IT'S WRONG THAT I LOVE YOU

audy sulking

"Zayyan, Zavier, why just go home together, where's Zara?" emirhan asked worriedly, seeing that his twins had just entered the house.

Three days later, Zara bounces away with Zayyan and Zavier. The woman said she wanted to calm down, and the Emirhan agreed. But, now that Emirhan has recovered and began to be able to walk here and there, the only daughter did not go home also that made him worried. Moreover, the twins who he said accompanied were now in front of him.

"Zara still doesn't want to go home, Pa. He wanted to rest for a while and not be disturbed. We were asked to go home by him. He said he'd be back soon." Zavier replied, looking at his father as if giving calmness.

"Don't worry, Pa. I've given her strict guard. There's someone I told you to watch over him." This time, replace Zayyan who spoke.

A long gust of breath came out from Emirhan's lips. The middle-aged man looked so frustrated, thinking about an unfinished problem. His usual face look cheerful full of smiles, now replaced with subtle strokes full of anxiety.

"Pa, don't think too much. We have to put our trust in Zara. Better Papa rest too, so that Papa's condition can be cured soon." The Emirhan's wife chimed in, approaching the husband while gently rubbing his back.

Being treated like this, made Emirhan nod in resignation. He wanted to rebel, keep asking about Zara even wanted to catch up with her son. But he realized, if his own health was still not stable. Emirhan appeared resigned, when his wife and twins forced him to return to the room.

Elsewhere, Zara looks really bad. The woman was moody, only able to continue daydreaming while tightly hugging her two knees. His solitude in silence made him feel at ease. He was so happy, because nothing else was bothering him or the faces that were worrying about him appeared in his eyes.

"What am I supposed to do, God?" murmured Zara with a long breath. The woman closed her eyes at a glance, feeling dizzy with the burden of life she was living right now.

Heart's down. How not? Which woman is not hurt to hear her husband now has a child from another woman? Zara was completely devastated, she knew this was the risk of her receiving Juna back. He was ready to bear the past about Juna. But how could he bear Juna's future if the man had other flesh and blood that wasn't of him?

I really want Zara to be selfish. To keep his love, and forget everything. He just wants Juna, nothing else. Even the people know it. Not also with the prospective child Juna who is conceived Laura now.

But can he be like this?

In addition to sacrificing himself, he would also sacrifice his family who had loved him all along. Especially with an innocent child, who must bear the burden of being present in this world.

But, if he were to give up everything, could he survive with the void of his lost soul? His life is only for the body, but not for his soul which may be empty. Can he accept the risk? Can she let go of the love she's been fighting so desperately for?

Zara's cries broke again. After days of being okay in front of her twin sisters, she now looks very messy and messy.

His body trembled, expelling all the sadness that only he could feel at this moment. Zara roared, shouting hysterically while banging her chest which now felt very painful. He could not breathe air normally to breathe.

"God ... Why are you being unfair to me? Why do you make my life as adrift as in the middle of the ocean? What am I supposed to do now?" raung Zara sobbed, looking so pitiful.

"If only I could turn back the clock, I don't want to have the feeling of love that ultimately makes me suffer!" he added, with a hoarse voice that was so soft.

Zara felt her life was ruined, and she didn't know what to do. Can you choose to be lost from this world?

Thinking about this, made Zara's mind empty. His mind suddenly whispered a word of death continuously which frustrated him.

The woman shook her head, beating her own head that was thinking incoherently. But no matter how strong his faith was, it seemed like his heart was still winning at the moment.

Zara suddenly thorny, panicked walking with her eyes puffy. Occasionally holding the wall, to support his body so as not to fall. He kept on stepping, until finally his feet carried himself to the front of the pool.

In fact, even in the water Zara still had time to cry. His body was still trembling, and he closed his eyes tightly.

'I'm sorry, Pa. I'm sorry for disappointing you, ' Zara's inner heart.

**

The sun had not yet revealed its light, but Emirhan had already come to Zayyan's room. The middle-aged man woke up his twins forcibly, having been feeling restless since last night.

"Papa, what's wrong?" Seeing his father's presence in the room even at the clock that still shows at five, of course makes Zayyan surprised. He woke up and asked his father.

"May Papa know the number of your men who are guarding Zara?" ask Emirhan to the point.

"What's wrong, Pa? What happened to Papa's expression? Papa doesn't look calm?" zayyan asked, looking at the father.

"Papa can't sleep all night. I don't know why Papa always thinks of Zara. Several times Papa called his number, and it was connected even though he did not pick it up. But now, his number is no longer active. Papa's worried, Zayyan. Papa's afraid of Zara for nothing." Emirhan was straightforward and told his anxiety to the child.

Zayyan who saw that smiled, rubbing the shoulders of the father gently to calm down. "Don't worry, Pa. If anything happened to Zara, my men would've called."

"What if he's off guard? Or even overslept, Zayyan?" ask Emirhan again, thinking negatively.

"Does Papa not believe me? Papa wants me to call him now?" tanya Zayyan proposed.

Quickly, Emirhan nodded in panic. "Yes, yeah, call now. Tell him what Zara's doing now. Make sure your men see if Zara is okay, "emirhan asked.

A deep breath came out from Zayyan's lips. The man held the steam, and began to nod to carry out the father's orders. The man picked up his phone, and immediately contacted his men whom he assigned to guard Zara at the villa.

The phone rings, but when the first connection is not lifted. Zayyan called back to him, occasionally wiping his eyes that still held back sleepiness.

"Hello, Mister."

The greeting from across that sounded hoarse made Zayyan frown deeply. Curious, he immediately asked, "Liam, you just woke up?"

"Yes, I'm alternating tasks with Pram. He's on guard now" replied Liam, Zayyan's man.

"Well, since you're awake now, can you check on my sister?" zayyan asked, which sounded not like a request but an absolute order.

Zayyan waited anxiously, when the call had no voice. He was sure that Liam was walking towards his sister's room. Zayyan turned to his father every now and then, and put on a sweet smile to appease the man who had made him in the world.

"Mr ... Sir, bad news!"

Just now Zayyan wanted to be proud if Zara would not be okay, Liam's voice from across the phone said in a panic. This made Zayyan immediately sculpt, especially when the father looked at him sharply because he heard the call that had been loudspeaker.