IT'S WRONG THAT I LOVE YOU

frightened audy

The news obtained in the morning, made the entire Emirhan family immediately go to the Villa where Zara was located. They didn't even have time to shower, even breakfast at once when they heard reports from Liam that Zara had disappeared.

His son was not found, Emirhan had sent Zayyan's men to look for Zara's whereabouts. He also called a few people to help. But Zara's figure was completely absent. It seemed to disappear into the earth.

"Why don't you guys work, huh? Why would you miss?!" Zayyan immediately went berserk on Liam and Pram as soon as he reached the villa. The man looked so angry, his eyes glare fiery with an echoing loud cry.

Emirhan and his wife were shocked, having never seen Zayyan go on a rampage like this. Their son was completely flabbergasted, looking nothing like the Zayyan they knew. However, they are not disappointed, because they know that Zayyan is also in a state of confusion with Zara's disappearance.

"Zayyan, already ... don't be too hard on them," pinta Zavier interceded, and asked the twin to calm down.

"Tch! If they weren't negligent, Zara wouldn't be lost like this!" decak Zayyan protested, still not accepted.

Zavier who saw that immediately asked Zayyan to retreat. Now, he's the one who stepped up to interrogate Liam and Pram.

"Can you tell me the details? What time did you see Zara last time?" asked Zavier who was now calmly, without a sound of shouting.

"Midnight, sir," answered Pram. "I was on my own, because Liam took a break after a full day of watching. At that moment, I saw Miss Zara crying on the balcony. I let it go, and watched it remotely but it remained visible. After a few minutes, sleepiness attacked that made me go to the kitchen to make coffee. But when I came back, Miss Zara wasn't around. I looked for her, until I found all the way the floor was wet with water, and when I went down it turned out to be leading to Miss Zara's room." Pram said at length, explaining what he saw from his own eyes last night.

"I was worried, knocking on the door. Miss Zara came out, she looked pale but she said fine and wanted to rest. After that, she closed the door again and I waited on the sofa in the lounge near her room and fell asleep instead. This morning when Liam asked me to check, it turned out that Miss Zara was gone." Zayyan's men lowered their heads in fear, feeling guilty for guarding his master.

Emirhan who heard that instantly limp, he felt his chest ache a little back. The middle-aged man looked depressed, and continued muttering Zara's name.

Zayyan, who was near her father, immediately decided to sit on the sofa. "Pa, relax .. I promise I'll find Zara."

"I don't want to know, Zayyan. You can't go home if your sister hasn't been found." Emirhan roared in frustration.

In the middle of the atmosphere, suddenly Liam interrupted, "Sorry, Sir. I found these letters in Miss Zara's room while I was looking for them."

"What letter?" cetus Zavier was curious, then reached out to ask for the envelope held by Liam.

There are two sealed envelopes. One was written for my dear family, and two were written for my dear husband.

"Let Papa see, Zavier." Emirhan who saw that immediately asked in haste. He immediately opened the first envelope, and quickly read the writing.

First letter to my dear family.

Dear my dear family.

If you're reading this letter, then I've gone far. Don't worry, I'm fine. I just wanted to calm myself down, even though I didn't know where to go. I just want to be alone, without being disturbed by anyone. Give me some time to heal the wounds in my heart that are now hollow with a huge hole.

I'm sorry, Papa. Ilove you. Sorry I can't be a good princess. Now I regret my decision not to listen to you. If only I knew, if everything Papa said was for my own good, I would never do this.

Unfortunately, I was too stupid then. My love for Mas Juna is so great that it blinds me to everything. Even so, I have no regrets. I consider all the lessons of my life that I have to live in order to grow into a more mature figure.

Don't look for me, Papa. I promise, when the time comes, I'll be back. Calm yourself Papa, and not health. Don't let Papa get sick, just because of my departure.

To my dear mother, I love you. Same with Zayyan and Zavier. Sorry to trouble you guys. I hope you can take my decision now. One more thing, please take care of Papa for me so that when I get back he'll still be fine.

I'll say goodbye, see you next time. Oh, yes one more. Sorry I stole Mama's jewelry. I need capital to live alone. Please don't be angry, Ma.

I love you all …

From Zara, who will always miss you.

Emirhan's crying broke, he couldn't read Zara's farewell letter. His daughter said goodbye, and left him. It's clearly written, if he shouldn't worry. But how can it be?

"Mazira...!" Emirhan groaned in frustration, pounding his chest in pain. "Why would you do this to Papa, son? Papa does want you to part with Juna, but not by leaving your family as well. Jesus, Zara, where are you now?"

Zavier shed tears, he did not expect that his sister would leave them all. His sister didn't even bring a phone that made him completely out of touch.

Zayyan himself felt down, his face was so sad. The man sat down, dropping himself on the floor just like that while supporting his bowed head with a blank look.

The Emirhan family really felt a deep sorrow, as a result of the departure of Zara who was only happy with a piece of paper. They were shocked, sad, and devastated.

Juna was daydreaming, when often the warden came to approach him. Hearing if there are often lawyers who want to meet him, makes Juna's expectations soar. He was sure, his parents would definitely do everything possible to make himself free from this iron cell cage.

Juna smiled as he met someone in the meeting room. Feeling impatient, he immediately asked, "So, what are my parents trying to do now so that I can be free quickly?"

A well-appointed middle-aged man wearing glasses in front of Juna seemed to frown deeply. "I'm sorry, but I'm not your parent's messenger" he replied straightforwardly.

Of course this made Juna feel shocked, for some reason his heart was racing as if feeling a bad feeling.

"My name is Aditama. I am a lawyer sent by the Emirhan family" the middle-aged man said with a smile.

Juna was dumbfounded, his eyes unable to blink. For some reason, he looks nervous. "A-what ... a-what are you doing here?" the tananya a little stammering.

Aditama smiled, she opened her briefcase that was on the desk. Then take the red map file, and hand it over to Juna. "Mr Emirhan asked me to hand over your divorce papers. He said it was an order from Miss Zara. He also left this letter for you" Aditama said, removing a small envelope from his suit pocket.

Like being struck by lightning, Juna's body stiffened. She was in complete shock, to the point of not being able to breathe normally. His heart was beating very fast, as if it wanted to run from its place and leave its body.

Juna was still silent, without speaking, without moving, not even the sound of his breathing was heard. Only his eyes were glaring in shock, and his limp body was sharing agar that had no bones.

"Are you okay, Mr Juna?" tanya Aditama frowned in seeing Juna did not respond at all.

"A-i ... a-i...." Even to speak, Juna could not open his mouth normally.

"It looks like you're still in shock, then I'll just leave. Thank you for your time, Mr. Juna. Until if in court," said Aditama then take care of his belongings. His job is only to provide divorce papers, and also letters entrusted by the Emirhan family.

Even when Adithama left, Juna was still silent. But for a long time his body trembled, and he cried. His eyes were staring at the nanar, the two envelopes of mail that were before him.

"I don't want to be apart, Zara. No!" her screams were full of emotion, while tearing the written envelope from the court. He even threw it away.

However, as Juna's eyes stared at the other envelope. He couldn't hold back his nervousness. Juna opened it slowly, feeling as if he thought the letter was part of Zara.

Juna's eyes moved irregularly as he read the letter. The longer, the more he sobbed. He was so depressed, and so frustrated after the writing was finished.

Second letter to my beloved husband.

Dear Mas Juna, my love, my heart.

I'm sorry if I can't see you in jail, and I'm sorry for bringing you bad news.

I'm saying goodbye, Mas. I can no longer suffer. The wounds you gave hurt my heart, and made my life feel broken.

Maybe I can still forgive you, but I'm sorry I couldn't go back to you this time. You really let me down, and you broke the trust I had built up again after you asked for a second chance.

If only time could play back, I'd like to get to know you early. I want God to bring us together, and make us fall in love before we get to know the other world more deeply. So that only you and I exist, without anyone else entering first.

Unfortunately, everything is just the word 'andai', so it can only be said that the desire in the imagination that never materialized. In fact, we are found in complicated circumstances.

Even so, I am still grateful to know you, to fall in love with you, and to have you. I think that short time is enough for me.

Now I want to end it all. I don't want to be selfish, Mom, because there's still more to you than I do. That is, the child that Laura is carrying right now.

If you really love me, may I ask you to take care of the child and marry Laura? I hope you can make sacrifices, like I let you go now.

Goodbye, Mas Juna. I hope you will be able to follow my last request. I love you more than you love me. Let me go, and don't look for me back. If we were friends, we would meet again.

Greetings

Love, Zara.

"Aghhhh!!!! Why are you doing this to me, Zara!" The man shouted, roaring hysterically while beating his head many times. He did not expect that his actions would make him lose his beloved wife, and also his own future son. Juna was really down, and very sorry about everything that happened.