Just for Bella

Pain

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Bella threw her body violently in the toilet seat. He covered his face and cried, his back shaking. How could he lower his pride again in front of Delan

" *Murahan, only a cheap man can snatch a man's husband."

" Bella what's wrong with you, we all didn't expect, you're a woman like this. Explain to brother what happened, brother will help you .. "

" Stay away from my son, you don't deserve. You want to be a parasite on my son! if your baby needs a father go to his father don't take advantage of my son's love*!"

Those words came back ringing in Bella's ear, how when everyone came to her Apartment and Delan, those faces looked demeaning to her. Bella was not born into a wealthy family but she still has her own self-esteem. Despite being the second, Bella always put her position even she never asked for a living born to Delan if not the man who gave her

Bella cried even more when she remembered that night, she cried sobbing until her voice came out

" Bella, Delan was just messing around. How can you take it seriously? you think Delan loves you? you think as long as he cheats on you my relationship and Delan's ruined, Delan and I had a fight? No. Bella, you know, Delan and I still keep making love every night, even till last night we still do."

Bella shook her head with tears that kept sliding down. It was very painful to hear Angela's words to him first. Angela even gave a hard slap like a legal wife in general to a woman who seduced her husband in front of everyone, it was certainly very insulting to Bella even no one defended her at that time, he alone faced everyone

" I'm pregnant again baby Delan, don't you as a woman still have a conscience? ahh I forgot you're just a lowly woman who justifies every means to get my husband's money. Tell Bella how much you need so you can get away from my husband.1 Trillion is enough for you and your bastard baby? a baby whose father doesn't know who?"

Bella clenched her hands together and rubbed her wet cheeks. He stood up and approached the mirror. The puffy face, neck and chest tainted by Delan's kiss was Bella's concern. Then Bella decided to pour her whole body with water while clawing her whole body touched by Delan

" No, I'm not a cheap woman, no." muttered Bella and cried again

" Jeslyn's not a bastard either."

Huuuu

Bella's crying is tightening under the shower. Long enough for her whole body to shiver and feel frozen then Bella got up and came out of the bathroom

The next morning Bella opened her eyes when she felt a warm, wet touch. Bella was surprised to pull Delan's fingers over her cheeks violently. Bella's face returned fiercely to Delan unlike last night as they struggled with affection

" You have a fever" said Delan then intend to help Bella to sit down but once again Bella thrashed

" Remove your hands and get rid of them." the order, which Delan immediately obeyed, the man did not want to force Bella. Then Delan took a tray on the nightstand beside the bed where in the tray there was a bowl of porridge, a glass of water and fever-lowering drugs

Delan scooped full porridge with a spoon and brought Bella's lips closer together. " Eat, you must heal, Jeslyn still needs you." Delan ordered, for Jeslyn Bella would open her mouth and eat Delan's porridge

" I'm sorry." said Delan

" No, don't talk about it. Consider it a mistake."

" Yes, it's my fault." said Delan with a sad face, to be honest Delan was very hurt. Bella hated him so much

" Bella .." call Delan, this time Bella raised her pale face and looked at Delan

" Have you been happy all this time?" delan asked with both eyes glazed, Bella felt unable to see the two eyes with the brown net, she turned away

" I'm so happy." said Bella

" Thank God!" delan said then rubbed the corner of his wet eyes and returned to feed Bella

" You don't have to work today. Rest, let me take care of Jeslyn." Bella was just silent, her body that felt limp made Bella inevitably obey Delan and lie back in the mattress

All day Bella sees Delan taking care of Jeslyn, bathing their baby, feeding Jeslyn formula because Delan doesn't allow Bella to breastfeed Jeslyn when she has a fever like this. Making Bella a little touched, how the man seemed happy to take care of their baby. Also their baby who is also increasingly attached to the papa

Bella smiles at her daughter's cute giggles from outside the room. Of course it must be because Delan continues to mark Jeslyn, the man does seem to love Jeslyn but Bella also does not want to fool Delan for the umpteenth time. If once again Bella falls into Delan's arms and gets hurt again, it is not impossible that she will go crazy. It's been enough all along that Bella lived with bitterness and pain

Delan who was kissing under Jeslyn's chin filled with fat was disturbed by the sound of bells that continued to sound. " Your emmm is adorable dear." said Delan, once again he kissed the mangrove cheeks that made Jeslyn who Delan put to sleep on both his thighs giggling again. Delan took Jeslyn and got up from his seat to open the door

Delan was pensive as he opened the door. Then he came to his senses and opened the door wide. There was Jun, the man seemed still upset with this man in front of him who claimed to be Bella's husband." Come in." Delan ordered

He decided to give up, not because he did not want to fight for his marriage anymore, but Bella's cry last night really made Delan aware, the cry sounded painful in both ears of Delan. What happened to Bella? why did the woman sound in pain, her cries, her voice. Did Delan's family hurt Bella so much that she decided to run away and leave Delan? indeed Delan will not forgive everyone if it is true that they hurt his heart. Since last night his heart became very sick, Delan was wrong to force Bella and he had decided he would no longer force Bella in any case including forcing his feelings again. If Bella's happy isn't that enough for her? Delan doesn't want to be selfish and won't ban Bella. For him the most important thing is the happiness of Bella, the enormous love makes Delan forget his own happiness

Delan does not want to be selfish and thinks Bella still loves him because in fact Bella really hates him at this time. Delan will succumb as long as it's best for Bella and Jeslyn though it's undeniable that he's deeply hurt

" Where's Bella?" ask Jun

" He's resting in the room." said Delan as he rubbed the top of Jeslyn's head that was dizzy with Jun's arrival

Jun ignored Delan, the face panicked and breezed into Bella's room. Delan followed Jun but the man just stayed at the door, standing there with a sad face. In his heart he was jealous and burning, but Delan could what? talking and defending is useless because Bella won't believe it

" Bella" she called him to make those two closed eyes wide open

" Young?" Bella is a little surprised by Jun who is suddenly in her room, Bella feels uncomfortable with this. His head circulates and finds Delan standing on the doorstep with Jeslyn in his trunk

" What's going on?" tanya Jun suddenly stroked Bella's cheek

" I'm just not feeling well." as Bella blocked Jun's fingers on her cheeks, Bella put the hand away, she was really uncomfortable with Jun's touch. But last night he and Delan did more than touch Bella instead received and enjoyed it

" What did that man do to you?" Bella shook her head, why did she feel dislike for Jun's question. Actually what Delan and himself did last night did not hurt one bit, after all Delan never divorced him

" If he's gonna have the courage to fuck around, talk to me I'm gonna teach him a lesson." Bella smiled then nodded slowly, Jun is indeed a very considerate man since a few months ago she knew Jun

" Thank you Jun and I'm sorry I didn't work today."

" Why talk like that, just think about your health" Jun said

Cup

Bella was surprised not to play when the lips landed suddenly fused him then Bella turned to Delan, more precisely Delan's back because the man was away from the two. Bella does not know that Delan is very angry, of course her heart is very sick and jealous to see his wife kissed by another man in front of her but Delan also can not be angry as before, he did not want to force Bella

Delan decided to sit down again on the sofa, he picked up Jeslyn who was fisting his fingers. Delan kissed Jeslyn's cheek gently." Jeslyn, is it okay if papa isn't always on Jeslyn's side hmm?" Both Delan's eyes glazed over his daughter

" Jeslyn, papa stays your papa until papa dies. But papa Jeslyn can't be with Jeslyn every second so Jeslyn don't hate papa huh. Papa promised papa will visit Jeslyn often." said Delan with a sweet smile and tears that continue to fall

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