Imamku Man

Bima apologized

Bima continued to search for Anya along the way.

" Ah maybe he's in the square ", bathin Bima.

Then Bima turned his car towards the square, all the roads in the square had been passed by him, but Bima still did not find Vero.

" Geez Vero where do you love ?"

Bima said, her face looks worried about the safety of her lover.

Then Bima called Dinda.

" How come Vero hasn't come home yet ?"

" Not Bim" yet ".

" Yes, thank you ".

" Vero what the hell is wrong with you, where are you now ?" whispered Dinda worried. Then Dinda tried to contact Hp Vero but it turned out to be inactive.

" May you be good Ve" said Dinda.

Until the dark day Vero still has not returned to the boarding house, Bima has even called Dinda many times asking if Vero has gone home.

Vero was at the cafe this afternoon. Finish praying magrib Vero out of the cafe then stop a taxi on the side of the road.

" To alun alun alun kidul yes sir", Vero said to the taxi driver.

" Yes mbak ".

Taxipun brought Vero towards the square.

" Along the way Vero just kept quiet and tried to forget the incident last afternoon, but the shadow of the face of Anya and Bima who was joking still did not disappear from his memory, so unknowingly Vero hit the car jog hard. The taxi driver was surprised.

" Sir, why don't you ?"

" Ohhh no sir ", I said a little surprised.

" Why the hell why can't I get my emotions out right now" my heart.

Arriving at the plaza kidul I went down and walked a bit inside

Then I sat down on the grass that was a little lush and watched the people who were joking in front of the 2 trees in front of me.

When I came to shed tears, I remember when Bima and I passed through the 2 trees, I was very happy at that time, because I managed to pass through the 2 banyan trees, but it turns out that I am currently sitting here alone without the company of Bima.

I kept crying and slapped my face on both knees.

I don't care that many people see me, which obviously right now I just want to be alone in this place.

I looked at the watch at 11 p.m., I decided to go home. I walked straight to the highway. I feel like I want to get to my boarding house and then sleep so I can forget all my problems.

I stopped a taxi, and then told the driver to take me to my boarding house.

Shortly after I arrived in front of the boarding gate, I saw Bima's car there.

I kept walking inside.

I saw Bima sitting together with Dinda, but they just kept quiet without speaking a word.

It turned out that Bima and Dinda were aware of my arrival.

" Vero where are you from, baby ? you're okay, right ?"

I didn't answer a word of Bima's question.

I kept walking into my room, not even Dinda.

" Ve I'd like to talk to you for a second please ".

Bima tried to pull my hand, but then I took it off.

" Ve I beg you ".

I did not care about Bima's scream, I went straight into the room and locked my door. Then I cried on my bed.

I heard Bima's screams begging her to open the door for him, but still I let her.

" Here Bim, this is too late for Vero to rest first, maybe he needs time to make his own ".

" Yes Din, but ....".

" Believe the same I won't happen what's the same with him ".

" Yes Din, pick Vero tomorrow I'm here again ".

" Yes Bim go home ".

I kept crying until I fell asleep and woke up the next morning.

Until 07:30 in the morning I still did not come out of my room.

" Have you woken up yet ?"

I heard Dinda's call from outside my room, then I opened my door, and went back to my bed.

" You don't work Ve ?"

" No Din I'm not feeling well ".

Dinda holds Vero's head.

" Your body panad Ve wants me to buy you some medicine ?"

" No need Din, I want to sleep ".

" Don't eat yet Ve ?"

" It's easy, I can buy it myself ".

" Have you permission from your office ?"

" Here Din, this morning I called my boss" while keeping my eyes closed holding my head dizzy.

" Are you sure you're not Papa Ve ?"

" Yes Din go I'm not papa ".

" Are I staying at work, Ve ?"

" Yes heart in the way ".

Then Dinda left my room. I tried to sleep but still couldn't.

Meanwhile Bima called Dinda from her office.

" Hello Din how's Vero ? hp is still not active until now ".

" He didn't go to Bim's job ".

" Why Din ?"

" Bim's sick earlier I went to his room I held his body hot ".

" Yeah Din I'm at the cost now, just hot right Din ? "

" I think it's dizzy too Bim ".

" Eh Bim, buy him a meal first, because I bargained for food did not want ".

" Yes Din thank you ".

Then Bima hurriedly left his room with a message to his sister to contact Doctor Firman, to replace his duties while he was away.

Bima drove his vehicle faster to get to the Vero boarding house, but before Bima stopped by the food stall first to buy food for Vero.

Shortly thereafter Bimapun has arrived at the Vero boarding house.

Bima knocked on Vero's room many times but there was no answer, finally Bima tried to pull the handle of Vero's room door, and it was not locked. Bima went inside, he saw Vero curled up in his thick blanket.

" Ahhh I have permission with Vero's friend first to be allowed into Vero's room", bathin Bima.

He saw there was a boarding house who seemed to want to go to campus.

Holding Vero's forehead

" Yes, dear, very hot your body" he whispered.

Wake up Vero slowly.

" Dear wake up this I'm Bima ".

In a conscious state and not Vero like hearing the voice of Bima, but is he really ? bathin Vero, ahhh maybe I was dreaming, then Vero sleep again because his head is very dizzy.

Bima woke up the Veto again.

" Dear wake up this is me ".

" Geez but this is like real I heard Bima ".

But I still closed my eyes.

" Vero wake up, baby..."

Finally Vero was convinced that the voice he heard was the voice of Bima.

Slowly, Vero opened his eyes.

Surely there was Bima who was sitting in front of her bed.

Ve immediately woke up but due to the condition of his dizzy head, Vero just leaned against the wall and slumped his face over his two bent knees.

" Why are you here, Bim, why did you enter my room?, asked Vero in a weak voice.

" I called Dinda and said you were sick, so I came here, your door wasn't locked" Ve, I just remembered that after Dinda came out of my room I forgot not to lock it back, until I fall asleep.

" Go Bim, my head is dizzy ".

" No Ve you have to eat first ".

" I'm not hungry Bim ?"

" Come on Ve a little" Bima said as she tried to bribe me.

" I don't want Bima, get out of here Bim ".

" You're still mad Ve ".

" I don't want to talk about it go now quicklyttt.......!!!!!" I shouted, my emotions seemed uncontrollable and I cried loudly while slapping my face on the pillow in my lap.

" Ssttt calm Ve calm control your emotions, sorry I, I'm wrong as you please sorry I Ve ". Bima said while trying to wake my body.

I just kept crying out loud, Bima pulled my body and then hugged me.

" I'm sorry dear sorry...!!!"

I revolted and tried to escape from Bima's embrace, I was very angry at that time.

" Take me off Bim, let me take you out of here, I don't want to see you again ".

Bima just further tightened his embrace.

" Yes I admit I was wrong I'm sorry ".

Ve hit Bima's chest with both hands, and continued to hit her.

" Hit and hold Ve, papa as long as you feel that this can pay for my mistakes with you, don't keep hitting" said Bima half-screaming.

Finally Vero was exhausted and he was no longer strong enough to hit Bima's chest, he only resigned when Bima re-hugged his body. Ve kept crying in Bima's arms.

" Bim I'm stupid too stupid, I too hope to get a place in your heart, can replace an Anya who turned out to be very perfect than me, dreaming of one day being able to get married and have children with you, it turns out that it was all in vain Bim, you did not even think I had Bim, you know how stupid I looked in front of Anya back then, I should have left you two since you first met earlier, it is not even like someone stupid is standing beside you and you do not ignore Bim at all", I said in tears.

" I'm sorry, sorry ".

" Bim say to me, I have to do what you can to forget Anya, say Bim, say ", my cry.

" Do I have to let you go back again just as Anya Bim, pleas Bim says ".

" Maybe it's true that Bim I have to let you go back to Anya Bim, isn't it Bim ?"

" No Ve no I don't want to lose you Ve, I love you ".

" No Bim, you're just used to being with me, but you don't love me ".

" Go away Bim leave me, return to Anya he who is more worthy of you ".

" No Ve" Bima shouted suddenly and she let go of her embrace.

" Listen Vero, I love you I don't want to lose you ".

" But the proof was Bima noon ? should I remind you again how stupid I looked at that moment ".

" We're sorry I'm sorry Ve ".

" Vero if you don't believe look at this" while taking the phone out of his pants pocket

" What do you mean Bima ?"

" I'll call your mother and I'll say today your mother should come to Yogya because I'll marry you as soon as Vero ".

" You're crazy Bima", don't involve my mother.

" I didn't involve your mother Vero, I just wanted to convince you that I really love you Vero, I would do anything to be with you ".

" Then your attitude to Anya yesterday was Bim ?"

" Yes that I admit wrong Ve because at that time I was so happy to meet again with Anya, believe me Ve I love you, please Vero sorry I ya ". I saw Bima shed her tears, did this man really love me ? bathinku.

I let Bima hug my body, which I knew at the time I just wanted to cry and keep crying.

" Vero horrified me dearly" said Bima as she held both of my cheeks and wiped away the tears that washed her ".

" I love you and no one takes that place in my heart Vero" he said, staring into my eyes.

I just kept quiet and didn't answer a word from him, because my heart was empty and I just lost something I couldn't say if it was his.

Then Bima held my forehead.

" Geez Ve your body gets hotter, you sleep in my house only yes, so I can take care of you, I promise you will be good there do not worry Ve I will take care of you.

I just according to what Bima said, after the bamboo made me put my clothes in the bag, then Bima took my hand into her car.

Bima then runs his car.

I kept my eyes closed trying to hold back the dizziness that was becoming so.

Arriving at Bima's house, he immediately helped me sleep in his room

" You just sleep here first yes, I want to go to the hospital take medicines for you yes, I will call a aunt for your nemenin ".

Then Bima came out of my room.

A housekeeper gave me a warm drink and helped me drink it.

" Thank you Bik ?"

" Yes not the same ".

" Yes Alloh non hot body non Vero" he said after touching my forehead.

" Yes my head is so dizzy" I replied.

Then the aunt took a massage on my head, until I fell asleep.

During the day I woke up, but the heat of my body had not yet gone down, I saw Bima was sitting in a chair near the window of this room and was reading a book.

Slowly I wake up.

" Where are you going, baby, Bima said ?"

" I want to pray dhuhur Bim" I replied.

Then Bima helped me drive to the bathroom for ablution.

Finish my ablution directly pray.