
"Maaasss"shout me.
Raka heads to the kitchen to grab a drink and look for snacks as her stomach is hungry.
I asked again too
"What is the reason you inject hormones?"
Raka who had been lazy to explain also answered my question.
"The number is if the husband says do not cut, because if it has been cut already lazy to discuss it again" replied Raka and sat down
with snacks and water.
They also sat at the dining table.
"Yes yes mas, I'm sorry that" I said with compassion.
"Lo lo kok so I'm sorry anyway" my inner self looked at him.
"Well, but you have to promise me first, if anything I say, you won't be angry" he asked me to promise not to be angry.
I'm curious because I want to know the reason also agree with what mas Raka asked.
"Well I won't be angry, so tell me now" I looked at him.
Raka stopped eating and now she looked at me.
"We are close about our past, no matter what happens in our household we should never associate it with the past.
The past let the past not be revealed, do not be reminded, do not be opened let alone used as a scapegoat in every problem." said Raka and then drank water.
"Yes, I promise" I answered briefly.
"Look Mel, the reason I injected hormones is because I wanted to delay your pregnancy first because yesterday you had a miscarriage." said Raka by holding my hand.
Instantly I was shocked because I did not feel what and after that nothing happened.
I just kept quiet with the Raka mas, then Raka continued his words.
"Why did you miscarry may be due to the food factor you eat, it looks like the food we ate at a Japanese restaurant the other day.
I didn't tell you because I didn't want you to be shocked and sad."mas Raka firmly grasped my hand as if giving me strength through the grasp of her hand.
I regret that I had a thought that was not not on Raka mas.
"I'm sorry mas"my lyrics that make mas Raka stand up and squat in front of me.
I sat down and hugged him
"You're not wrong mas, maybe if I'm in your position I will also do the same thing"the more hugging mas Raka.
"Given your weak content, I am afraid that you will fall pregnant again for that I decided to inject hormones and delay your pregnancy." said Raka by tightening her arms.
"Thank you mas"lirihku.
We also stopped our embrace.
"Eat yuk Mel, I'm hungry" Raka said with a chuckle.
"Yes, I panned the food" I took the food I had in the closet.
"You cooked what Mel" asked Raka by looking at the food I was putting out.
"Kare chicken mas" I answered and then moved the food to the pot.
Once ready, Raka immediately ate with his greed, even he did not wait for me.
Seeing me eat so well makes me smile
"Slowly slow down, the cooking is good?"tanykau.
Raka just coded by raising her thumb.
After eating we went out to shop for the kitchen and so on.
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While in the car there was a small conversation between us.
"Mel I will stop injecting my hormones, hopefully we will soon be given a baby Mel" said Raka began the conversation.
"What is really mas??"I tried to convince Raka's statement.
"Yes Mel" she answered briefly.
I was very happy and put my head on Raka's boat.
"The more dear you are, I'm just like you"
it was Lirihku who made Raka smile.