It Turns out I'm the Second

Ch.41 I Miss you

Today is the day Gathan and Nanda return to Jakarta. But before that, Gathan took the time to invite Nanda to go for a walk and buy fruit for their families including Rieke's mother and the children of the orphanage. Gathan began to realize that all this time he did not pay attention to his little wife including sufficient all his needs. Even a piece of clothing he had never bought.

Gathan takes an afternoon flight to Jakarta so from morning until noon he can take advantage to invite Nanda to the souvenir center in the city of Bali. It was not difficult to make Nanda happy but enough to invite her to the gift center like this time. Nanda eyes immediately sparkle when seeing various Balinese souvenirs such as woven bags, Balinese clothes, key chains, knick-knacks for children.

At first Nanda hesitated when he wanted to look around because he thought the money would definitely not be enough to buy various kinds of goods as souvenirs, because he thought the money would not be enough to buy various kinds of goods as souvenirs, but Gathan encouraged Nanda not to choose anything because he would pay for it.

After finishing from the knick knickknacks shop, Gathan invited Nanda to a typical Balinese hawker center. Nanda also bought various Balinese food such as milk pia, pia legong, brem, disco beans, and others.

It was noon, before returning home, Gathan first invited Nanda to rest after lunch. Now Nanda was lying on Gathan's chest. His face looked gloomy thinking about whether the beauty of these few days he would feel again if they returned to Jakarta.

"Why moody, hm?" gathan asked as he rubbed the top of Nanda's head. Feeling comfortable, Nanda further tightened his innocent body in Gathan's body making the sick spear Gathan stiffened again.

"Mas, will mas come back cold again when at home? Will ... mas keep Nanda's distance again? And can't we be like this again?" asked Nanda with a gloomy face. Buried his face into Nanda's chest until unconsciously a drop of tears came out of Nanda's eye fertilizers.

Feeling his chest flowed by the water that he strongly believed was tears, Gathan was stunned. He began to think, did his attitude all this time hurt Nanda? Gathan cursed himself, never even sleeping in Nanda's room once. Nanda had been his wife for several months. If Lavina does not set time for herself to Bali, maybe forever she will keep her distance and will never feel the beauty and pleasure of making love with someone who has filled her heart.

"Nda, has mas hurt you all this time? I'm sorry if I unconsciously hurt you and paid less attention to you. Nor does it give you what you should have. Even just this time I bought you a shirt." Gathan let out a long breath for a moment and exhaled. "For your question, God willing, try not to be cold anymore. But sorry if in front of others, you can not eliminate that attitude. Mas can only be warm with people who can indeed give a sense of comfort. Mas will try to pay more attention to yourself even though it can not be completely let alone mas have to keep the feelings of Freya. Freya is still my wife. And later mas will also arrange a bedtime with you as well so that you feel fair. Although it cannot be entirely fair because there are things that cannot be shared." added Gathan again.

"What kind of things?" nanda asked, looking up at Gathan's face.

"Things like this" finished saying that Gathan instantly silenced Nanda's mouth with a long, deep kiss. As usual the kiss ended in a heated struggle in the middle of the day.

Finished getting what he wanted, Gathan fused their foreheads together.

"Things like this can not be mas for mas only interested and comfortable doing it with you. I don't know why, I was surprised. People say, men can make love with any woman without involving feelings, but mas. You can only do it with you. Only with you. I don't want anything else. Can't be anything else." he said softly in front of Nanda's face and closed the speech with a friendly kiss.

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The plane carrying Nanda and Gathan had taken off leaving Ngurah Rai international airport at 16:45 this afternoon. After the plane landed perfectly at Soekarno-Hatta international airport, Erwin seemed to be waiting for Nanda and Gathan's return in the waiting room.

Erwin also helps Gathan carry his suitcase, while Gathan brings Nanda's suitcase. Nanda had already said he wanted to bring it himself, but Gathan insisted on bringing it.

After Nanda and Gathan's suitcase is loaded into the trunk of the car, Nanda and Gathan get into the car. They sat on the back bench, while Erwin was on the steering wheel. When the car drove towards the house, now Nanda's mind drifted back.BHe was worried Freya was angry with him like the other day because he had gone alone with Gathan. He is also worried, Freya is angry because he and Gathan have been having a husband-wife relationship, while he has not been touched until now.

"How's the house, Win?" tanya Gathan started to open his voice.

"All safe boss. There's no problem. If it's the boss, how's the honeymoon? That work?" tempt Erwin while smacking a smile. Gathan and Nanda fell silent, but their faces turned red. Erwin could see that from the rearview mirror that was above his face. He also made a smile more confident that something had happened between Nanda and Gathan.

"Ecchem ... " Gathan cleared his throat to break the awkwardness. Then the look in his eyes turned to Nanda who was back moody.

"Mas ... What if Freya gets angry again with Nanda?" asked Nanda with a huffed face.

"You don't worry. Everything will be fine. Besides, this is not intentionally our desire so there is no need to think too much about it. Okay!"

Nanda nodded as he held his embrace in Gathan's arm.

Erwin raised his eyebrows upwards. Just this time he saw Gathan taking the initiative to embrace a woman. He also took the initiative to invite Nanda to talk, unlike the time with Freya. Erwin believes that Gathan has actually fallen in love with Nanda. Silently in his heart, Erwin prayed that the household of Nanda and Gathan would last until death separated.

"Hiks .. hiks .. hiks .. "sound a weeping cry as Gathan entered his house.

"Surti, who's crying?" ask Gathan.

"It's like Freya's voice!" guess Nanda.

"Is that so Surti?" ask Gathan to Surti.

"I-iya, sir." said Surti.

"What happened?"

"We don't know, sir. Tau-tau, madam nangis so aja.” Surti said.

Fearing something happened to Freya, Gathan immediately ran up the stairs to walk to their room. The door opened and Gathan was shocked to see Freya's face covered in tears

"Freya, what's going on?" ask Gathan curiously.

Hearing Gathan's voice, Freya immediately stood up and ran hugging Gathan's body making Nanda who was outside the door surprised to see him.

"Mas Gathan, I Miss you" said Freya, hugging Gathan.

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...Sorry if there is a typo yes brother2. If there is a typo, it can be marked, because udh 2hr is othor migraine jd GK konsen pas ngetik. Thank ye..🙏...

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