It's Not Easy to Restore My Former Race
CHAPTER 35
Holidays passed by Denia now feel different unlike the days when attending school. Usually fanly will send a message to him at night even if just ask again why, have you eaten? and other trite questions. But it has made Denia spirit to live her days. Now everything feels empty. Although he has become accustomed to without messages from fans in recent days but everything is still different, there are still less according to him. Denia can't blame anyone, the only thing wrong at this moment is the circumstances. Circumstances where you can only hold without daring to tell stories and say everything.
Slowly, Denia opened her bedroom window. For a moment he closed his eyes and inhaled the cold night air.along with exhaling, Denia opened her eyes again and looked at the moon as if knowing her heart.
" usually if this night, I was accompanied by a message that made me lazy to get out of bed, but now ..I'm sorry fanly " said Denia while continuing to stare at the moon of the night.
Denia closed the window of her room after feeling the cold air blowing on her body. While walking backwards, Denia tried to reach her bed facing right in front of the window without turning around.
It worked! denia felt her heels had crossed her bed. Slowly he sat with a thousand thoughts and asked.
"what decision am I going to tell fanly was the right decision? is ... arrgghh "murm khalisa with annoyance.
Suddenly his memory was directed at the words dela a few days ago. It seems like the word dela began to feel right in his opinion. "yes, I have to be honest. kasian if fanly continue to hope, hoping with hopes that I will never realize " denia reassured herself while taking a breath to reassure "yes" again while clenching her right hand vigorously.
" it looks like I have to call dela, I want to tell him that I have made a decision" he said with passion if his decision will make dela happy.
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" eit, tumblr! what is necessary? " ask dela when she sees the name called her android which turns out to be her best friend, Denia.
During these few days off, Denia never contacted him. Same thing, don't call Denmark either.
" hey? "
" hello dela "answer vigorously like a student who is happy because he gets good grades.
Hearing denia's voice, making dela wonder what's wrong with her best friend?
" tumben, what's wrong? " tanya dela curious
" dela, I've made up my mind, it looks like I'll be honest with my fans" replied Denia
" ha? in seriously? good dong if so, so fanly will not hope again "dela said justifying denia speech with a voice that sounded happy with denia's decision
" yes del, kasian fanly. later he will hope continue.I can't bear "clear denia again
" hu'um .. kasian she's "
" already yes, I just want to say it "said denia then turn off the phone without waiting for the word yes from dela.
" denie? " tanya dela but keburu closed denia
" what the hell people still want to talk also "murm dela while staring at the screen of his phone that has no call.
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Not felt 2 weeks had passed, the holiday was over. Fanly and the other students returned to school as usual.
On the first day of school, everything felt different in the eyes of Denmark. Fanly has changed, she is no longer like she used to. usually she will reprimand denia with passion on the first day of school.but times she is not. she is indifferent, like people who did not know her before.
This makes Denia very sad actually, but she tried mediocre. "in this way I don't need to bother to explain the same to her. anyway she also had to stay away "he thought.
In recent days, dela tried to entertain denia. Dela knows very well how Denia feels now. Denia must be very sad with the change in attitude fanly.
Very different, that's the impression fanly for a few days.no more said hello, no more semeja when bagin, no more, no more cute smiles when passing by even in the fanly class as if to consider denia does not exist.
Actually, fanlypun does not want to be like this but he has to do it. because this is the way to find out if denia will be sensitive and then reprimand him? if so, fanly will continue his mission to express his love once again, but if not, yes he will step back and try to move on from denia.
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The sound of the school bell signaled that the break had arrived. Denia and dela take advantage of the time to fill their stomachs.
Shortly after they got to the canteen, fanly and ianpun already behind them and want to find a table to sit.
Right next to their table, fanly and ian sat and were waiting for orders.
" Dela, what are you eating today ? " ask fanly a stale base regardless of denia.
" yes what can be eaten, humans if it can be eaten I embat "tight dela with a relaxed face.
Denia looks awkward, she doesn't know what to move. He wanted his heart to rebuke fanly but he was embarrassed to do so.
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When parked at school, Denia wanted to approach fanly for just a stale base but her steps stopped. Dela pulled her hand into the school park beside the parking lot, trying to hold her back from doing that.
" Denia, remember ! " the word dela grinned and eyes bulged. " someday you will get used to it, is not it good. So you do not need to explain anything else "sung dela trying to convince his best friend.
" but what should del be? I can't take it anymore. Even if it can't be a girlfriend can be friends " said denia lirih. "I miss the fanly that used to be, I miss del " denia continued while wiping tears on her cheeks.
Suddenly denia and dela were startled by the familiar voice in their ears.
" i also miss nia" said fanly who had been between dela and denia.
" f fanly fa" said denia stammering who was surprised by the existence of fanly and with eyes that still shed tears.
Spontaneously he stood up and hugged fanly "sorry I fanly" denia said while continuing to hug fanly.
Fanly body instantly stiff got a spontaneous attack denia. "thank God, meaning I still have the opportunity "inner fanly happy.
Seeing the actions of his best friend, dela could not do anything, because he also did not want to see the sad denia.
Slowly, fanly took off denia's hug. Removing her tears with both of her thumbs.
" don't cry nia. sorry if my treatment all this time makes you sad.yeah, we can still be friends right? " said fanly with a smile and then lifted the pinky promise.
Without raising her face, Denia returned the promise of pinky fanly while saying "I should be the one who apologized, you changed because of me, I "which was then cut by fanly.
Fanly raised her chin in the direction of her face.
" don't apologize, now we're friends, right? " ask fanly while continuing to look at Denia's face with a smile.
Seeing the fanly smile made Denia happy, her spirit that was originally lost, now seemed to come back again.
" yes" said Denia while returning a fanly smile.
Seeing the romantic scene between fanly and denia, making dela filled but immediately he broke his mind and tried to remind denia to tell fanly about the matchmaking.even in the wrong moment, the, but dela doesn't want to postpone it anymore. Although he knows that fanly will be sick to hear it but he does not want his friend to play with fanly feelings because he knows very well that he will not reciprocate fanly feelings even though he has the same feelings.
" Fanly, denia want to talk "said dela who immediately moaned the scene fanly and denia.
Denia knew very well the meaning of the speech but she tried to divert the purpose of dela because she was afraid of something that would happen later if fanly knew about her matchmaking with a man who was not at all he be familiar.
" mm? " ask fanly with an eyebrow signal that is moved up.
" no, I just want to say. I am saddened by the change in your attitude these few days "answer denia who was forced to lie and deny her words. "let's say she's been cuckoo, he's been cuckoo, what if he finds out? " inner denia.
Hearing the words of Denia, dela felt furious with the plin plan attitude of her friend.
" what the hell is nia? Fanley "
Not yet able to continue his words, Denia immediately approached dela and closed the mouth of dela with her hands.
" we go home first, right? " the part of denia canengar cengar then pulled his hands dela into his car and left fanly.
Looking at her expression, Fanly felt funny. For the third time he saw a strange expression of denia who was previously sad suddenly heard a grin without any sadness before.
" yes, " replied fanly with a sweet smile.
" what the hell is nia? " said dela with an angry expression when she was in her car.
" sorry, sorry. For now I can't be honest. You see right? how's the fanly attitude these few days? I don't want him to change again because I heard this news " said Denia while putting her palms together as if pleading.
" when is it now? do you want fanly to hope again? engga right? " obviously dela is still with angry exertion.
" i'll tell you but not now "
" when is nia? "
" some day "
" it's up to you to "answer dela resignedly then drive forward his car.
Dela really does not like the attitude of denia like this actually, but she can not force denia. Although this decision is wrong according to him, he can only support and direct denia.
