KIARA's Secret Wedding

13

In the car, Kiki was all her might to hold back her tears so as not to break.

Moments later Kevin came and sat behind the wheel.

"Where are we going now Dek?" Going home?" ask Kevin.

Kiki just nodded and pretended to be busy with her phone.

"Don't want to go anywhere else? Maybe you want to buy something?" kevin asked back, because he knew something must have happened to Kiki, he didn't usually behave like that at the restaurant and now just stay quiet,usually he is cheerful and chatty especially when together with Kevin.

"You're the Deck?" asked Kevin in a worried tone.

Kiki nodded and said, "I'm tired Brother",

"Ok we go home so you can get a quick break" Kevin replied as he drove his car out of the Mall parking lot.

Because Kiki did not want to continue to imagine and think of the incident at the restaurant, then he turned on the radio in the car.

When I first knew you

I think something different

I want to get close to you

But I'm afraid you're getting away

The longer this feeling is hidden

The more I want to get closer to you

From a distance I saw you

I wish you felt too

Your faith and fear are breaking

This feeling becomes love

The dream lover I expected

May this love be real

Ana uhibbuka

I love you because of God

If he's the best for me

Bring our hearts closer, God

The longer this feeling is hidden

The more I want to get closer to you

From a distance I saw you

I wish you felt too

Your faith and fear are breaking

This feeling becomes love

The dream lover I expected

May this love be real

Ana uhibbuka

I love you because of God

If he's the best for me

Bring our hearts closer, God

Tears Kiki escaped wet her cheeks.The lyrics of the song are exactly the same as what Kiki feels now.

Kevin was confused to see his sister crying.

He was eager to know the cause of his beloved sister's crying, but from now on he refrained from asking the cause, as if Kiki did not want to talk about it.Maybe not yet, maybe later Kiki will tell him.

But the longer Kevin's curiosity gets bigger because he sees Kiki's tears flowing as if unstoppable.

He had just wanted to keep quiet until he calmed down and told him himself, but seeing him cry like that, he had no power to resist his curiosity.

"Sir, are you crying? Deck what's up? The same story Brother", asked Kevin in an anxious tone and still in a driving position, but occasionally he looked towards Kiki.

Kiki's cry even became so.Collapse was already defenseless Kiki.She held back her cry from earlier.But only by hearing a song cry was broken.

"How do you even cry deck? What was? Let's tell you the story", said Kevin who was still driving.

He deliberately did not stop his car because Kiki wanted to quickly get home and rest because he was tired.

"Sir, suddenly Kiki remembered Kiki's friends in Surabaya.Kak, why is Kiki there?" answer Kiki who is still sobbing while wiping his snot with a tissue.

"Suddenly? Yes you can, later you talk to your mother papa first.Mumpung Kakar is also free, later Anterin Brother", Kevin said in response to Kiki's words.

Kiki did not answer and simply nodded.

At home, Raditya felt riled up, and,anxious and not calm.Not usually Kiki's eyes look sad and Kiki's attitude that does not usually make Raditya all wrong.Usually if Kiki meets Raditya anywhere surely Kiki will say hello even approached him.Sedangkan earlier,Kiki ran away after looking at him.

I want to call Kiki because I miss her voice and want to know her situation.Wind also video call Kiki because I want to see a sweet smile that shows her dimples, and also want to know what she wants to do.

But all of that he said, he did not have the courage to do it.

He was also afraid, would Kiki answer the phone or video call from him.

Not usually Raditya like this.Almost every day he and Kiki send messages to each other, even they make phone calls and video calls.

But now, whether there is a sense of hesitation, fear or whatever, confuse Raditya with what he feels now.

During this time the figure of a Raditya who is able to make Kiki become better, closer to the creator.

Raditya always reminded Kiki of prayer and always taught and answered Kiki's curiosity about religion.

At school, he always asked Kiki to pray when the time came.

Kiki was very heartfelt when he heard the chanting of Adhan and verses of the Qur'an which was echoed by Raditya.Kesoleh and sweet treatment Raditya on Kiki made Kiki fell in love with him.

"Ma, Kiki can not vacation in Surabaya?kangen Kiki's friends", asked Kiki to erode silence because Mama and Papa were watching TV shows and Kevin was playing online games on his mobile phone.

Mama turned to look at Kiki and said,

"Come, but where do you want to live? Home in Surabaya already has someone to rent.Eh wait, does this have anything to do with your swollen eyes?", asked Mama on Kiki.

"Kiki was watching the drama, the story is sad, so join the cry.Emmm...if so Kiki to Malang aja deh Ma, to Grandpa Grandma's house same sister yes..yes.can ya.....pliiiiiis...." whinek Kiki while cupping her palms together in front of her chest and looked at Mama expectantly with her puppy eyes.

"Yes it's Ma, we take Kiki there all the way to Father Mother", said Papa with a smile looking at Kiki.

"Still Pa.", said Kiki while moving to sit next to Papa and then embrace him.

"Tomorrow we're leaving Pa? Kevin free", Kevin's somersault.

"Mama can set everything up" Papa said.

"Yes Mama has bought the ticket first.Mama take the HP mama first in the room", answered Mama while walking to the room.

Now they have arrived at Abdul Rachman Saleh Airport, after which they use a taxi to get to the grandparents' house.

They've arrived, already,but there is only Ratmi's mother who works at Grandpa and Grandma's house every day to clean up and help Grandma cook and do household chores.Mbak Ratmi works morning and home afternoon.

Turns out Grandpa was being treated at the Hospital, and Grandma was keeping him there.

After dropping off the items we brought, we went to the Hospital where Grandpa is being treated now.

Mama is the only child of Grandpa and Grandma.Mama was born and raised in Malang.Sedangkan Papa is a native of Surabaya.But Papa's parents have died.

Mama hugged Grandpa's body tightly after arriving there.Mama felt failed to become a child because she did not know her parents were sick and she felt useless because when her parents were sick, because when her parents were sick,he was not there to look after and care for her.

Grandpa calms Mama in his arms, saying that Grandpa is fine and will soon recover.Grandma reassures Mama that this is not her fault.

Grandpa and Grandma keep Grandpa's pain a secret from Mama.

As soon as Kiki had an idea, she asked her mom and dad to let her continue school here on the grounds of wanting to accompany her Grandpa and Grandma.Actually she just wanted to forget Raditya, the person who caused her heart to hurt.

Mama and Papa agreed and they also decided to stay in Malang, at the home of Grandpa and Grandma.Because their house in Surabaya there is still a rent.

The Kiki family is not a very rich family, but also they are not classified as mediocre.They prefer to be called a family that is wealthy.

Kevin decided to return to Bandung alone after a few days he was in Malang.Actually Mama and Papa did not want Kevin to be in Bandung alone, he said,but Kevin assured his parents that he would be fine on his own, and he promised not to cross the line,and he reasoned to help manage the business Mama and Papa in Bandung.And Kevin wanted to graduate quickly, so from that he did not want to move.

With a heavy heart Mama and Papa allowed it.

Kevin returned to Bandung with his heart wound.Because for a few days in Malang,Kevin decided to go to Surabaya to meet Tania at his campus.Unfortunately the unwanted scenery was even clearly visible to Kevin.He saw Tania was making out and kissing with a guy in the Park behind Campus.

Kevin approached them, he wanted to know what was happening.How shocked Tania saw the presence of Kevin, Tania was unable to say anything so that the voice of the guy who was making out with her surprised her,"Darling you know him?"

Reaching Kevin's eyes rounded, his palms clenched in anger.

And it turns out that the incident was repeated, Tania cheated on him, even he was dating another man when they were having a girlfriend status.Sama as before.

Feeling so stupid that it was easy to be fooled by Tania, so Kevin broke off their relationship and he returned to Bandung to forget Tania.

Raditya felt angry and anxious, because since the incident at the Mall, he could not contact Kiki.Have many times he visited Kiki's house, but the results are nil, the house is empty, absolutely no one.

Not knowing Raditya that the Kiki family was in Malang.Because he felt his efforts for several days to the house Kiki felt failed, then Raditya asked Abah for help to let him help deliver fish to the restaurant Kiki.Yes, Raditya,Abah became a regular supplier at Mama's restaurant.

When Raditya drove the fish to Mama Kiki's restaurant, he asked the restaurant manager what the Kiki family had been visiting recently,but the restaurant manager said that some days they did not come and just asked the restaurant situation by phone.Then Raditya asked back, did he know where they are now,but again Raditya did not get any information about the Kiki family.

Raditya comes home lethargic and empty feeling.Usually his days are filled with Kiki's joy, But Kiki seems to disappear, no news and medsosnya was not active.Many inboxes, DM, chats he sent, he sent,but none of Kiki read.

The message that Raditya sent after the incident at the Mall was only read without reply by Kiki, and after that Kiki could not be contacted.

Raditya thought, this might be the best for them, because he would be engaged to Linda, the girl who two years ago was betrothed by his Grandfather during Raditya's stay at his Grandpa Pesantren's Cottage back then.

Linda is the granddaughter of Grandpa's friends.Formerly they have promised to match their children or grandchildren.However, their children already have a patchwork of hearts each.They do not want to impose their will.So, it is possible that if their grandchildren are paired, they may be,they will be very happy.

One day Raditya and Linda were reunited when Raditya became a santri at the Pondok Pesantren his grandfather.The Linda family came to visit there.It turns out Raditya and Linda felt fit and interested after several times they met reasonable limits, because Raditya at that time was still living in Pondok Pesantren.Then from that, Raditya decided to accept the arranged marriage.

Raditya does not want to hurt and disappoint many people because of his feelings for Kiki.Let Kiki become the story of his past, becoming a person who once filled his beautiful days, even if only a few months.

Now the new school year has begun.Kiki attended school in Malang.For the business of moving his school, Kevin who takes care of it.But never once Raditya met Kevin.And unfortunately Raditya does not have Kevin's number, Kevin has no number,so he really lost Kiki.Raditya really felt uninspired when he did not see Kiki's name on the class division bulletin board.And he asked Bu Rani, who is not a fan of the class,it turns out that Bu Rani gave information that Raditya did not want.BunRani said that Kiki was not in school here anymore.For reasons and where the move was not known.

It feels like he really lost his world, Kiki who gives cheer and color in his days, even though Linda fills his days.They are far away, because Linda is in another city...

Now Kiki is living her days in her new school.She tries her hardest to forget Raditya.For that she no longer wants to have a very close relationship with any guy for now.Maybe just be friends with her want.

Because every time he remembers Raditya, then his heart will be very sick.

"Why this sick person loves someone, O Allah.", complained Kiki when he remembered and longed for Raditya.

Kiki only needs time to forget her feelings for Raditya.Hopefully time can heal his wounds.

He occasionally reopened his medsos and reactivated his number.

Kiki uses another number when he is in Malang.

Lots of inbox notifications, and Dm on his social media from friends in Bandung, especially Raditya, Aldo and Riri.

But Kiki did not dare to read it.

He deactivated his medsos.

Similarly, when he activates his old number.Strong notifications of messages and chats in the application WA and Line, as well as a lot of calls from Raditya every day.Aldo and Riri also sent messages and chat, too,even called, but not as much as Raditya.

Without reading all those messages and chats, Kiki deactivated the number again.

Did not feel tears that pacified earlier at the end of his eyes, this time it decayed, the tears fell down Kiki's cheeks.As if the wound was open again say hello.

Kiki wiped her tears and she promised herself to be strong and forget this pain, forget her feelings, her first love, the good times and the memorable early days of her High School.

Now Kiki is undergoing her High School at her new school.She hopes that the wound will heal with time.

To forget the pain of his heart he busied himself with various activities.

He began to be active again in the school band

and dancer at school.Because of his hobby, he felt happy and entertained.

He is also busy with tutoring so that his value does not decline because of his activities.

Two years later.......