It's Not Easy to Restore My Former Race
CHAPTER 32
Huge expectations fanly, denia can accept it in this second statement and Tek. Fanley was disappointed.
In accordance with ian's prediction, denia again rejected fanly.
" Fanly I'm sorry, I can't "said denia while holding back the tears that wanted to fall soaked her cheeks.
The atmosphere of the cafe instantly became calm hearing denia's rejection and regretted it. Everyone knows if denia has the same feeling if you see the movement and attention denia on fanly.
" but why nia? " ask gently fanly, curious about the reason denia rejected him.
" i don't want to date yet, we can still win right? " answer denia and again asks in a soft voice.
" well, I appreciate it if it's your decision " replied fanly with a sense of disappointment and forced smile.
Denia returned to her seat with dela. Denia again exhaled violently and turned around on the dela.
" Dela, let's go home yuk "take denia.
Dela could not refuse the invitation denia after seeing the sadness on the face of denia and must be curious about the reason denia. why ?. And hope this time she tells him.
After the departure of denia and dela, all look not excited, especially fanly. Although he smiled but could not lie to the disappointed expression on his face.
" patient brother, sister Denia must have a reason why she refused sister. guan mah that "said khalisa trying to ventured to encourage her upperclassman
" right said khalisa. it's 5 o'clock, we turn back "the word ian justifies the speech khalisa.
Fanly did not answer anything, she just smiled and stood up hinting to go home.
*** HOME DENIAL ***
After arriving home, Denia hurriedly entered the room regardless of the dela who also followed her into the house.
" aunty afternoon "greet mama denia dela and enter denia room.
" yes "reply mama denia while smiling "tumben "inner mama denia. "usually denia say hello "mama denia murmured after seeing different behavior denia.
Denia sat beside her bed, she took a breath and closed her eyes. Slowly Denia opened her eyes and raised her face, looking at the dela standing before her.
" what's wrong nia? why ... ... ? " had not been able to connect his words denia immediately hugged him and cried.
" i don't know dela, what should I do ? " said denia with sobbing.
While returning denia's hug, dela tried to calm her down and sat her back beside the bed.
" what's up nia ? " ask dela who is confused and sad to see her best friend.
" i love fanly del, but what should I do ? " answer denia with a hanging answer.
" you mean ? I don't understand nia.." asked dela trying to explore the question in his mind that he had been saying "Why did you reject him ?"
" calm down first, breathe out softly" added dela trying to suggest nia.
After feeling calm, Denia began to tell dela about the uneg-unegnya slama. about something that he kept secret all this time, hoping dela can understand and provide the best solution for him.
" yeah I promise "answer me gently and then welcome the promise of pinky denia." what's the matter nia ? " tanya dela was getting curious.
Denia told all her complaints this slama.something that she could only pendam himself without telling anyone even her parents.
He was frank that he actually had the same feelings as a fanly, but he could not accept him as a girlfriend because of something. he would love to have a status with fanly but that is impossible because ..
" i've been fooled by "the word denia bluntly.
Dela widened her eyes and Spontan voiced what? not believing what he just heard from Denia's mouth.
Still in disbelief, dela again asked to make sure that it was not her hearing that was problematic.
" seriously nia ? are you being fooled ? "
Denia nodded her head
" so you accept it ? " ask dela again
denia nodded her head again
" trus if you've been fooled? why not just fanly? let him not hope "tanya dela continues to interrogate denia like a police officer who interrogates his prisoners.
Denia just fell silent, not answering anything, her tears kept falling.
" in a way you like this will make fanly keep hoping, you ain't seen him? " said dela felt gruggish with his best friend.
" i don't want to finally fanly away if you hear this matchmaking "answer denia who finally let out a voice.
" but the way you are selfish denia, do not plan plin dong. this will make fanly sick later and not even close the possibility will make him hate the same you " obviously dela tried to open denia's mind.
Denia came back crying without a sound, only tears that continued to be seen dripping in her eyes. It should have been a happy day for him but....
" so, what do you want nia ? " tanya dela tried to be calmer after seeing the tears on denia's face.
" i don't know dela, I love fanly but I can't refuse this matchmaking "wrongly answer still with his selfish mind.
Dela approached denia and tried to give her advice again. Although he knows, it is not he who is in this condition.and although he does not know how the mind of Denia but as a friend there is no harm if he tries to give input to his best friend. And hope to give a little solution that is right, which can be a little open mind denia.
try if we were in his position fanly, what would you feel ? denia, not everything in life we have to have with our selfishness.You choose it better now you are honest or later ? but with the consequences maybe later he will hate you because of your false hopes.I'm sure nia, fanly ga will stay away from you. Dela elaborated at length carefully.
While denia is still silent without language.I don't know what she thought. did the advice described by dela at length enter into his logic? or? I don't know. Only he and God know.
Then, with the mantab denia back to stare at dela and finally say with the word that still hangs.
" i'll think del, I need some time.thank you for the advice ".
" i hope you can make the right decision "said dela hope denia can consider her advice. "I went home first "part by dela, leaving denia who still looks sad.
Denia only nodded after hearing dela pamit.
