Jasmine For The CEO

Regretting

Raka sat pensively with such great regret. But all in vain he could not see his son again.

Satisfied with her solitude Raka looks for me in Ray and Rey's room.

"Mel" called. Raka went into the room, and she coded the baby sitter to get out.

I just kept quiet not responding to his call, my heart still hurts from Raka's treatment. He hugged me but I avoided.

"Please mas, don't bother me. Go you must be so busy out there that you forget us." I said without looking at Raka.

"Mel, I'm sorry" he said.

"Sorry you are useless for now, my heart is already in pain and my love has turned to hate" I said

"You also hate me, because my body is stretched. You're ashamed of your friends." I said.

"Not so Mel" she denied

"If not, then this is how it is" I said.

We are silent, we are in each other's minds.

"Your life will be more beautiful without me in it mas, you can do as you please without having to think about that at home. You are handsome, you are rich you have everything it will definitely be easy to find a woman" I said which made Raka sigh.

"Mel. but I want to be with you" he said.

Hearing her words made me laugh

"Mas mas, if you want to live with me you should be natural like someone who has a family. But what have these past three months been? you come home late in the morning even until the child dies you don't know more exactly do not want to know, then I have to how?" I said with a cry.

"Do you want Roy to be sad over there Mel?" persuade her

"It is precisely if we are still with Roy that we will be sad" I replied

"I beg Mel, we fix it again from the beginning" he said again

Raka was sitting weak, "forgive me Mel, I know I was wrong, is no more opportunity to build the broken" he asked

Raka just kept begging me and little by little my defense collapsed, I really could not bear to see him pleading on his knees like that.

"Wake up, don't be like that. You are a great man who does not deserve to kneel and beg me who is just an ordinary man" I said

Suddenly Raka's mobile phone rang, but many times she refused the incoming call.

"Why direct??" I ask by looking at him

"Nobody Mel" answered Raka and turned off her phone.

"I'm sure it must be anyone mas" my mind then smiled wryly.

Ray and Rey wake up because of our conversation, Raka holds Ray while I hold Rey.

While carrying Rey, you remember Roy. My tears are back.

"Roy, mother kangen" I said with a kiss on Rey.

"Your brothers are happy in heaven" I added

Raka just fell silent, hearing my words.

"I'm sorry Ray's father, because I'm too busy with father's work so I'm negligent on you" said Raka lirih.

Seen at the end of Raka's wet eyes, I know she's very sorry but my heart still hurts too much to forgive her.

I breastfed my two babies together, after I finished I called the two baby sitters to hold Ray and Rey.

"You take care of them, I want to rest first" I said and then carried my two babies on the baby sitter one.