In My Dreams

Sense of the Same

“How can I not be angry? The girl I love is kissed by another man. Whereas he always refused to accept my kiss.” Hearing that instantly made Hyurin turn her head towards Kyuhyun just like that.

“What did you say just now?” Hyurin tried to figure out if what she heard just now wasn't wrong.

“Well, I love you Hyurin.” Hyurin smiled at this.“Do you have the same feelings as me?” Kyuhyun added again, and just then Hyurin also nodded her head.

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Back in his solitude. Kyuhyun had not been with her since that day, and it had been 2 days that he had not visited her. Hyurin often looked for him, but she could not find him. He would ask Kyuhyun that later. He does not want to be left alone continuously. That was really scary for him.

Hyurin sat on the beach, and again the shadow came back.The man clasped Hyurin's hand while taking her running along.Not long after, the man left her.Seeing it made her feel confused. Why does that guy always leave her.

“I really hope if I don't live like that.But, still I'm alone here. Even so, Kyuhyun never hurt me.Unlike the man there.”

He never heard the voice again, but the shadow appeared often. Various events appeared before him, and it had become a spectacle of Hyurin every day. However, if Kyuhyun was with her, it was rare for the shadow to come.

Now, the shadow had completely disappeared. End with the sadness experienced by Hyurin. As soon as Hyurin bent her legs on the beach, and drowned her head between her knees. Will Kyuhyun not come back? That's how he thinks right now.

There was only the sound of the wind, and the whirling of the waves he heard. It was so quiet to be in that place. He was still wondering about the place he was living in at the moment. The day there always went by so fast, and somehow there was never 1 person who came besides Kyuhyun.

He wanted to find out who he had to ask. There was 1 person, Kyuhyun. Because he can come and go. Sometimes it exists, and sometimes it goes away. Kyuhyun must have known something about the place, that was how he thought right now. However, is Kyuhyun coming this time?

The longer the wind felt the more piercing. The air became very cold there, Hyurin rushed back to the house. His footsteps weakened, he was really powerless this time. When he arrived home, he was very happy when he saw the figure of the man he missed. He's coming, Kyuhyun's back.

Seeing him made Hyurin squander into his arms, and at that moment he felt out of breath. Her chest felt tight, and Kyuhyun asked her to sit down.“I'm curious about one thing Kyu, and I think only you can answer.” Mungkas Hyurin who was still trying to regulate her breathing.

“Say.” Kyuhyun answered casually while brushing Hyurin's bangs.

“Actually where did you go? Why did you disappear, and suddenly just come back? What exactly is this place? Why is it just me, and you're here? No.To be precise, I am the one who is often in this place.” At that moment Kyuhyun was also sculpting, and sighed.

“You know something, don't you? Please tell me about it Kyu! Know it? I was really scared when you left, and left me here alone.More when the shadow came, and I saw myself crying.”

“Yah. I know about this place, and I only found out a few days ago.” Hyurin looked fixedly at Kyuhyun's face, looking into his eyes. “... This is my subconscious. My dreamland Hyurin. When I left, that's when I woke up from my sleep, and when I came back, that's when I was asleep.” Connect again.

Hyurin's lips were silent at that very moment. Is it true what Kyuhyun said? What does that mean, if he's just a Kyuhyun subconscious? But where did the shadow come from? He even felt he had done it, but he could not remember when it happened.

“If this is indeed your subconscious. So why when we first met, it felt so long?”

“At that time I was unconscious for 3 days due to high fever. And 3 days there like 1 month here.”

“Then what am I? I'm sure if I have a life, but why am I the only one stuck here. Or am I just a girl from your subconscious?” The fear spread through Hyurin's body, and Kyuhyun who saw the girl's body tremble immediately grabbed her.

I don't know what Hyurin thought this time. He only fears if it is true. His head felt very painful at that moment. He tried to remember something, but his brain would not respond to it. Kyuhyun's hold faded, Kyuhyun gradually disappeared, and he returned alone.

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Hyurin was standing in a garden filled with dandelions. The air was very cool, and some dandelion flowers began to fly in the direction of the wind. Hyurin's eyes closed, and enjoyed the wind all by herself. Now, he had accepted what Kyuhyun had said. Even so, he remains

sure, if he's not the subconscious of Kyuhyun. He believes he has the same life as Kyuhyun.

He has not been with Kyuhyun for days. It just revolves around the kitchen, the garden, and the beach. The distance looks close, and when walking his body feels just floating. Occasionally he experienced tightness, and he felt if someone electrocuted his heart. If he felt that, his body would feel trembling.

He grabbed a few dandelion sticks, and blew them away. Dandelion, one of the flowers that accompany its emptiness. It felt like he was becoming a dandelion, they could fly in the wind, and could go anywhere. While he can't, he's trapped, and probably will be there forever.

　

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