Julia and South Korea

Episode 56/Sadness.

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Abe and Julia have arrived in Korea at dawn, they rest first in a hotel. According to Steve, Kyungsoo's family is preparing for a funeral.

Throughout the journey Julia just fell silent, not much he commented. In the afternoon Julia and Abe headed to the funeral home in the Seoul area. He braced his heart to see Kyungsoo's body one last time. Although he is certain that his existence will not be well received by the Kyungsoo family.

On arrival at the funeral home, Abe and Julia get out of their car. Julia was silent for a moment when she saw several mourners who came wearing all-black clothes including herself and Abe.

“Are you sure baby?” Abe.

Julia just nodded.

Julia and Abe enter the funeral home and mourn inside. From outside the door he sees clearly a large frame of Kyungsoo's photo while still alive. Julia and Abe slowly enter the room and pay their last respects to Kyungsoo. No time for Julia to pay her respects, Grandma Kyungsoo

scolded him.

“All this happened because of meeting you, if he had not been pierced?, he would not have died so soon” said the grandmother with the remains of her tears.

“For you, Kyungsoo shouldn't have met you from the beginning. You prefer a man richer than Kyungsoo”, his mother said.

The curse Julia received made her feel guilty. He walked slowly towards his family and immediately prostrated himself before them. His family and all the mourners present, including Abe, were shocked to see the sight.

“Naneun Mian Habnida/I'm sorry”

Julia sat on the floor apologizing. For whatever sake his mistake cannot penetrate the Kyungsoo family's hatred towards him. Once more. He wanted time to turn around to repeat the incident that time. Let him feel it this time. If necessary he also wants to leave this world and get together with his parents and Lexa. For the sake of heaven and Earth he wants to replace Kyungsoo's current place.

Sung Ja and Yoo Ri were Julia's former servants at Kyungsoo's house who saw the incident immediately approached Julia and hugged her.

“No mistress, don't be like this” Yoo Ri said.

“Don't say so madam, you know that master loves you so much, don't blame yourself” Connect Sung Ja who cried sobbing.

Julia returns to her original place to pay her last respects to Kyungsoo in front of a photo of the deceased. He blames the incense and prostrates that plate.

This time Julia wanted one thing before she actually left. He wants to see Kyungsoo's body one last time. This request is very difficult. His family would not allow it. Julia kept trying. Julia walks back towards the Kyungsoo family “I want to see her Body. Let me see Kyungsoo the last time” The greeting hangs “I beg” Julia back prostrate though it's embarrassing for people who see but not with her.

It was a form of guilt and respect for the family of the deceased.

Julia, Abe and the family of the deceased were in the mortuary room. The funeral home staff have removed Kyungsoo's body from a large safe. In front of Julia there is now a dead body that is stretched stiff complete with hanbok clothes that have been used in her body. He rubbed Kyungsoo's head gently with tears. He rubbed Kyungsoo's face. “Ke-napa ?” Julia switched hands holding Kyungsoo “K-why is your body d-cold once? Are you k-cooled??.”

“Kyungsoo yes, I love you, I really love you” Julia muttered in her heart, her body shaking violently said those words in her mind.

Stammering yet subtle pronunciation. “Aren't you going to fight for me??? B-can't you-you'll take me again?” All just shut up and lowered their heads, Kyungsoo's mother and grandmother could only cry. Julia tried to hold back a hiccup in order to speak normally but her emotions were always inferior to what she wanted to say “You promised to change, you promised not to hurt me, What is it just your mouth

Julia went down and folded her knees together next to Kyungsoo's gurney. He kissed Kyungsoo's back hand. “K-You lied, you left while I was here” Julia had been tired of talking until her defense collapsed and cried so badly. “Ahhh.......Kyungsoo yes...” Lirih. Abe immediately calmed Julia down and helped the woman stand up.

 “Hhuuhuuhu..” Julia gradually woke up and leaned on Abe's side.

You know what it's like to get hurt and then the scar is given acid water ?? So painful if it feels. So did Julia's feelings. Unparalleled perih. If Kyungsoo hadn't met me, it probably wouldn't have been like this in the end. He may still be alive today.

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Abe and Julia return to the hotel. It feels like his mind is churning. Abe held Julia's hand until the owner turned to look at the man “Have a rest, don't think of anything? Said Abe who was replied with a nod.

“Don't think of anything?? How could” Thought Julia in heart.

 Julia went back to the room and rested. Abe is in his room with Steve at work. Abe's a very busy man. For Julia's sake he was willing to leave his work temporarily to accompany her. At night Abe headed for Julia's room. Julia was just sitting pensively in the balcony of her room.

“If you want to go somewhere I will accompany you” Abe said.

Julia's only desire is one moment, she wants to go to Kyungsoo's residence first.

Julia soon arrives at Kyungsoo's house. Not much has changed from that place. The servant who still recognized him let him in. Julia enters her room with Kyungsoo first. Just like the beginning, the room was still as before. Julia clenched her right hand while putting it on her chest. It

walk slowly into that room full of memories.

The memories of Kyungsoo who likes to tease her by not wearing clothes, working with a laptop on the bed, Julia who sleeps with her back, likes to hug her suddenly when Julia falls asleep and much more. He then opened his closet. Julia was shocked by the contents of the wardrobe. Kyungsoo still keeps it

neatly all her clothes. He took one of Kyungsoo's clothes and kissed her.

“This smells Kyungsoo” Julia said in her heart.

 “Huhuuuhuuuu” He hits his chest repeatedly and firmly.

“Stop” Abe said as he held her hand which made Julia look at him.

“Say, how can I get through this ? Tell me how so that my heart doesn't hurt like this, I don't I'm hhuuuhu” said Julia in tears

“In your opinion, I can see you like this” said abe with a slightly elevated tone intonation.” Don't blame yourself, he won't calm down if you blame yourself”

“Let's go home” said Abe who made Julia heavy-hearted to leave the place.

let's say it's just a dream. If it is, I will get up and run towards you Kyungsoo.

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