I Want to Go Back

I Want to Go Back
CHAPTER 75



Uhuk uhuk...


Danu runs to the kitchen to get Alisa some water.


"Alisa´s. Slowly dong ate it" Danu gave a glass of water to Alisa who he took from the kitchen and took the fried rice that was in Alisa's lap.


"Hows it? You're fine" asked Danu, after Alisa finished her drinking water.


"Yes" replied Alisa briefly.


"Here let me bribe, Aaaa"And thrust a spoonful of fried rice in front of Alisa.


Alisa just stared at the spoonful of fried rice and did not open her mouth.


"Let's open his mouth" Danu ordered. But Alisa still did not open her mouth.


"Ok alright. Think of it as a sign of our friendship" Danu said. Alisa finally opened her mouth.


"Again.." Danu wants to feed Alisa again. But Alisa shook her head.


"Let me. You better go home, it's almost magrib. Kasian also Rere the same Dina later outside, surely they will not enter before you go home."


"well okay. But next time if I want to play here, right?"


"Well depends. Depending on the hostess, allow it or not"


"He would have allowed me to bribe him with my fried rice" Danu said.


"That's sure"


"Of course, my fried rice is delicious. Who doesn't like him. You used to not like me but always spent my fried rice, that means you like it right"


"Sok knows. Already, there's a sneak home. Poor my two friends outside"


"I'll be your friend now" Danu blinked one eye."


"Yes a new friend a day. Uh no, just a few hours"


"Oh yeah. Weren't we once life's friends?"


"You go home in a good way, or you go home the way I drove you out!"


"Yes my. The cactus is crumpled again. uh, the ketus hehe"


"Go home!!!" Alisa raised her tone.


"Yes, ok I'm home. Dah" Danu came out with a smile engraved on both corners of her lips.


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"Cie... The other CLBK" Dina quipped Danu who was already on the doorstep smiling herself.


"Sok knows"


"That's the proof, my own smile"


"I'm just glad I made a new friend"


"Alisa means?" Ask Rere.


"Hem" Danu nodded.


"So Alisa wants to be my life partner again?" Ask Rere again.


"Not a life partner. But friends like you two"


"So Alisa nolak mas again?" Rere's face turned sad.


Danu shrugged her shoulders. "There is no word of rejection. Surely me and Alisa, now are friends. Well maybe for now it should be like that first, later if you are used to being close to me for a long time Alisa also would want to accept me right"


"Patience to you"


Yeah, you guys get in there. Alisa told me to go home out of pity with the two of you later on outside"


Danu came home with a happy feeling. Well even though what he got today was not what he wanted, but at least a little change. That woman won't avoid him anymore now.


The woman offered her friendship before she said what she wanted to say.


Making friends with someone who used to be our life partner may not be bad either.


Maybe by making friends, over time will become friends again.


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"Yes Allah. Peace my heart" Alisa stroked her rumbling chest. "Ah this is just my feeling of guilt"


After Danu comes out. Alisa turned on the television that had been turned off by her ex-husband.


When the television is on, immediately set a study on how to find peace in Islam:


Always remembering Allah is the most basic way for Muslims to make our hearts feel serene. As Allah says in QS Ar-Ra'd verse 28, which means:


"(i.e.,) those who believe and their hearts are at peace with the remembrance of Allah. Remember, only by remembering God does the heart become serene.


After hearing that. Alisa scooped her face and stroked her increasingly rumbling chest again.


"Astaghfirullah's. O Allah forgive me, I have fought against my own heart without remembering you who are all-favoring to every one of his people."


Not long. On television it features the Maghrib kumandang adhan. Alisa moved from her seat to the bathroom.


After you have finished taking ablution. Alisa then took the faith and her prayer, performing the prayer as every Muslim duty. After his prayer he solemnly asked the creator, begging to be given spaciousness to his heart.


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Elsewhere. From the radio sound of Danu's car.


The Word of God in Surah Ali Imran verse 126:


"And Allah has not made the provision of the reinforcements except as glad tidings for you and that your hearts may be at peace. The victory is from Allah, the All-Mighty, the All-Wise.


Danu also pulled over his car in a mosque because the sound of Adhan had been heard.


Danu did the same as Muslims. The difference is, here Danu performs congregational prayers with the surrounding residents.


After the prayer is finished. One by one the worshipers left the mosque, except with Danu who was still faithful with his seat making a prayer.


'O Allah, I ask Thee, the grace of Thy majesty and Thy nobility, that thou mayest make love in his heart. And hold love and affection for me in his heart. And incline him to me through Your grace. O dzat the most glorious'


"Subhanallah. I was amazed to see such a young man. Out there, many young people are taking the wrong path and doing various ways to achieve their wishes. No matter how it is right or wrong" said Mr. Ustadz who had noticed Danu.


"I'm thrilled. Because you'd rather devote all of it to God and ask him, than do nothing out there." Connect her.


"It was almost as if I had closed my eyes. If there is a God who is all-helpful to every people, even I almost despair of ustadz."


"But what you're doing right now is right. Continue to prioritize God in every problem you face. Always remember God if you are in trouble. Ask Him and never despair in every problem we face, for God will not test man beyond his means."


Danu bowed for a while and raised his gaze to the ustadz. "Thank you ustadz for the advice"


"Sama-sama" Ustadz smiled at Danu and Danu replied with a smile as well.


Really, now his heart was more relieved.


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Rere and Dina were stunned as they were about to enter the room and see that heart-soothing sight.


The clear thread dripped in the corner of the eyes of both of them when they saw what the friend was doing.