JODOH: First Love

44. move on

Raya may still miss him a lot. Which he should never miss again. Raya still harbors a taste for her beloved friend even though the love is never reciprocated.

Raya tried to find Rashid's name on her social media. Raya wants to see how happy the beloved man who has been engaged or even married to the idol.

But Raya's been looking for their pictures. Raya didn't find anything.

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Raya continues to search for Rashid's digital footprint, which indicates she is engaged or even married, perhaps. But he found nothing, about the engagement or even the wedding.

On social media owned by Rashid there is only about work and also words to the galauan that he posted lately.

There is a photo that really attracts the attention of Raya. That is, the picture of the hand with the ring finger attached to the couple's ring that they have had since school time first. With a bright blue sky background with little white clouds that are as beautiful as cotton.

There Rashid wrote the words that made Raya think that they might be written for her.

'It turns out I misinterpreted everything. The sweet smile I thought was love. It's just kidding for you. Or maybe it never was. #Rasyid's'

Raya then shifted her phone screen again down, looking for something that could make her forget Rashid or just convince her heart, that Rashid already belongs to someone else.

Raya only needed to see something that could hurt her heart once more. So that he could leave his heart to Rashid.

There is a photo that is almost the same as the one above, but a little different, with only the sky that appears there is a twilight sky with an orange hue that scratches the sky, so peaceful.

The clouds that cover the sunlight enter the cracks of the earth. Adding to the beautiful atmosphere of twilight in that screenshot.

Under the photo, Rashid wrote such deep words of heartbreak, a sign being left by someone without starting any relationship, whether with whom it was.

'The story of the two of us even just wanted me to start. However, I was forced to recognize it by the universe. And now it's over with your departure without a single word "completed. Pardon us. #Rasyid's'

'But, why did he write these words for me.' Thinking Raya.

Raya tried to re-read the writing, and looking back at the photo that was on it carefully, maybe there was something she missed.

'Maybe there is a problem with his fiancee?' Thought Raya to calm her heart. 'But why wear that ring?' Raya muttered, still looking at the ring on Rashid's finger.

'Why isn't it just the ring that they both wear?' Thinking Raya.

'You still make me think that you love me Rashid' Raya said to herself.

Raya holds the ring she uses on her ring finger. The same ring as the one used by Rashid. The ring always reminds Raya of Rashid.

Raya let out a long sigh, to calm down for a moment her heart. Rubbed his face quite roughly.

Raya tries to find out Hani's social media, maybe there are clues that can answer Raya's question, or at least make Raya understand what is going on between the two of them. So that should make Rashid a heart of this.

Raya found nothing on Hani's social media. There is only a picture of Hani and a man who appears on his back. There's written the word 'Couple'. But from his posture Raya was sure it was not Rashid's back.

Raya knows very well which Rashid is and not from any side.

"Or maybe their engagement didn't happen?" Raya said, still looking at the photo.

Raya finally shut down Hani's social media. He was silent for a moment.

Raya opened her photo gallery, posting twilight photos near her official home at the puskesmas now. Raya wrote under the photo with the words :

'Forgetting yourself? Even from the beginning I did not deserve to have you or maybe just think of you. #MAAF #Naraya #Broken heart'

Raya then pressed the post button, and out of social media after the photo and the words were uploaded.

Raya put her phone on the table beside her bed. Then stand up and walk to the door of his room.

Raya picked up the key hanging near the bathroom door. I chose to leave the room for a moment. To calm himself.

Raya who did not know the area here, walked hesitantly towards the hotel lobby. He sat on the sofa in the hotel lobby for a while. Baffled. Raya doesn't know where to go.

Raya is quite grounded with the appearance of Iqbal in front of him. Very different from how he looked this afternoon.

Iqbal walked over to Raya. He stood right in front of the Kingdom. Smiling sweet.

"Doctor why is he here?" Ask Iqbal.

"Ep...I was going out for a while, but I didn't know where to go!" Bumbling Raya Speech.

Iqbal stood so close to Raya, that the scent of Iqbal's body could be smelled very clearly in Raya's nose.

That scent made Raya so clumsy. Raya eventually moved slightly away from Iqbal's presence. A step back from the front of Iqbal. But Iqbal instead meddled and smiled at Raya.

A smile that was enough to make the heart of Raya who was nearby feel enchanted. Iqbal with a typical Indonesian face, enough to make people nearby fascinated.

"Had?" Ask Iqbal.

"Yes, now I want to go back to my room!" Raya Saying.

"If you want to come out with me, doctor!" Bring Iqbal.

"Where are you going?" Tanya Raya hesitated.

"Udah come with the doctor!" Bring Iqbal.

"Much no?" Tanya Raya's.

"Wear this!" Said Iqbal, he gave the jacket he wore to Raya.

Iqbal was about to put the jacket on to Raya, but was subtly rejected by Raya. Raya takes the jacket Iqbal gave her, and wears it herself.

"Thank you!" Speak after wearing that jacket.

"It's cold outside!" Remember Iqbal.

"If it's cold outside, what are you wearing?" Tanya Raya who saw Iqbal only wore a short-sleeved shirt that was so thin according to Raya.

Iqbal just smiled and walked in front of Raya, while pulling Raya's hand.

Iqbal's hand grip on his fingers is enough to make Raya's heart beat fast.

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