Jasmine Heart Red

don't want to cheat

ami looking for the house keys in her small bag, the front room looks dark the possibility of the mother is asleep, ami opened the door slowly her home she does not want her mother to wake up.

she saw that the door of the mother's room was closed tightly, sure that she had slept and she immediately locked the door of her house and entered her room.

ami tried calling lusi, but wasn't picked up

then he sent me a short message

"what are you, ay?"

ami does call lusi "darling"

"looked active 10 minutes ago, but the message was only one-centre"

"maybe he's asleep" inner ami

just wanted to vcall but I undo fear lusi was asleep.

he threw himself in after changing clothes, hmmm...

"why did I become like this" he thought as he stared at the ceiling of his room

"why could I have known another woman while I had a lover" ,

although the LDR but not a reason to cheat and betray, although he was aware that his relationship with Susie was not "alright" and his introduction to sarah was not something planned but he also could not dismiss there was a sense of wanting to know sarah further, I don't know like there was something that disturbed his heart.

ami closed her eyes and a few minutes later she fell asleep

×××

finish your morning prayers immediately ahead, sit for a while wearing shoes

after drinking a glass of warm water he was permission on the mother to go jogging around the complex where she lived.

the sun began to rise in the eastern horizon, it was quite far he ran around a little, the grains of sweat began to wet his body, ami raised his face and left her bathed in the morning sunlight, warm.

×××

lusi saw wa from ami last night and read it, he immediately contacted ami via vcall but many times his phone was not picked up, he put back his cellphone.

somehow Susi felt saturated with their relationship, the longer she realized that she and ami were not in line anymore, somehow her love felt faded.

not because there is a third person, because lusi was loyal and not duplicitous just like there is no taste the same as before, he really enjoyed his career and his job while I was in a hurry to get married, their age was indeed quite far apart, lusi is only 22 years old just started his career and he is very happy when he was accepted to work in one of the privately owned mining companies, and he remembers very well ami once said if he became his wife I want to lusi just at home and become a housewife, which is contrary to his conscience, he said, that was why he always avoided and looked for excuses when ami expressed the intention to ask for her hand.

×××

ami took off her shoes, took a short break and changed her t-shirt which was soaked by sweat, taken away from her mattress she saw 3 missed calls from Susi, apparently I called her when she was jogging.

ami immediately called lusi

"assalamualaikum ayang ku.." say hello ami excitedly.

"waalaikumsalam mas, sorry yes last night I was asleep" replied lusi flat

"what are you, ay?"

"again sleep aja mas, mumpung holiday"

"hasn't breakfast?" ask ami attention

"i ate bread already"

"how's your job? smoothly?, it seems like a busy km yes, rarely can we call ky gini"

"yes mas, a few days yesterday was a bit busy, there was a friend who invited me to join the business here"

"oooo, what trus? you agreed?

"what is my request? have you been able to give a definite answer? ask ami expectantly

"mmmm.me.., I still need some time mas"

"okay, how much longer do I have to wait?" ask ami getir

"sorry, I still can't be sure..."

"okalah if indeed you are still worried." cut ami a little disappointed.

"that's not what I mean, I just..."

"it's okay if you're not ready, sorry if I force a little answer from you, already yes I want to take a shower, assalamualaikum" ami closed their conversation

there was a sense of disappointment in his heart

"waalaikumsalam" replied lusi slowly

ami closed her eyes and exhaled her breath slowly her mind slightly in a frenzy, while Lusi was there also felt a little guilty because he knew ami must feel disappointed with his attitude and his answer.

×××

it's been a week since I and Sarah got acquainted, nothing special because after their last conversation on the night of last week ami and sarah did not communicate at all

ami just does not want to be too late in her curiosity and does not want to allow herself to feel comfortable with other women while Iusi was like no care about their romantic relationship.

even so do not want to start communication because they do not want to be stuck with circumstances that could bring a sense of "love" for him who is longing for a man to fill the emptiness of his heart.

even so, after the last time he called ami he never said hello even though just asking for news, he really showed that he began to stay away from ami and even thought to end it all but his heart was still unable to express it.

×××

"you keep this, yeah"

mom handed me a small box covered in velvet when I was busy watching tv

"what is this mom?

ask ami while accepting the mother's gift

"just open it"

ami opened her and she was a little surprised, there was a bracelet and a gold necklace complete with a heart-red pendant

"this is what mom is for"

ask ami curious

"this is a saving from the mother's results during the first trade, just like the mother gave you when she wanted to propose first"

mother explained

"yes.but I don't want to propose to you yet"

said ami terbata

"keep it first, the mother did not intentionally buy a ring because the mother was afraid that the size did not fit"

"yes ma'am, I'll keep it, thank you ma'am"

her eyes glazed over, she kissed mother's hand, hugged her tightly and kissed her.

ami really did not expect mother to give her this gold jewelry, and she was confused who the woman she would take to mother, while Lusi had already conveyed her rejection and sarah....ah ami did not know him too well and why also the thought appeared in his mind, ah this is not true, how can his heart be divided while he does not want to cheat.

seriated