
Kiki ignored the knock on the door and the call from Mother and Aydin. She was sitting outside her room, she was on the balcony of her room, sitting in a corner bending her knees and sobbing her husband, hugged and kissed by another woman. Kiki hid her face between her knees, her shoulders shaking up and down indicating she was crying. He himself wondered why he was this crybaby, why the end of this he was so easily touched by his heart that it was easy to shed tears.
Aydin immediately descended to the bottom following Mother who never came to bring the spare key to her room. Aydin immediately entered the room when the door was opened. Aydin spread his gaze throughout the room but found no figure of his wife anywhere, then he searched in the bathroom, but again - again he did not find his wife there. He was very frustrated, he pulled his hair out his frustration, he was very worried about his wife, afraid of what happened to his wife.
"Darling.... dear.... Where are you?! "
Father and Mother followed Aydin into the room. They stopped walking when Aydin squatted on the corner of the balcony and hugged Kiki's very cold body, probably because he was outside the balcony for too long so that his body was exposed to the cold of the night wind.
Aydin hugged tightly and kissed the top of Kiki's head many times.
"I'm sorry dear... I'm sorry.." Aydin said an apology many times, but Kiki never raised his head.
He seemed to be enjoying his sadness. Dad asked Mommy out to make room for Aydin to persuade Kiki. Feeling no response from Kiki, Aydin lifted Kiki who was still in a sitting position hugging her knees to the bed. There was no movement or resistance from Kiki. Now he's like a living corpse. Aydin put her to bed and covered her with a thick blanket. She cried and hugged Kiki's cold body tightly and chanted an unrelenting apology. Kiki's cries had now stopped when her husband moved her on the bed, she remained silent not budging but not crying, as if her tears had run out. Aydin went down to get some warm milk for Kiki, hoping that Kiki's body would be warmer if she drank warm milk. Downstairs, in the kitchen, Aydin makes milk for his wife. Mother and Father approached her, and asked what had happened. Aydin let out a heavy sigh, then he told her about Kiki's current condition. Mommy cries in Dad's arms, he scolds Aydin and he threatens to keep Kiki away from him if he once again makes Kiki sad until like that. Dad calms Mother down, then invites her into the room. Aydin was increasingly upset and saddened to hear the threat from Mother. He did not expect that his relationship with Kiki who was so happy all this time had to get a test with the arrival of Naila, his cousin. He did not think that with Naila could shake the state of his household that almost no problem. Aydin was confused as to how, in addition to not wanting to offend or hurt his cousin, he was also unwilling to lose his wife. Now Aydin became upset only because of a trivial problem according to him.
After he reached his room, he immediately approached Kiki who was still in bed with the same position as before, after which he did not move in the slightest, only his eyes sometimes blink. Aydin drank the warm milk on Kiki. But Kiki just kept quiet and did not respond. Aydin again sobbed, sad to see his wife, the woman he loved so much became like this, he begged Kiki to drink the milk
"Honey... drink milk yes.", Kiki still flinch noiseless and does not move.
"Darling..don't do this, you better hit me, you slap me, you maki me", Aydin moved Kiki's hand to slap Aydin's cheek, Kiki's hand just according, Aydin said, limp and powerless and her tears just dripped onto her cheeks as her hand slapped Aydin.
Aydin cried seeing Kiki like that, he did not expect his mistake could cause Kiki so shocked and behaved like this, because all this time Kiki had never happened like now.
"I beg you dear...: drink yes.", Aydin drank it back to Kiki, and the milk managed to get into Kiki's mouth just a little because Kiki could not bear to see Aydin crying.
Aydin kissed Kiki's eyes so as not to cry anymore. Kiki also did not know why her body and mind and emotions could be this stable. But he can only obey his heart, body and mind. He did not want to bother because he felt his heart was so sick.
Then Aydin put him to sleep and covered him and hugged him tightly. Kiki just kept quiet and did not rebel. She apologized many times and said that she loved him so much and many times she kissed his eyes, cheeks, lips and forehead, hoping that Kiki would respond, because usually Kiki is very happy if Aydin treats him like that. But Kiki just closed her eyes and was silent not responding to anything. Until Aydin fell asleep by clinging tightly to Kiki's body, providing warmth to Kiki's cold body that was too long exposed to the cold wind last night when she cried on the balcony.
Kiki's eyes blinked feeling her body claustrophobic unable to move. Last night Aydin clenched tightly onto Kiki's body while sleeping. Like the habit of those who sleep hug each other. But this time Kiki was only silent when hugged tightly by Aydin, but usually he hugged back tightly to Aydin's body and put his head on Aydin's chest. Kiki stared fixedly at the peaceful face of the man who held the title of her husband all night apologizing and crying for him, the man who clutched himself now, her husband who was so dashing last night became a crybaby who cried for forgiveness to her. Unconsciously touched the eyebrows, nose, eyes and lips of her husband. Aydin felt the touch, but he still closed his eyes wanting to feel the longer subtle touch that channeled the feeling of affection, he also wanted to know what his wife would do next. But Aydin slowly opened his eyes when he felt that there was water dripping on Aydin's arm that was holding Kiki's body.
"Dear why are you crying? Is anyone sick?" Aydin worriedly cupped his palms together on both cheeks of Kiki and his two thumbs wiped the tears that fell soaking his cheeks.
Kiki looked the other way, she remained silent, because she was afraid that if she spoke instead of her voice being heard, instead the sound of sobbing would come out. He hated seeing his weak self.
"Darling.I'm sorry, don't be angry anymore. I beg you", Aydin forced Kiki's head to face him. Kiki was not strong enough to hold it anymore, her tears fell again and now Kiki's cry is different from the one before. Now his tears fell more and longer - over time the sound of crying came out. Aydin hugged Kiki tightly, carrying Kiki's head leaning against her chest to calm her down.
"Darling, please don't cry anymore. I'm so sad to see you cry", Aydin slightly pushed Kiki's head away from her chest, then he kissed Kiki's eyes that let out tears. Like a spell if Kiki cries, then her tears will stop if Aydin does just that.
"Oh yeah baby, don't cry anymore, we're talking right now", Aydin looked softly at Kiki's eyes who was either looking at what Kiki, because his gaze was empty.
"Darling to speak", Aydin turned Kiki's face to her, telling her to look her in the eye.
"Honey, say yes", as if hypnotized directly, Kiki nodded.
Aydin rested Kiki's body on the head of his bed, and he did the same. He tightly embraced Kiki's body, wrapping his hand around Kiki's back from the side, so that Kiki's body was docked to Aydin's body beside him. Aydin tells the story of Naila and her family and how close she is to Naila. He was truly like an undead that could only blink, nod and cry. Aydin further tightened his hold and kissed the top of Kiki's hair and said,
"Darling, I hope you didn't get me wrong with my closeness to Naila and I hope you don't do this again. My heart hurts so much to see you like this. Come back to being a Kiki, my cheerful and always smiling beloved wife. I love you so much, my wife.... ", Aydin unraveled a bit of his embrace and turned his face to Kiki's face which seemed like his tears had fallen by the time Aydin spoke just now.
Aydin briefly kissed Kiki's lips and she smiled. "Smiling my beloved wife dong", miraculously Kiki smiled, it seemed that Aydin's smile was contagious to her.
Below, in the dining room Naila uring - urgency because since from earlier Aydin did not go down to the bottom. Naila was about to go upstairs to call Aydin in her room, but Mommy strictly forbade her, until Mother pairs the body in the middle of the stairs and blocks Naila who desperately wants to go up to the room Aydin. Dad was furious, and yelled at Naila to sit down and eat her breakfast first if she couldn't wait for Aydin and Kiki. With a heavy heart Naila sat back, waiting for Aydin at the dinner table.
A little while later Aydin and Kiki went downstairs. Aydin, as usual, took Kiki down the stairs and hugged Kiki's waist tightly from the side when he came down from the stairs to the tomb table. Kiki only fell silent and smiled if Aydin smiled at her. Naila turned her head towards the stairs when she heard the sound of footsteps, she looked at Kiki. He doesn't like his own to be owned by someone else. He tightly gripped the spoon and fork he was holding at the moment.
Father and Mother noticed Aydin and Kiki who seemed to have made up, they smiled and they shook their heads when they saw the look of dislike Naila who saw the closeness of Aydin and Kiki. Father and Mother also saw Naila's spoon and fork which she gripped tightly on the table, signaling she was so angry. Mother shook her head and Father stroked Mother's shoulders and nodded. They encourage each other and understand what they need to do.
"For a long time, until I was waiting for her" Naila quipped Aydin and Kiki when they reached the dinner table.
As if deaf did not hear, Aydin ignored Naila's insinuations, because now he must guard the heart of Kiki, his beloved wife. Aydin allowed Kiki to sit down by pulling up a bit of her chair and pushing her back as Kiki was about to sit down. Then he sat down on the chair next to Kiki. Naila snorted annoyedly to find that there were even Kiki nearby.
"Let's Bang hunt for food, I have class again", Naila whines to Aydin.
Kiki sat quietly. He had promised himself to ignore Naila. If she was being nice, then Kiki would be nice to her as well. But if he does not appreciate Kiki, then he will ignore her existence.
"You go first. Brother has no college, brother just want to take Kiki to campus", Aydin took Kiki his favorite side dish.
Kiki was about to serve Aydin food by taking rice and side dishes as usual, but Aydin forbade it, with his smile he took rice and side dishes for Kiki and himself. For today he wants to spoil his beloved wife. Naila looked at Kiki annoyedly and snorted annoyedly at Aydin's reply.
"Would you tell Naila to go on her own? Naila new loh Bang here. Just what's wrong, anyway?" Naila chipped in annoyance while slightly throwing her spoon and fork on her plate. Father and Mother who were in front of him were shocked to arrive - suddenly heard the sound of throwing sticks of spoons and forks that hit the plate. Mother stroked - elus his chest, and Dad immediately gave a drink to Mother who was in front of him.
"Naila, it's not polite like that. You are big, must know manners", Aydin's father admonished Naila so firmly that it seemed like scolding him.
Naila does not accept that she is scolded in front of Kiki, she grabs her bag in her chair and moves out of the house.
"Battle Bang, I'll wait outside!!!" naila shouted as she was about to get out of the door and close the door by slamming it very hard.
Braaa.......
Mother was surprised so much that she jumped a little from her seat. Mother held her chest. "Allah O Rabbi... I've spit the child away, Mommy already bosen see it, can - can Mother hang close - near him continue"
"Kiki, I'm sorry Naila, she's stubborn and spoiled, but I can't believe the bigger she gets, the worse it gets. I promise I'll advise him until he changes better. Even last night Dad had threatened her not to disturb Aydin and you", Dad calmed Kiki with words, he said, but his hand held the palm of Mother who was on the table to calm Mother.
Kiki just smiled bitterly not answering. Mother is sad to see Kiki who is not as happy as usual.
"Yes, dear departed, we take Naila first, after that we have breakfast outside, yes", Aydin grabbed Kiki's hand and gave her smile, putting her face in front of Kiki's face.
With a slight smile, Kiki responded to him and nodded. Aydin got up from his seat and took Kiki to stand up and walk with him. Kiki also stood up, but Mother stopped him to tell Kiki to drink the milk that Mother had prepared in the glass in front of Kiki. Aydin had intended to wait for Kiki to finish her milk, but Naila's screaming voice forced her to go outside first.
"The hunted.....!!! Braaaak..", the sound of door slamming was heard again caused by Naila.
"Old noise - long time this house collapsed because of the child. Aydin you go there first, let him not nag, Kiki let spend the milk first, after that let him follow you forward", Mother provides solutions for heart health.
Aydin looked at Kiki, and Kiki nodded in agreement, so Aydin went outside to his car first. Aydin pressed the remote key of his car, then he sat behind the wheel. Unknowingly Naila got into the car and sat in the front seat next to Aydin. Aydin was shocked when he found Naila sitting next to him.
"Naila, that's Kiki's chair. You just sit in the back. The hunt moved before Kiki came!" Aydin told Naila without facing her.
Earlier, after hearing the sound of the closed car door and Aydin felt that someone was sitting next to him, he turned his head, and he was shocked because Naila still did not understand his position, either, he told Naila to move but her gaze was straight ahead. Suddenly he was shocked because Naila was sitting on his lap sitting sideways. At that moment, Kiki opened the car door and found Naila sitting on her husband's lap by draping her hand to Aydin's neck, while Aydin was only still glued because he was so shocked. Kiki's reflek ran away from it without closing the car door. Mother and Father who had driven Kiki in front of the door was shocked to see Kiki running out of the gate after opening the car door instead of riding instead of running. Out of curiosity, Mother and Father ran towards the car and how shocked she was to see what was in front of her. Mother shouted so that Aydin was awakened in his composure earlier. He reflexes her body so that Naila lapsed in the car, and Aydin immediately got out of the car clumsy and confused.