Kak Susi (Kakku Malang)

Can't hug you

Part 135(Can't hold you)(session 2)

Rian's embrace was still felt that night.in the arms of Rian Lusi as if remembering the name Zelda. Susi immediately let go of Rian's embrace. I don't know why this time Lusi felt bad hugging Rian who incidentally her husband. But also another woman's fiancee.

"Why did you let go of your embrace" asked Rian who still felt comfortable in Lusi's embrace.

"I can't hold you" Lusi said.

"Why??"

"What about Zelda" said Lusi.

Rian also looked surprised by Lusi who could usually think of Zelda.

"I'll definitely do it for you, Lusi. I'm canceling my marriage to Zelda" Rian said

"Not Rian. That's not what I mean, I can't be happy over other people's suffering like this" Luci replied.

"Lusi you're my wife, you deserve happiness" Rian looked at Luci.

"Your steps with Zelda have gone too far. The shadow of marriage with Zelda is already in sight. I seem to realize.if my happiness is now no longer living with you Rian. enough you admit the child in my womb is just this. That's happy enough for me"

"Lusi what do you mean" said Rian did not accept.

"I'm happy. But I also cannot live happily on the sadness of Zelda that you have lied to. Your game has gone a long way Rian. I can't be with you anymore"

"What do you mean, Lusi?"

"It's clear what I mean. I'm sincere Rian. I'm sincere if you stay with Zelda"

Rian also did not believe in the words of Lucia. Which makes Rian's heart even more sliced.

"The bottom line is I can't be happy if you hurt Zelda" Lusi said, looking away from Rian

"Why are you talking like that. So you sacrificed your heart for Zelda"

Lucia just kept quiet and left. Then go into the boarding .

Rian also seemed sad about what Lusi said.

Maybe what Lusi did was his sacrifice not to hurt Zelda. But this time it looks like Rian who is actually sick to hear the words of Lusi that are so heartbreaking.

Lusi doesn't know what was done right or wrong. But somehow his feelings were very sad and painful. Lucia prefers to hold back her happiness. Instead of being happy, someone has to be hurt. In addition to the way to classify it even though he had to be hurt.

Even though Lusi has tried to mengikhlasan Rian. And try not to expect it anymore. But not with Rian. Until whenever Rian does not want to release Lusi. Especially considering Renata who has now approved it.

Suddenly Rian went straight into the inn and immediately hugged Lusi.

"It's quite Lusi. It's enough. I don't want to hear anything from your mouth. I don't want to hear you sacrifice your feelings for someone else. That's enough" Rian said

"Let go of me Rian" said Luci.

"I don't want to let go of you" said Rian hugging Lusi tightly. "I know Lusi I was wrong with you. Because they have abandoned you.. I don't want to lose you. You are the one I have loved until now"

Susi was just silent not paying attention.

"Do you love me or not?" Ask Rian.

"Now I want to ask you, you don't believe that this is your son"

"Believe me, this is our son Lusi"

Lusi also took his breath.

"I used to love you. But it seems like the taste has faded with time. Now that you've been willing to take responsibility for this kid. That's enough for me and I say thank you. I need you to be the father of my son. But not to be my husband anymore Rian"

"Why?" rian Sad.

"i have had more pain in love than in your sacrifice. I wonder why love hurts so much. I'm sick to love even though I'm loved by you. I was traumatized to love you again. Even I'm afraid to love you. Now I'm sincere Rian. I sincerely ended this relationship.I also do not want to live in a state of guilt because Zelda would be sick to see us together."

Rian also seemed to wipe away his tears.

"Lusi please don't do this" said Rian.

"I think it's pretty clear. You can go home Rian"

"You don't love me" asked Rian holding onto Lusi's hand.

"Yes. I don't love you" said Lucia.

"Lusi I beg you I love you"

" you have to go home" said Lusi again.

Rian also looked sad with the words of Lusi. Rian also seemed to not believe in the words of Lusi who did not match his expectations.

Then Rian came out with heavy steps.

"I'm sorry Rian. For now I can't accept you anymore. I just want you to understand that love is not a game and it's not that easy to come back, even if you've apologized." thought Lusi while looking at Rian from the window.

Then Rian left crying for him who could not come back.

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Rian returned to the hospital. To accompany Renata.

Rian's gloomy face with a very sad face sat beside his mother.

"Why you?"ask Renata.

" Lusi does not want to anymore" said Rian sadly. "Lusi doesn't want to come back with me anymore ma"

"Why?"

"He doesn't want to hurt Zelda" Rian said.

Rian immediately wiped away his fallen tears.

"Lusi also seems to no longer love me" said Rian.

Rian looked crying.

"It's Mama Rian's fault. It's my mama's fault for burying Lusi's love with you. So it becomes this complicated. Forgive Mama Rian" said Renata stroking Rian's shoulder. "You have to be sure someday Susi will open her heart to you again"

Rian looked to nod. While wiping away her tears.

This time it looked like Rian was a child crying in front of his mother.

And

Just this time Renata saw her son crying for a woman. In his life Rian. Rian never once cried, especially for a woman. Rian had only cried three moments in his life. That is when the baby, the time of circumcision and the last for Lusi. And Renata looked very guilty.

Long ago the happy looking Renata had separated Rian from Lusi. But now Renata is hoping that Rian and Lusi will be reunited. Because Renata doesn't want to see Rian sad anymore.

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