina has allowed that. Zeva thinks she should talk about this before going any further. So that later there will be no disappointment in this relationship.
"Dok" said Zeva when they reached the park. The two were silent, but this time Zeva ventured to talk and looked at Kahfi's face.
"Speak Ze. Tell me what you want to say"
"Why should the Doctor?" the tone of the voice began to soften and tremble.
"Don't cry Ze, please. It doesn't matter if you refuse I don't force you"
"Dok. Ze loves Grandma and Ze is ready to do anything for her. Even Ze is ready to get married. But.." the voice sounded sad. Even tears have started to wash over my cheeks. Zeva said while looking down.
"But what Ze. Just say it. You know Ze, a good man is one who glorifies when he loves but still respects when he does not love. You don't have to be afraid to say what you think, Ze. Because everything is important so that everything is clear"
"Ze was afraid that it would hurt Doctor's feelings" his tone trembled.
With all her might Zeva lifted her head and looked at Kahfi's face right beside her. The two look at meet.
"It hurts, when I see the tears fall but I can't hold you just to give you peace" Kahfi said.
"Don't beat Ze. Follow your heart, listen to your heart. Don't be so selfish. If your heart says 'yes' then go ahead Ze without hesitation. At least this way your doubts will be reduced"
Long both of them fell silent in each other's minds. It is inappropriate to impose your own will on others.
As much as we love someone, don't make it an excuse for our ambition. Never do anything wrong just to get the one we love.
"Ze ready Doc. God willing Ze has no doubt about this"
"Difficult Ze? that's true but trust me the marriage bond is only once in a lifetime. Never play with marriage"
"Ze has even failed in that bond? then is Ze inappropriate to start over? And what the Doctor is able to accept Ze as he is. Even if Ze isn't a girl? And the status of Ze who was previously a 'widow' was the Doctor able to accept that?"
"Ze in that bond the most important thing is not that you are still a girl or a widow. What matters is how confident and how long the bond will last. I will accept you for who you are" Kahfi said.
Zeva was silent. He dared to look at Kahfi's eyes. Comfortable. That's what he feels. Just by looking at him alone is this comfortable.what if he is in the arms of Kahfi?
Remember if a real man really loves you, he doesn't need to have a reason to love you. Even your status is not the foundation of the relationship that will be built.
"Alright Ze is ready to get married. Doc, can Ze get something from the doctor? Zeva spoke while looking at Kahfi.
" Just tell Ze" Kahfi returned Zeva's gaze.
"If later after we get married, if Ze hurts Doctor's feelings then say so. Don't just shut up and avoid Ze. And if our relationship has any problems then Ze please never leave Ze. Ze is afraid that he will fail again"
"We walk with Bismillah in the name of Allah. If the relationship is built because of God and based on religion, God willing, as strong as any storm that hits our relationship, will not falter. I'll try not to hurt you, Ze. God willing, I will take care of you so that you will no longer experience the wounds of disappointment"
Zeva was stunned to hear Kahfi's reply. Why is this young man so sure? wasn't this marriage because of Grandma's request? then he was that calm? as if this relationship is a relationship based on love between the two? Millions of questions filled Zeva's heart.
Any doubts? it was as if all was lost when the young man convinced him to step together. Relationships based on piety are much better than relationships based on feelings.
If love he will glorify, but if not love he will still glorify and not hurt.
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"Ahkam ask your Mother to come here" said Mrs Karina.
For a moment there was happiness when he heard that Zeva was willing to marry. But did Zeva have to do this?
But at once the doubt disappeared when he saw Zeva smiling sweetly without burden when Ny Karina asked Ahkam to send their Mother back to Indonesia.
Ahkam immediately contacted Mother Laura and explained everything. Happiness is sure. Which parents are unhappy when they find out that their daughter is getting married. Mother also decided to immediately fly to Indonesia with Papa Malik.
"I don't hope it's the best for you two. Fi brother only advised if you no longer want it then return him to brother in an honorable way. Don't hurt her like never before" Ahkam said, holding onto Kahfi's shoulder.
"Dan Zeva, you are Brother's sister. Be a good wife, if you do not love, then try to respect. Do your job as well as possible. Don't hurt a sincere man for you. Brother can only pray for you two 'may always be happy and God bless your relationship"
"Sister" Zeva hugged Ahkam's body. Comfort and warmth of the affection of a brother he can feel.
"Don't cry. Kahfi is a good man, he will definitely take care of you" Ahkam rubbed the top of Zeva's head gently and affectionately.
Rest assured the sadness will pass with time. It's just that old wounds that will heal still leave a sad story that makes the wound present.
The reason for happiness is not about possessions, thrones and triumphs. Especially love? loyal people still have the right to be happy even though they were not with loved ones before.
First love?
It doesn't matter if first love only causes hurt. The most important thing is the person who is present after the first love is gone and leaves a wound.
Sick?
The hurt caused by disappointment in first love hurts even more when we lose the love of God.
Enough with the Love of God we are able to present another love. But if we do not have the love of God then how can another love be present?
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