In My Dreams

Find Him

The day passed so quickly, and Kyuhyun had not yet come to see him. What is Kyuhyun doing? After knowing the truth, Kyuhyun won't be able to come again? Or is what Kyuhyun said true? If she was just a girl from her subconscious?

“Hyurine. Eomma please, come back. Eomma misses you.” The voice came back, and he heard someone say ‘eomma’. Her tears began to drip, and at the same time, her heart felt pain again.

Hyurin is now drowning. The fear returned. The voice he heard last time made him feel called, and somehow it sounded warm, but it made his heart slice.

“Actually where did that sound come from?” Gerrymandering annoyed. I want him to know something. Because according to him, the things Kyuhyun said were not all true.

If he is indeed a resident of Kyuhyun's subconscious, he is very sure if he must just be trapped. If it is true, he is trapped. How's he coming back? And where should he go back? He can't even remember anything. It's just that when he saw the shadow of the man, he felt he had known him, and the voice that came did not feel foreign in his ears.

When bored coming, Hyurin always came to the garden filled with dandelion flowers. He grasped it, and occasionally blew it to reduce his sense of boredom.The smile was engraved when the dandelion began to fly. He turned around, and the smile disappeared as he looked at the man before him.

Hyurin's feet seemed to step over to approach the man. Her tears, dripping, and the man split his warm smile until he gave her a hug. Hyurin hugged him very tightly back then, so tightly that this man had trouble taking him off.

"I don't think you'll ever come again." His voice really sounded very raucous.

"I'm sorry."

"That voice always comes when you're gone. I'm really scared of Kyu."

"I'm here. Calm down."

Hyurin relaxed her embrace, and Kyuhyun let go while smiling at her. His hand grabbed the cheek of the girl in front of him, he rubbed the rest of the tears that washed him. "Smile. You'll look prettier if you smile." After hearing that, Hyurin smiled slightly, and pulled Kyuhyun's arm.

They ran together. Kyuhyun's footsteps followed Hyurin's small footsteps. Hyurin took him to the beach, smiling happily. However, as he turned around, Kyuhyun looked to fade away little by little. Aware of that, Hyurin tried to hold onto it, but to no avail. Until Kyuhyun completely disappeared from before him.

The smile turned back into tears right then and there. Hyurin sat on the sand, and lay there staring at the gray sky she thought she hated the solitude, she hated being in the current situation.

Oh no, he again felt his heart as if it was being stunted by something, it hurt a lot. Early on coming to that place, he did not feel the slightest pain at all. But when he got a sudden pain in his heart, he could feel pain. He continues to digest what has happened lately.

However, his brain was never in line with what he wanted to do.

When the pain began to subside, he decided to return home. Spending his time in the kitchen making pizza, even though he could make it, he continued to make it. Being there never made him feel hungry. Even if you eat it, it will not cause a feeling of fullness in the slightest.

Out of annoyance, he threw the rolling pin he had in hand, and ran towards the room. He covered his face with a pillow, and imagined a beautiful thing. He wants to live like everyone else. He lives surrounded by his family, his friends, and Kyuhyun. But can it happen for him.

"I'm sorry Hyurin. I promise just a moment, I'll be back after 1

The voice was clearly heard in his ears. To make Hyurin rush to open her window, and look at her. He again saw the image of himself sitting quietly in a park with heavy rain. He was waiting for someone who had promised. Someone touched his shoulder, and it really made him very surprised.

"What do you see?" Kyuhyun came back, and Hyurin pointed in the direction where she saw the shadow."What are you doing there? Rain anyway. Are you playing?" Ledek.

"Yeah. Cho Kyuhyun's."

"Wait, there you look so pathetic." He muttered again, and now Hyurin immediately grabbed onto Kyuhyun's head right then and there."Not only there, but Hyurin by my side also looks just as pathetic."

Hearing Kyuhyun's words made Hyurin twist her body, and hurried away leaving her while turning her lips. Hyurin sat on the stairs before the entrance, her cheeks she leaned against her palms, and looked forward. The shadow has disappeared too.

Kyuhyun followed, and sat down beside him. Not only that, he leaned his head on Hyurin's shoulder. It seemed obvious, Hyurin immediately avoided it, and it made Kyuhyun feel very rejected. Even now, Hyurin created a distance between the two, and Kyuhyun destroyed that distance by approaching Hyurin's sitting position.

Again Hyurin stayed away from him, and Kyuhyun again removed the distance.Due to his annoyance, Hyurin left him again. He walked towards the park again, of course Kyuhyun followed him again, and held his arm back then. When he turned his head, Kyuhyun faded again, and disappeared.

This is no longer a surprise for him. Although it was very painful for him, but he was getting used to it all. He sighed, and tried to carve out a bit of his smile.

"Even now he can't be with me for a long time. What exactly is he doing there? Can I go up there? To Kyuhyun's real life?" Saying that made him very scared. There was something strange in his heart at this moment.

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"Hyurin where are you?"

"I'm here." Hyurin called out, and opened her window. It turned out that what he heard was from a man in that shadow. "Gosh my god." He was shocked, and immediately closed both of his eyes.

"What did you see this time? Why so surprised?"

".. K-Kyu.Ti-no.J-don't look at it!" Hyurin twisted Kyuhyun's body right then and there, and Kyuhyun tried to turn his head.

"Yaaa. WHAT IS EO?" Kyuhyun. His voice was completely raised right then and there, and Hyurin could only pat her forehead. "What does that mean? Explain it to me right now! Or if it doesn't..." Kyuhyun instantly silenced his lips, and Hyurin looked at him sharply.

　

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