
Part 20 (Reflash 2)
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Then after that Rian came home from the Hospital and he started the activity again. He started going to college. He's different majors with me. But he's a force with me. And while on campus he followed me everywhere I went. And not until there even he was too possessive and considered that I was his girlfriend.
"Hallo darling. We finally met. Thanks for the gift of the mallem I was very satisfied" said Rian in front of my friends.
Then the college students looked at me in wonder.
I looked hard at Rian.
"You don't make a shit. I never give you a gift of anything" said Lusi annoyed.
"Yes, I know, you can forget that easily. But I won't forget what happened last night. Thanks to you, baby.. Muuuaaahhh" said Rian with a laugh.
I was also disgusted by what Rian said. I pulled it straight away too.
"You don't spread slander. What do people think badly of me? Our people don't do anything".
Rian laughed with amusement while looking at me.
"That's what I want" said Rian.
I was very upset with him at the time.
Arriving in class.
I'm so hungry. Suddenly my college friend's name is Eagle. He gave me a box of pizza. He put it on the table and added a love letter. I don't really care about that love letter. I'm more focused on the pizza because I'm hungry. How happy is this heart. Don't bother looking for food.
Then I brought the pizza to the park so I could eat while looking at the scenery. But suddenly Rian came and saw a love-shaped letter on top of the pizza. And he pulled the pizza out of my hand, and threw it in the trash.
I also looked at Rian with an annoyed look.
"Why? You're angry!!! Anyway you can't take food from any man except from me" Rian said as he crossed hundreds of thousands into my face.
And immediately put his foot away.
I was also just angry to hold back my tears. It's not worth it to treat me like that. What does he think I am. That cheap woman who was thrown with money in my face like that.
Then I went after him and pulled his shirt.
"More.. Take all your money." Said Lusi while giving the money in front of him.
"Originally you know it's not about money, it's about how you value other people's gifts".
Without further ado, Rian slapped me.
Plakkkp....
"Originally you know that the subtle way you don't understand. In a rude way I'll treat you. And I don't like opponents the most".
I held back my tears while holding my cheek.
"And you never try to run away from me. Even if you have a bodyguard to protect you. I'm not scared. Because they're not as strong as I am to destroy you".
I immediately cried and went to hear Rian's threat. I feel like I'm in the wrong situation. My tears keep flowing. I can't hold back my own tears. I went straight to the bathroom too. Because I'm ashamed when someone sees me crying.
After college my hands were drawn by Rian. I was taken to a place. There are friends of Rian who contained all the men with his motorcycle. With an average scary face and all-black clothes. I was scared at that moment. And when Rian came, it was as if he was bowing to her.
Whispering Rian told me something.
"They are all my friends. And if you dare macem-macem. They can finish you off in just one night". Rian said threateningly
When Rian spoke like that.
I wept. I really hate Rian. I felt like I wanted to slap him back and forth but I was scared. I can only what. I'm just a woman and I live alone here.
After that all night I couldn't sleep. Why am I being met with a guy like Rian.
After that if any man comes near me he gets angry right away. Even I'm just answering another guy's college friend's question. He got angry and yelled at me. I was sort of stuck by him. Even I had a boyfriend never overdone like him.
Next day. When I got to college. Rian called me in an unusual way. Like calling a bird with a whistle.
pywite.. Rian whistling.
"here.. Here." said Rian calling me.
With weight I approached him.
He threw me in his bag. "Bawain my bag, keep you taroing it to my class. Know where it is".
I was forced to bring it too. I think it's just one bag. There were eight bags. And that the rest had all his friends.
Damnit.. Then I didn't bring it all at once. I took him a little bit. Where the bag is big like a sack.
My friends at the college looked at me. Because I've never been like this before. Told by a man.
And after that every man looks at me. I immediately bowed my head and looked. Because I'm afraid in Rian's rampage if caught looking at each other with another man.
My life was like prison by him. I can only cry. After that he also made unreasonable rules. Like, having to offer him food every time I want to eat. I can't go home from college with another guy. I was told this was it. Feed him eat. Mijitin is his leg.. To the extent that people think that I am his girlfriend.
"Whose girl Rian likes to be with"
"Oh that's Lusi".
"He's a girlfriend what a lackey he is. Wish to ask this".he said with a laugh.
"Yes could be. Beautiful but stupid. I've seen him in snapping but Lusi even diem aja".
They laughed as they left the toilet.
While I was still in the toilet. My feelings were shattered once when they said that.
I could only cry with the blasphemy of my college friends, who didn't know the real story. Because the more I fight Rian the more reckless he gets. Because I was hit when I refused his wish.
Until one day Devan came home from Japan. He was deliberately away from Japan wanted to meet me. But Rian got in my way when I wanted to meet Devan.
I met him then. Devan saw me and he waved. I also waved my hand. Then Rian came up to me and pulled me. He immediately took me away. And told me to get in his car. At that time Rian brought a car that belonged to who I didn't care.
"Who is he?", asked Rian.
I answered him nervously too.
"Sir.no one?"
Lau Rian quickly drove his car. I was also very scared of him. And suddenly he caught on suddenly.
Ciiiiittttttt the brake sound.
My heart almost fell out.
"The answer honestly. Who is he?", said Rian while yelling.
I was silent too
"Jawab!!!", said Rian in a high tone.
"De.devan.my girlfriend." said I was shaking.
Then Rian looks angry while hitting the steering wheel.
"Awas you if you meet with him" said Rian.
I was silent and scared too.
One day I tried to secretly run away to meet Devan. Because Devan was forcing me to meet. Then I met him in a park. I was shocked to see Devan's face was bruised. He said he was beaten up by a motorcycle.
I also cried when I saw his face.
Suddenly Rian called me. I answered him with trembling hands.
"Do you see what your girlfriend is?
I hope you don't try to run away from me again. If you don't want to get worse than this" Rian said on the phone.
Devan was confused when he saw me cry. Then I held his wounded and bruised face. He also holds my hand. Suddenly he was surprised why I was wearing a ring on my finger.
"What ring is this?" ask Devan
"It's nothing" I replied.
"Please be honest, don't cover up. Again I asked what ring is this?"
I just kept quiet and didn't answer
"Jawab Lusi.." snapped Devan.
"I.this is the engagement ring. I've engaged Dev to another man."
"Who's engaged to. The guy who beat me up just now"
"Not... Name's Heri. He lives in Bandung", though",
Then I saw Devan drop his tears.
"It's all my fault. I've been leaving you here all alone for too long. To the extent that you prefer other men.Today I actually want to propose to you. And I want us to get married soon. But it's too late. You prefer another man"
I couldn't hold back my tears. I was crying right away. I haven't said before. If I've been tied up by Heri.
"But even so I don't care. I will still love you. Until whenever Lusi. I don't want to disappoint you again. I don't care if you have to marry someone else. But what I care about, as long as you're in front of me. I will try to love you." Devan said wearing a ring on my other ring finger.
"Then who's the guy who's acting like a hotshot that's keeping us from meeting" Devan asked.
"He's a nobody it's just my college friend" I replied.
"But it seems like he's too much if only as a college friend",
(Lanjuttin in the next part ye)