Just for Bella

Daddy, wake up!

Pevita ...

Pevita ..

I wanted to call her, but my lips felt dull and my eyes were heavy to open. Every day I hear the sound of crying, the voice of Pevita's spoiled complaint. Also the sound of the carefree laughter of the little girl who every day accompanied my morning, afternoon, evening and evening

Her name is Eleanor, isn't she? I am grateful to the person who gave her such a beautiful name. Again, the sound of giggling laughter was buzzing in my ears, every day, every second I tried to wake up. I hope God gives me one chance to know her, I want to give my love, I want to be in the midst of the carefree laughter of my baby and Pevita

I'm so sorry Pevita, if only I hadn't done it that night. If I had known I would fall in love with you, I probably wouldn't have stained you, I would have asked Delan nicely. Like any other couple we walk together, hold hands, do things together. If only I could repeat time, I wouldn't have taken it all, I would have married you so Eleanor would have known me from the moment you were in your womb

Now my body can't even move. Only the ears bear witness to how cute my baby is, his powerful babble, his cheerful laughter and his cries. Pevita, I want to wake up, I want to hear all your stories about Eleanor, how you gave birth to her, whether she always cried as a baby, did she bother you. I promise Pevita, if God gives me a chance to open my eyes again, I will make up for everything, time wasted. I will take care of you and Eleanor with all my heart

There is no woman like Pevita, even when I have made a very fatal mistake and you still want to open your heart to the father of your son

" When do you close your eyes? It's been a month, brother." For God's sake, whenever I heard Pevita's complaint, I wanted to get up, I wanted to hug her, calm her down to stop crying. But my whole body was stiff, I couldn't move even to open my eyes, just the teardrops that answered every utterance

I felt the caress of the fingers gently rubbing my fallen tears. I want to see that pretty face, even for the last time. I always try my best to wake up

" Elea's been waiting for you to wake up baby, don't let her wait too long. Please, let him feel your affection." The whisper returned to make my tears fall

" You heard it hmm? Then get up, let's get up."

" Open your eyes, look at him. You'll regret missing it just like that."

" Mommy, Justyn's naughty." That funny shout made my tears feel forced to always come out

" You always hear it, right? So when are you gonna see it?" I knew Pevita was getting tired, and repeatedly he was heard giving up

" Dear, come here." That soft voice always filled my heart

I feel warm and small hands caressing my cheeks." He is your Daddy."

" Daddy?" My heart trembled at the pampered funny voice, all my might trying to open my eyes

" Yes, your Daddy."

" No!"

" He is your Daddy."

" Will you help Mommy wake up Daddy." I was eager to see that little facial expression that would definitely look so funny, I tried to move my whole body so that both eyes would open

" Come, say!"

" Daddy, wake up!" My tears returned unstoppable infiltrating out of the corner of the eye

" Daddy wake up, Elea's here."

" Yes, good girl. Let's do it again!"

" Daddy wake up, please." His words sounded clear, the small body was hugging me so tightly, I could hear the sobs of Pevita and Mammi at this moment

I heard a loud cry again, I was starting to not be able to control my thoughts anymore. Everything went back to the dark porch, no shadow of Pevita or Eleanor, everything was dark, my whole body was in pain

" Doctor." The hysterical screams of Pevita were still heard before the voices disappeared. Although I never said it but believe me Pevita, I love you so much ..

" Doctor, he's convulsing." Mammi Diana said with tears

" Please save my son!"

While Pevita could only cry with Eleanor, the toddler looked terrified at the convulsing father

" Let the doctor take care of the patient calmly, while all of you are out of the room." A nurse's orders on Pevita

" Please save Milan. Please, his daughter still needs him." Pevita described her face that was flooded with tears

" We'll try."

Pevita could only peek out of the glass crack in the door, watching Milan being treated by doctors. A doctor appeared to rise to Milan's body, press his chest and give him a heart shock device. Pevita closed his eyes, he could not see Milan

" Oh my God, give Milan a chance." Pevita hugged Eleanor, who was constantly crying. Pevita noticed Eleanor, Milan's body reacting that way when hugged by her daughter

" O Lord, let us feel happiness, even if it's not long." Pevita murmured with tears flooding, since Milan did not wake up, the tears never dried on Pevita's cheeks

Pevita was immediately embraced by Bella who was also in place." He's a good man, God will give him a chance to be with you and Elea." Pevita turned to Bella and nodded, to be honest Pevita felt jealous, her brother-in-law was loved by Milan. Pevita himself felt unsure what love Milan as deep as himself, or still not forget the shadow of Bella

Pevita's heart was pounding as one of the doctors in charge of Milan approached and opened the door. Pevita's tears returned unstoppable, she was afraid of hearing bad things, even she did not dare to open her mouth to ask

" I've never found anything like this ma'am."

" What does the doctor mean?" Mammi Diana asked, the woman was endlessly letting out her tears just like Pevita

" The patient really struggles to live, it's like a medical miracle. To be honest the patient's life chances are very small, but for God's sake, the patient is already past his critical period." Pevita cried loudly and directly in Bella's embrace

" Mister Milan will soon be aware."

" Thank you." Mammi Diana held the doctor's hands firmly

Pevita kissed Eleanor's cheek so gently." Thank you, this must be because of you. Your father must have wanted so much to share his affection with you." Pevita muttered in Eleanor's ear. Finally he could breathe a sigh of relief and sleep well. During this month Pevita could not do anything, he only went home for a while and will return to accompany Mammi Diana to guard Milan

That persistence made Mammi Diana feel moved, it turns out that there are also those who love their son so sincerely. When looking at Pevita's stature and appearance, of course the woman can get better than her son, but the woman was so loyal, waiting for Milan to wake up from his long sleep

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- Mom Elea

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