Jasmine Heart Red

disappointed

sarah opened the wardrobe and stood pecking, her lips were small and moved to the right and to the left, she was confused about what clothes to wear to meet ami. sarah's hand moved around and picked up the black tunic of small flowers, navy jeans and dark blue veil, she was smiling in front of her heart's mirror.

"this is good, no po?" ask sarah the same as the tone that was peeling apples for soraya

"wow.." I looked in amazement.

"wow what the hell, my looks are normal too"

"yes but you wear that lipstick"

"yes and no time in poles, ntar shoots, winning? peach is not red"

"aunty where are you going? beautiful" soraya praised sarah with a smile

"aunty wants to meet you dear, thank you already said pretty aunt" sarah pinching the cheeks gembil soraya

" yes aunt, same" answered soraya while putting pieces of apple into her mouth

"wild, children of the most honest hehe.." sarah cengengesan.

"yes yes, do not long meet yes, phone trus if there is nothing" message kak tada

"yes, doain ya good luck"

"do you want anterin?" the brother offered himself

"ngga ah. ntar lu ngerecokin" declined sarah, brother smiling.

"street aunt used to be beautiful, assalamualaikum" said sarah

"waalaikumsalam" replied ka tada and soraya together.

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online taxi orders arrived, "with sarah" said the car owner while looking at her phone "yes really, sir" answered sarah with a smile to the middle-aged man sitting behind the wheel, then Sarah got into the car and went down the road and a mogot that was quite jammed even though this was not a working day.

sarah glanced at the watch on her left hand, still at 10:30, she deliberately came earlier than the promised time but did not give any news to ami so she could walk2 for a while.

sarah walked around the plaza and visitors were still quiet.

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finished bathing ami immediately put on a black t-shirt and indeed all her t-shirts were matching, milk chocolate trousers and hats to add to her confidence, the long awaited day finally arrived, the, she's meeting sarah today.

ami headed to the front room to wear shoes, just out of the room suddenly her phone rang, at first she thought sarah gave news but it turned out mas thoriq

"Assalamualaikum, yes mas anything" said ami

"waalaikumsalam, ami I'm on my way to the hospital with my mother"

"what??, mother why mas?" ask ami to panic

"yes mas, well I follow now" explained ami after mas thoriq mentioned the name of a hospital.

ami rushed to pick up the key and soon followed the toriq mas.

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after 30 minutes of shopping-free muters, Sarah glanced at the clock in her hand and immediately called ami to give her news but was not picked up, sarah tried to call again several times but still not picked up as well, "may be busy" sarah tried to positive thinking, she also walked to a beverage outlet and ordered her favorite chocolate drinks.

while the ami who was on her way to the hospital did not realize that the phone in her pants pocket kept ringing, her mind was in a state of anxiety to hear the news of the mother being taken to the hospital, she was very worried about the condition of her mother and wished there was no bad news and she was fine.

the drink in her glass was almost gone, many times Sarah saw her phone to check if there was a message or phone from ami, but it turns out ami did not reply or give news, at all, his heart began to be possessed by anxiety.it was more than 45 minutes he waited, his eyes were always fixed towards the entrance hoping ami suddenly came and gave a surprise, he said, his eyes continued to look for whether there was a man who came alone but from earlier he saw and then it was people who came with family, friends or partners, or not, even if there are those who are alone are middle-aged men and school-age teenagers.

she was asphyxiating the cold chocolate drink that now felt so bitter in her throat, there was a sense of tightness in her chest

"is it possible that ami lied and did not come, is it possible that ami was just toying with her, is it possible that ami was sitting somewhere and hiding just to know what she was like? then leave her?"

various negative thoughts approached him, making his eyes feel hot and the white bulir began to blur his gaze, wiping his circles before sliding into his cheeks, sick, disappointed, angry, it was his felt, it was his, he immediately got up from his seat and walked towards the exit, he did not care anymore ami came or not, if it is too late, at least can give news not silent without picking up and returning calls from him.

ami arrived at the hospital and immediately headed to the IGD room after parking her motorbike, her eyes searched for mas thoriq and immediately approached as soon as her eyes caught the figure of her brother sitting on a long bench.

"mother why mas" he asked in panic so that he arrived in front of the thoriq mas

"sit down first" thoriq tried to calm the panicked ami

"yes, but I don't know why, do I?" tanya ami is still in a panic

"mas also did not know how exactly the incident, salma and ghina were going to the market, mas was washing the car in front, mother did not come out of the room from after the dawn prayer, then after coming home from the market suddenly Salma shouted calling mother, mas directly entered and saw the mother was lying unconscious on the floor, in front of the bathroom door, and the, I brought my mother here and called you" Thoriq explained

"trus what now?, what did the doctor say?"

"alhamdulillah mother was conscious and now in the ICU room, the mother had a heart attack, but Alhamdulillah was immediately taken to the hospital and can still be saved"

"i want to see mommy" ami got up from her seat

"not now, the doctor says you need to rest a little, later if it improves then you can be met and talked to, just relax you do not panic, just pray that the mother's condition will improve" mas thoriq tried to prevent and calm the ami who looked very panicked.

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the weather was very sunny and it was quite hot but not with sarah, her heart was cloudy as if there was a storm rumbling there, somehow his heart felt very disappointed with the treatment of ami who reneged on her promise and let her wait alone, he felt very stupid, ah it hurt so much, even though ami looked good, he said, very good but it turns out the same with men who before him who only bring disappointment and sadness, but, and Sarah could no longer hold back her tears that kept forcing her to come out of both corners of her eyes, on the park bench she sat down and cried, crying for her stupidity, she said, it is his naivety to trust a man whom he does not yet know what his true nature is.

azan zuhur's voice from the mosque shocked her, sarah stopped her crying, she brushed her tears and tried hard, she took a deep breath and exhaled her through her mouth, then stand up and step towards the mosque where the azan is proclaimed, when he arrived at the mosque he went straight to the ablution and took the ablution water to immediately perform the prayer of the nobility.

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"mas want to go to the mosque first to pray zuhur, you wait here first yes later we take turns, afraid that later the doctor will come and say something about the mother" then Thoriq went to the hospital museum and left the ami, ami closed her eyes for a moment in her heart praying that she would be okay.

"Astaghfirullah sarah" ami was surprised, she just realized that she had an appointment to meet with sarah, ah why could she forget, he just said, ami immediately took her phone but had not had time to open her suddenly the doctor came and looked for the family of the nurhayati mother, who was, ami immediately woke up and approached the doctor as soon as his mother's name was called to know the development of the mother's condition.