Indigos
Heartiest
The day is changing. In the morning accompanied by the dazzling sunlight of Jakarta, Freya was busy looking at her laptop screen with a serious look. Until the girl's sweet lips slowly formed into a smile that had been lost because of her lover.
“Oh! So this, yes how?! Ready it! I will do it now!” freya's enthusiastic spirit.
The tall, 164-centimeter-tall girl stared at her Android phone, protected by a pink bubble gum casing and a white headset. Just a quick glance and quickly get up from the chair.
Freya took a chocolate tortilla cardigan from a clothes hanger and wore it with pleasure, after which she wore a beautiful sling bag that had a brand. Not forgetting before leaving the house, the girl gave her lips with lip balm so as not to dry.
Freya then closed her laptop on her study table with her cheerful face without pressing the off mode button first to turn off her beloved laptop.
“I will keep you transcendent!”
...››-----𝕴𝖓𝖉𝖎𝖌𝖔-----››...
In the building of Medistra Kusuma Hospital in Bogor, Freya stepped with joyful heart after knowing a way to recover her consciousness Angga from Koma. Although half sure, but it never hurts for Freya to try it for the first time.
The girl happened to meet Ello's doctor and several nurses who came out of Angga's ICU room, then Freya immediately ran over to the man's doctor from the look on his face without a smile stuck in his expression.
“Excuse me, Doctor!”
Doctor Ello, who had finished closing the door, turned his head towards Freya. “Yes, Son? What is it gonna take?”
“Did the Doctor just finish giving an examination to Anggara?” ask Freya.
“Iya, right. You want to go inside the patient's ICU room to see him?” Now it was Ello's doctor who asked along with his subtle tone.
Freya nodded quickly. “Yes, Doc! But before that, can I ask the doctor for permission?”
Doctor Ello smiled. “Izin what?”
“Izin brings this phone and music listening device into Anggara's ICU room. Maybe if I give her a favorite song through her ear Anggara, she can quickly wake up from Koma. Is it okay, Doc? Just this once,” pinta Freya.
He widened his lips' smile. “What you want to do for the recovery of Anggara, most likely can help, hopefully. But please remember the deadline to visit him, yes?”
“Yes, Doc! Thanks!” jovial Freya still uses her polite ethics by bending her body.
“Sama-sama,” his response by not fading his comfortable aura smile.
The nurses who were behind the doctor's body, his heart was so filled to see Freya's enthusiasm that it was striking his loyalty to Angga. Not just the nurses, but even Ello's doctor.
“If so, we say goodbye first, yes? Assalamualaikum.”
“Good, Doc. Waalaikumsalam,” responds to Freya's greetings before the medical team leaves her from the outdoor intensified eyes of her light.
Now that doctor Ello and some nurses who were always with him to help each other and energized have gone somewhere, Freya began to go into the narrow room lepau wearing a green dress to look at the patient according to the procedure. Not to forget after completion, the beautiful-faced girl washes her hands first before entering the ICU Angga room to comply with the rules.
Just opening the door, Freya was immediately greeted by the cold air of the room. Even after the girl stepped into the Angga ICU room, her heart was again made tense when she heard the sound of a heart-detecting monitor machine that always sounded for up to 2 months.
2 months?! Yes, Angga has been lying Koma until stepping on 2 months. But his condition still has no development, as if the young man stuck in his chronic condition.
Looking closely, the handsome face of Angga's getting pale. The eyes that are always closed look peaceful, like they do not want to open. The pairs of medical devices remain attached to his very weak body, including his ventilator even in his mouth.
Freya walked slowly and pulled a slow-moving chair to sit on the side of the bed. Silently, no real response can still make the girl fret.
“Hai, Angga .. I'm coming again, here for you. Hehe, you must be happy, am I back here to see your condition?” Of course, Freya's sweet greeting had no effect on the man.
Freya kept smiling and then exhaled, her hands began to unzip from her sling bag to remove her phone along with a music listening device or headset. Then the girl turned back to look at the pale face of the Angga.
“Ngga, you know what I want? Let's see what I brought. I want to wake you up using your favorite song, although I don't know if this method works but it looks like it will be a good try, right?”
Angga remained unmoved at the chatter that had come out of Freya's mouth, even every girl was chatting to her boyfriend, always answered by the sound of the heart detector machine and the breath of Angga who was still blowing though very slow.
“Nothing, if you can't answer. The point is I want to work hard to bring your consciousness back. Okay fine! Let's turn on the music,” exclaimed Freya after plugging the headset cable on the lower end of her phone.
Freya began to put her headset in her right ear and then the cable of the other music listening instrument she attached to her ear Angga. The tone of the song began to sound beautiful in the ears of the lovers even though it was only the first choir.
The head that feels heavy, Freya put it on the chest of the Angga field as her most comfortable pillow. The silent right hand, outstretched to reach his head and then rub it affectionately while enjoying the music of Western songs that were released in 2000
♫ An empty street, an empty house
A hole inside my heart
I'm all alone, the rooms are getting smaller
I wonder how, I wonder why
I wonder where they are
The days we had, the songs we the together
Oh, yeah ♫
The song that blends with the sound of beautiful music, makes Freya sing full with the passion for Angga. Actually, the girl very rarely let out her voice to sing because she had experienced insecure. But many people say, if the voice of his singing sounds melodious and conventional including what is said by his parents, his friends, and the last lover he loved this.
♫ And oh, my love
I'm holding on forever
Reaching for the love that sees so far ♫
♫ So, I say a little prayer
And hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue
To see you once again, my love
Overseas, from coast to coast
To find a place I love the most
Where the fields are green
To see you once again
My love ♫
“My Love, Westlife's band song. I know this is the song you like the most. Even so fond of it, you have recorded all the guitar chords on this popular song, hihi!”
Freya chuckles amused as her memory brain is twisted to the story of the past where she and Angga were still in Junior High School Grade IX
The Flashback
Freya, who was mulling vanilla-flavored candy, took it out of her mouth while leaning to watch Angga busy recording guitar chords on one of the Western songs.
“I'm surprised, deh. So much so you recorded all the guitar keys in the book?”
Angga stopped the activity of copying, then sighed and looked at the pretty face of his little friend who was sitting on the floor with him. “Which why? You want to help me record these guitar chords in the book? If you want, just take my pencil case. There's a ballpoint pen in there.”
“No, ah! I am no longer in the mood because it was in school many nyatet Math formulas on the board. Why, the more day our task is expanded like the fish in the pond?” Freya lamented.
“The name is also we are ninth grade, so it is natural that we are all given a myriad of tasks to welcome to the next school education in High School later. Don't complain like that, in less than a month we have a test. Raise your spirit for the best value that will be put into rapot.”
Freya sneers Angga, “Dih. Sok motivates.”
“Contract? Yasudah I just keep quiet, if all my passion for you has no function,” Angga replied and then took notes again.
“Ih! How is that, anyway?! People I'm just kidding, you're taking it seriously! So friends never have the thrill, wonder!” annoyed Freya after pulling the handsome teenage boy's short-sleeved t-shirt.
“Already, if I don't have the thrill. Just go home, gih. Rather than here even for, it's because of my nature to you. Please.”
Freya shook her head. “No! I don't want to go home, there's nobody at home but Meiko. When I talked to animals, I was like a madman.”
“Emang you are like a madman, just realized?” taunted Angga withholding his laughter.
“Evicious, cf. Eph! I'm aduin mama with your father, just know the taste of !”
Angga smiled faintly after hearing Freya's protest. “No, I'm kidding. Don't put it to heart, you're still a smart girl. All the people who I accuse Alhamdulillah are sane, maybe different if the children are in Junior High Dewantara.”
“Hahahaha! It can't be, Ngga. Would anyone hear what? Is it not directly in the demo or raided, are they you?”
Freya smiled widely and then looked back at the book sheet there were writings nang had Angga copy. The girl was amazed to look at the handwriting of her Kindergarten friend who was very neat and very comfortable when read.
“Keren, yes! Your writing can be that bland. Honestly, I even become insecure because my handwriting is not as good as your handwriting,” Freya sluggish.
“Jeez, Freya ... When you insecure the same guy? Still, your handwriting is still good. The proof when I correct the PR in your LKS book, comfortable reading let alone can be read clearly.”
Freya involved both her hands on her chest by singing her lips. “But, I kind of don't accept. It should be bad guy writing, let girl be the champion about writing hand, hehehe!”
“Can not, just this day do not make me anxious to you? I again focus on recording all these guitar chords into the book, you know.”
“Sorry,” says Freya with a crybaby.
While watching Angga who was busy struggling to write quietly, Freya accidentally saw a black headset attached to each other in a pair of her ears Angga.
“What song are you doing again? I also want Denger,” pinta Freya.
“West Song. I think the music also feels good when heard in the afternoon gini, maybe you like.” Angga responded while removing one of his headsets from his right ear and then revealed a strand of Freya's black hair to attach the musical instrument to the beautiful girl's right ear.
While listening to the music given by Angga through the headset, Freya's beautiful bead eyes widen with her heart.
“Which time song, nih?! Very good!” peekkik Freya by looking at the perfect handsome face of Angga.
Angga raised both of his thick black eyebrows with smiley lips. “You like the song?”
“But cake! What is the name of this song, Ngga?!” freya wants to know.
“The title track is My Love and the vocalist Westlife formed a band. You must have heard a lot of rumors about this band, right in our school?”
Freya nodded enthusiastically with a big smile with wide eyes. “Iya! Many say that the Western song of the band .. what band was it? Oh Westlife is again popular in its time until now. They said, all the songs are impressive !”
Angga just smiled at the sound of his spirit tone from Freya. Even the girl did not want to remove her black headset to stop listening to music that was able to calm the heart.
“Ngga! You can, right Bluetooth that song to my HP?! I want to have and every day is horrified! I think it can make my heart comfortable, deh.”
“OK. Where is your HP? I'll Bluetooth now.”
Freya quickly turned to sideways to pick up her phone. But after he searched, apparently his phone was not in Angga's house. And the girl when she remembered that her Android phone had not been brought since she met Angga at his little friend's house.
“Eh, yes! My HP is still at home! I forgot I was in the room again. Did I take it first, huh?”
Angga patted his forehead slowly and then chuckled softly, the young man lowered his hand from the forehead covered by his hair then looked back at his beautiful face Freya.
“Do not take it home. You said you were tired? Tell you what, after I finish copying all these guitar chords in my notebook, I will send the audio of the song to your contact WhatsApp, how? It's not complicated, is it.”
“Ih, later if you send the song to my WhatsApp whose song title is not written anymore, but in the form of numbers!” Freya refused.
“Easy, you just change the number to a song title name that I told you was the same name of the vocal group band. Your HP, it's sophisticated. So you can change the title of the numbers listed through your song album.”
Freya clapped her hands. “Oh, really too! Haha, smart you, not !”
“Who was it?” angga asked slightly leaning his head towards Freya with her lips flattering.
“Most Vincent Kavindra, dong!” sahut Freya cheerful and then laughed.
The handsome young man laughed even though he slowly shook his head. Even the atmosphere outside the terrace of the house became very conducive because there was no silence and awkward between the two of them.
Flashback Off
Freya smiled remembering that beautiful memory when she and her lover were 15 years old. True, the song he was listening with Angga did feel soothing or soothing mood.
“It turns out there's a lot, huh about the past of both of us? Beautiful, colorful and so on. When will I be able to laugh like you did? I miss ..”
Freya tried to keep her smile on her face when Angga just silently did not respond to her chatter earlier. His eyes were always closed peacefully, his face color was white but very pale like a corpse even though the handsome man was still breathing.
From inside the ICU room divider window, Agra looks outside, gets up from his long chair and stretches his muscles that feel stiff after waking up from his sleep. While Andrana is still loyal to her dreamland. Just turning towards the window to see the frail condition of his son, the middle-aged man was startled by Freya who had been present in the intensive care room of Angga.
Agra scratched his nape by looking at the lover girl of his son who was communicating with Angga with his head placed on his chest. Maybe due to being too sound under his sleep, he did not know if Freya came let alone into the ICU room Angga.
On the other hand, Freya constantly faithfully stroked the head of her heart adoration while looking at him shady. “Hopefully with me to give this song music to you to cure your Koma, you can quickly realize yes, Ngga?”
“I love you.”
After revealing the sweet phrase gently to Angga, Freya grabbed her lover's right hand and raised it and immediately gave a kiss of her lips on the palm of her weak hand Angga. The beautiful girl who was very much in love with the Indigo man, began to close her eyes while enjoying Western music that was still going on until the time to visit was limited.
...››-----𝕴𝖓𝖉𝖎𝖌𝖔-----››...
At that time, Freya was only stared at by Agra from outside the ICU window, but now added to the review with Andrana, Reyhan, Jova, Lucas, and others, and also Rani right on the next day is Sunday.
The beautiful girl in the room of her lover who smelled of drugs, turned her head and noticed every movement of the zigzag graph on the heart-detecting monitor screen. His lips slowly docked with his heart of pills staring at the medical screen to review the liveliness of his heartbeat Angga and others.
Honestly, Freya had for too long strengthened her patience in the heart to wait for the stable condition of Angga. Although it is impossible, that is what the doctor said. Freya did not know until when her man continued to lie weakly in this tight room.
Freya let out a long sigh and inching her head forward and looked at the pale handsome face on Angga's face. Even so, its spectacular aura remained undone.
...If I go. please let me know, yes......
...Be happy without me by your side and seek my successor to be your soul mate. Please do not cry about my departure later......
Remembering the words of Angga between the real and the dream, making Freya's tears back and then quickly embraced the body of her lover who lay weak on the patient's bed. He still could not imagine what if Angga left him for good. True, changing destiny is absolutely impossible.
“Listen to me, Ngga .. Never try to leave me in the world. Please be happy for a moment with us until the end of time before you leave when death has picked you up. I really don't want to lose you, the man I have now is just you. I will not have the heart to move to another guy even though your condition is still severe like this.”
Freya felt the cold cheeks of Angga then stroked gently with her smooth palms. “I know you must have been very tired from facing it all. You can, what a long break here. But don't go, huh? I promise to wait faithfully for you to wake up from Koma. How long you sleep, I stay in your heart.”
“I say this, because you are my last love, Anggara ..”
Freya broke her embrace from her lover's body and pulled her snot while cleaning her tears that had flooded both cheeks. The girl's eyeballs were centered on her parents nodding each other's heads with a warm throw of smile.
Freya is certainly sensitive to what Rani and Lucas mean to her. He turned his head towards Angga while rising from his chair, grasping the right palm of his heart worship together trying to smile even though his heart was being attacked by a deep sense of pain.
“I go home first, huh? If tomorrow there is another chance for me, I will come here for you.”
Freya shifted her legs a step to the side and lowered her head to stick her sweet lips to Angga's forehead and kissed him with affection and love. It managed to make his two friends who were outside the room, surprised. Not only them, but also his parents and his parents Angga.
Freya opened her eyes after peeping her forehead and began to straighten her body by keeping a warm smile on her.
“See you next time, my Dear.”
Freya let go of Angga's hand which she held after putting it back on the thick blanket worn by her lover. The girl behind the body left Angga to get out of the room immediately because the visiting time has run out.
After removing her green clothes in a scope room, Freya walked up to her two true friends, her parents Angga, and her parents.
“Freya Darling, thank you you for being loyal to Angga. Sorry if all this time the condition of Auntie's child and Agra om makes your heart hurt,” said Andrana.
Freya shook her head by publishing her smile. “Freya is not upset, Tan. Mau Angga Koma long until when, Freya still want to wait for Angga to wake up.”
“If doctor Ello has repeatedly said that the recovery of Koma Angga is very small and has thinness in his life, Freya can be sure that Angga can survive against this death, Auntie! Strong boy gogga!” tenacious Freya.
The words that Freya said, made Andrana's heart touched and then clutched the tiny body of the girl. Whereas if Agra, smile haru while stroking the head of Freya.
Reyhan and Jova who were looking at it, were only able to display her full smile even though their tears were rolling. Freya then shook the hands of her parents Angga and kissed the back of her hands to take her to Jakarta.
“Eh, Mom! Yeah! For a moment,” said Freya stopped her steps and turned her body back to look at her two best friends.
“You two don't go home?” freya asked Jova and Reyhan.
“No, we will return to Jakarta later. Want here first with om Agra and aunt Andrana, nemenin.” Reyhan.
“Hm'em. You mending go home first with your parents, later we will both go home. Be careful on the road, yes!” peekkik Jovas.
Freya nodded her head. “Then I go first, huh? Drug.”
The greeting hand of Freya, reciprocated by her friends by waving her hands do not forget with her warm smile that they patri. Now, the Nirmala girl stepped back with her parents to leave the 4th floor and Medistra Kusuma Hospital.
Last love? Yes, Angga is the last Amor figure of Freya. Which means, the girl will not move to another heart other than Angga who has become her lover, because Angga is the most able to perfect her life story even able to give the color of martyrdom in the world. Amazing, right? He remained constant strengthening his mind and patience to wait for Angga to open his eyes again which for 2 months was closed quietly.
The recesses of the heart are indeed very tormented and like being braided by an astral knife. But at the very least, Freya was willing to wait for her consciousness Angga who somehow wanted how long his handsome young man would be trapped continuously in his weak bed.
INDIGO To Be Continued ›››
