Kartika Family

The empty heart

I enjoyed the potato chips that Liu's assistant bought earlier, I prefer to sit on the floor instead.

not feeling the heat of the beach into my room, AC room as if it could not stem the heat of our room.

it made me sweat and made my body smell worse.

damn it.., my body smells right...

I saw that Liu's assistant also felt the same way as me, and she was sweating the size of corn.

" hot is it Liu..?? " save me up while starting to smile when you see assistant Liu blowing air from her mouth into her chest.

" yes, that's..."

" it's very hot." replied Liu's assistant, he drank mineral water to the last drop, but the mineral water that Liu's assistant brought was gone.

I laughed seeing assistant Liu acting strangely.

I took the initiative to shower first before continuing my activities.

" i took a bath first Liu." I continued as I began to stand towards the bathroom.

" well young lady." replied Liu's assistant.

" Woyy. Liu Bei Fei.."

" shower together yuukk...!" tease me with spoiled.

assistant Liu was silent as if in disbelief as I was talking about, I saw the strange face of assistant Liu and I spontaneously laughed in satisfaction.

" you think I'm serious about Liu." added the more indecisive I.

assistant Liu just laughed and started to lay down her body on the floor.

ahh.., basic is unclear..

" i took a shower." I still laughed.

" well.." continued Liu's assistant limply.

I walked to the back of our room and entered the bathroom in the lower attic.

" wuih... , may also the concept of the bathroom.." praise me when seeing the concept of the outdoor toilet.

" but can be seen dong from the top of the fitting there is a bath "connect me while looking up.

" just let it go..," I cried indifferently.

soon I took a shower and felt the cold water wash over my body.

I cleaned my body and all the bad smells that had been stuck in my body.

" friuh...freshnya..," continued me again while enjoying the cold water that soaked me.

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when I finished my bath I decided to relax in the room, assistant Liu still fell asleep and did not move off the floor.

" you didn't shower Liu..??" ask me while drying wet hair because I shampoo, I,

" later Marischka.., all afternoon I take a bath." replied casually.

" yuuhhhh.." I said strangely.

" uh I want to take you shopping for clothes to the sovenir store." I said,

assistant Liu only looked at me with a lazy look towards me.

" my clothes don't smell anymore.."

" it stinks of eucalyptus oil, not to mention the sweat that made me sultry earlier." continued me again.

hearing my explanation immediately assistant Liu got up and stood up from his bed on the floor.

" well young lady.." continued assistant Liu quickly.

immediately assistant Liu walked over quickly, and soon she headed for the bathroom.

I'm not consistent, still call me miss...

I walked towards the table where the device I had stored earlier, I also sat back on the floor.

I checked my device again, again there was only chat from Natasya.

" duh Natasha again.., there is no chat from anyone else.." I grumbled.

I put my device on the table again, I started thinking about my peers at school who could be counted on fingers alone.

" if you think about it, my best friend in class is just Natasha, yeah." I grumbled again.

I felt boredom and stillness again, I unconsciously remembered the lonely days back in my memory.

the questions that often arise in my heart and I keep it as if back in my mind.

" if I had a mother.., "

" if I had many friends..,"

" if only I had been born into an ordinary family.."

" if I wasn't a 'Kartika'.."

" if you could pay more attention to me..."

again the feeling as if I was alone in this world made me even more sad, without my tears dripping.

" oohh.., damn.." I cried in my heart as I wiped the tears that fell with the towel I was holding.

" why are you sad Marischka.., why.., why...!!" connect me with annoyance from the heart.

somehow the more I wiped my tears, why the more tears I felt came out of my eyes.

I involuntarily cried a mouthful and subconsciously I threw my head on the table earlier.

" why am I this weak.., why..!!" curse me in the heart.

the crying I had been holding all this time seemed to break and just applied.

not so long after Liu's assistant came from inside the bathroom.

" fiuh.., very fresh water young lady." said assistant Liu while drying her hair with a towel.

as I was about to enter the room, assistant Liu was shocked to see me crying on the table.

" ...??" sahut Liu's assistant with astonishment.

immediately assistant Liu ran over to me, and sat down beside me.

" sir.nona young..?" connect with him full of questions.

" you why..??" contact Liu's assistant again

I could only cry and say nothing, but assistant Liu, who still looked confused, started to approach her body.

subconsciously I immediately hugged Liu's assistant and cried again in a more hysterical manner.

" why miss..?? " ask Liu's assistant who is getting confused.

when I was in the arms of assistant Liu, I felt the comfort I had been looking for all this time.

assistant Liu could only shut up and rub my back so that I was calmer and more comfortable.

" this is what I get if there's a mother next to me now..??"

" i don't want to let go of this hug..!!"

" i want to keep feeling this warmth.."

unconsciously I began to calm down, I no longer shed tears.

" helper Liu..??" ask me with a tone that is getting quieter.

" yes, young lady..??" answer them in a warmer tone.

" can I ask you something..??" ask me with a quieter and more focused tone.

" of course young lady.., whatever it is." replied assistant Liu steadily.

immediately I looked at his face which seemed to have anxiety in the face of assistant Liu.

" assistant Liu.., will you be my best friend forever..??" ask me again, this time with a slightly more worried tone.

with a sweet smile typical of her assistant Liu held my shoulder and nodded her head.

" of course young lady.."

" of course." answered with a sincere smile.

I feel happiness that I cannot express.

I hugged her body again, I felt her body warm.

" oh.. Lord.., this is what the hug I've been waiting for all this time is like.."

" has the right to someone like me to be happy.."

" don't you take this hug from me God.."

I started to shed tears again.

assistant Liu, who could feel my sadness, could only remain silent while hugging me tighter.

" i will always be beside you young lady." she exclaimed in a tone that soothed my heart.

" assistant Liu.., may I ask for one thing." I asked Liu's assistant calmly.

" of course.., whatever the young lady is." continued assistant Liu.

" can you comb my hair from now on." I asked again

now I am calmer and let go of my embrace from Liu's assistant.

" of course miss.." continued assistant Liu with a smile again.

as I grew happier, my empty heart was now filled with the presence of Liu's assistant.

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