Julia and South Korea

Episode 5's

Someone was stiff in space

ICU, lying helplessly on a hospital bed filled with

tools that stick to his body. “What are the things that stick to my mother's body ???”

the words immediately flashed his mind as if to imply that

his life could only depend on those tools.I don't know what tools

it was attached to my mother's body in addition to the oxygen attached to the mouth

the occasional doctor and nurse entered to see the development of the patient.

I was just looking through the window of that room. I don't dare

asked the doctor for the diagnosis because I couldn't

overheard him.

My brother sat down and

he lowered his head to the hospital floor. He did not dare to look at the body

my new home has arrived at the hospital that has not yet turned my body around

sit first on the bench waiting in front of the ICU room. My eyes will not

turned away from my mother's unconscious body aka coma it.

Why ? Why ? What's up ?

I wonder why it could

happened to my family ?. Is God punishing me for negligence

looking after his mother and sister ? or is this a rebuke ? is this God's trial

give because of his affection to a servant ??

My tears drip, drop by drop

without a sound, I was still standing looking at it unconsciously my tears were quite swift

to wet my cheeks.my sister cried even more until sobbing. eyes

and the head stayed down on the floor, like he was haunted by guilt

if you see her brother.

“Ibuu...” Sobs the sister's cry

stammered.

Sometimes he wipes his tears

cause it's been flooding her chubby cheeks.

My voice was like something was holding back.

Can't make a sound like my sister's been sobbing.what's this like

post trauma ?

Someone pulled my arm and

hugging me while crying hysterically, her crying voice was more audible than

julia's sister and break the silence of the space around the ICU. It turns out it's an older sister

my mother's bladder just arrived from Riau with her son and daughter.

they embraced me and strengthened me as a ponakan and cousin to me

my son, I just cried without a sound and they let go

his embrace because I started to look like I was getting sucked in with their embrace.

The situation went back to quiet as before.

we all sat in front of the ICU. The nurse advised

enter alternately and use a sterile suit. I dare not look

mother's condition. I'm afraid I'm gonna get hysterical when I see her and then somebody

the young male doctor came and strengthened me.

“Look at your mother, your mother for sure

waiting for you inside, even if he's still in a coma, but he's more sensitive when his son

see it up close. Said the handsome and young doctor while holding

both hands.

Julia's red eyes looked in the direction

the doctor's hand.

“ We will try our best

to save your mother “ the handsome doctor told Julia.

Julia finally got up

he entered with his brother and the doctor. We have sterile clothes on.

so did his doctor. Julia slowly moved her legs closer

his mother's body until he stopped right in front of his mother's face

he had burns but not severe, he looked at his entire body

his mother was only naked and only wrapped in cloth so that her skin was not

flake off. Living tools attached to his body in addition to adding to the torment

in his body but that's how he still survives against death.

Long enough Julia was glued and

he slowly regressed his body until he finally sat down

the floor while holding back cries and silencing his still-open mouth.

“Hiks..” Julia cried

sobbing.then there he let out his crying voice when he saw

the face of his beloved mother.

“Mother.” sobs Julia split

immediately invited his sister who was also crying.

“Mother.” call Julia

gasp.

The young doctor tried to calm him down

the two sisters also rubbed Julia's shoulders to remain patient.

“Aaaaaa,..” cried Julia.

getting louder.

God, why did you give me

a trial so heavy for us ? I can't bear to lose him

! Julia fell to the ground unable to see the condition of her mother.

Julia tried to rub

his chest sobbing and occasionally looking at his mother's body from below.

his little sister could only be stunned crying within 1 meter of him.