Just One Feeling's

God, Teach Me How to Say "No"

Apparently the assumption is wrong. Arga just let go of his grip. He left Ziban and Selena without a word.

After Arga completely exited Ziban's room, Selena walked up to the doorway. He was surprised to see Arga who was with his group of men. Ziban approached Selena. Want to make sure what Selena's looking at.

"You brought a lot of his men." (selena said)

Ziban did not respond to anything.

"Eh, you're okay, right?"

Ziban nodded slowly. Then he immediately told Selena to go back to work. Selena obeyed him. He left Ziban in the room alone. Ziban ruffled his hair. Frustrated by the unexpected arrival of Arga to his office.

Elsewhere, in a taxi, Meta and Rossie were sitting quietly in the passenger seat. The two of them had already made arrangements to visit Andin. After Meta said everything Secretary Chan said last night to Rossie and everything, he felt very eager to meet Andin.

In his heart, very sure. That Andin may have his own reasons to decide to take the contraceptive pill. It's probable. And as for Andin meeting other men without telling Ziban, Andin must have had another reason. That's how Meta's heart speaks.

Meta and Rossie talked about it in a taxi. However, Rossie did not fully defend Andin. Anyway, he's in the middle. Between Ziban, his brother. Andin, his friend.

"Ah, stop. Let's just wish them both the best. Anyway, we'll be there later. If Andin doesn't want to talk to anyone, maybe, he wants to tell you. Because you and Andin are so much closer than I am."

Meta smiled approvingly. He trusted himself very much. Will his success later in seducing Andin to pour his heart into him. Because he knows Andin very well.

After a while, they were silent. Meta glanced at Rossie at a glance. He saw Rossie who was busy with his phone. Actually, he still wanted to talk again. But there is no chat material. And apparently, Rossie is very serious about her phone.

Meta also opened his own phone. His mind goes back to his lover, Secretary Chan. He knew thinking about it would not end today. But what he thought this time was different.

The message from Secretary Chan this morning, he read it back in his heart.

"Sik, did you like my kiss yesterday?"

Meta replies, "It's normal."

"Yesterday, I really enjoyed it. You know, it was my first kiss. So's yours. I know it. Because you don't know how to kiss. And very stiff. But it doesn't matter. We'll try again. You want one, brother?"

Meta has not answered him to date. Earlier, he had already told Secretary Chan. That, today he will work full day. And his decision to lie, he felt was right. To be honest, he was still afraid to meet her.

For the next few days, I will think again. Reasons not to meet him. Maybe it's better.

Suddenly, he finds a topic of conversation with Rossie. He wants to know the opinions of others as well.

"Rossi..."

"Yes, Met. What's up?"

"I want to exchange ideas with you. You don't mind?"

"By pleasure. Incidentally, I'm happy to talk."

Meta felt he would get the right answer from the right person anyway. As long as he knows Rossie, he knows, Rossie will speak for what he is. And it's very much Meta needed right now.

"What do you think about dating before marriage?"

Rossie pursed her lips. Meta asks about dating before marriage. And Rossie did just that. Of course he was a little confused to answer.

"Huh. In religion, it is not allowed. Haram. You must know better about it."

Meta assented in the heart of Rossie's speech. He knows the law of dating.

"I have a boyfriend, and you have one too. We're just ordinary girls, aren't we, Met? Have feelings and desires. Ah, I don't know. Don't ask me, who's covered in this sin."

Rossie did not seem to like the topic too much. He relaxed his head. Suddenly, he wanted to tell me something about himself.

"Eh, do you know what, Met?"

"What?"

"I'm actually not allowed to date anyone by my mother either."

"But you're reckless?" (guess Meta)

Rossie shook her head.

"Bang Ziban agreed. He convinced my mother. He told my mom, like this."

"Raditya does look a lot of act and close to anyone is no exception women. But he knows his limits and how to socialize. He doesn't mess with women even if it's his own lover. I know him very well. Let Rossie get to know men more deeply. He's an adult. And as her sister, I agreed with Rossie to get to know Raditya."

Rossie told me everything in a contrived tone. It was as if the one who had said the sentence, was Ziban entirely.

"Finally I listened to Bang Ziban. Yes, Meta. I love Bang Ziban very much. Hugely. Hugely. Very." Very."

Meta still wants to ask you something again.

"And after you've been with Raditya, is it true that he hasn't acted so badly on you?"

Rossie seemed to think for a moment. Then he shook quickly.

"He just held my hand. Occasionally embrace. And the rest, no."

"Why really? Did Secretary Chan mess with you? Like kissing, like?"

Meta's face looks pias. Rossie could see it clearly. His mouth seemed to be silent. Don't know what to answer. Rossie made it between the two of them stiff with that question. Rossie is innocent. He is used to talking as is. That'sallthatis.

"Ah come on, Met. I was just kidding. Haha."

"A figure like Secretary Chan can't possibly do that to you."

Rossie laughed. Got a change in expression from Meta. He does not know, Meta will be easily tense even if only jokes are not important. And this time he only realized the words of his brother-in-law at that time was true. The other one is none other than Andin.

Regarding Meta that much changed after being together with Secretary Chan. The cheerful Meta, at the moment, is not fully cheerful. He often shows a changed expression. And what happens often is silence. He doesn't talk as much as before. However, Rossie decided not to comment on the Meta changes. Besides, he felt, it didn't matter. According him.

Rossie didn't realize they were both too open to talk. And at this moment, he was fully aware. About his words, and about the taxi driver.

Oh my God!

"Sir chauffeur, as long as we were telling you, you covered your ears, right?"

Meta realized it. The topic of their conversation does not deserve to be heard by foreigners.

"I don't close my ears. I even heard and understood all the chatter of the two of you." (he answered honestly)

Rossie growling.

"Huh! Tell us you didn't hear it, hurry!"

Hearing the growl of one of the passengers, the driver immediately shuddered in horror.

"Ba-good. I didn't hear it."

"Well, good."

Rossie smiled with satisfaction at the driver's answer. As for Meta, there is no intention of wanting to talk in the slightest. His mind and heart were still confused by the relationship that had begun to overdo. He was afraid to meet Secretary Chan. Because his body would not be able to resist him. Even though his mind knew, it was wrong.

God, teach me how to say "no."

SERIATE...