I Want to Go Back

CHAPTER 33

Mr. Adi, who heard the bell ringing, immediately told his wife to open the door, and Mr. Adi's wife was very enthusiastic to hurry, maybe the one who came was his son and daughter-in-law.

After opening the door, a big smile emanated from Mama Danu's face, looking at the couple who were standing outside the door, who had been waiting for her arrival.

"Eh you've arrived, come on in, papa is waiting at the table to eat" Mama Danu led her child and daughter-in-law in, and first Alisa and Danu kissed the back of the middle-aged hand that greeted them warmly.

"Ma, is there really anything you called us here, just for dinner, or something else?" danu asked in his steps.

"Oh that, yes actually Mama also misses you, especially the same daughter-in-law of this beautiful Mama" Mama Danu rubbed the tops of her daughter-in-law gently.

Likewise with Mr. Adi, unceasingly praised his daughter-in-law, "Ma, if you see Alisa now, Papa so remember when we were young, Ma, Mama is as beautiful as our daughter-in-law.

"And Papa, as handsome as our son Danu"

"Ah Mama can, but yes also Ma, Alisa and Danu like our reincarnation when we were young yes Ma" Pak Adi chuckled saying.

While Alisa occasionally smiled at her parents-in-law's old conversations, she felt awkwardly accepted and treated very well, not comparable to her treatment of her husband, very inversely proportional.

Alisa sighed deeply, instantly worried, what if her in-laws knew of her treatment of their child, what her in-laws would say about her.

"Yes let's start eating" said Mr. Adi.

Danu swiftly scooped his wife's rice dishes, as well as his side dishes, Mama Danu smiled seeing his only son was very attentive to his wife, occasionally whispering with her husband".

Silence, only the clinking of spoons and plates, they eat with wisdom.

"Sa, have you been in control of the doctor yet?" Mama Danu asked breaking the silence.

"Control?, meaning Ma?" Alisa was astonished to ask.

"Yes control, to the obstetrician, Mama is worried tau, it's been 7 months now"

Danu who saw his wife was confused immediately answered her mother's question, "Oh it's Ma, we postpone Ma to have children" when Alisa turned to hear her husband's words.

"Well why?, don't you, don't you have any pity on what we're old, at our current age, should be holding a grandchild" Mama Danu lowered her gaze, a little disappointed, a little disappointed, hearing the words of his son.

"It's not like that Ma, Danu is afraid that Ma is not ready, Danu is afraid that he can not be a good father later, after all Alisa is still very young Ma"

Again Danu's words made Alisa not stop looking at him, why her husband did not tell the truth, why even blame himself.

"That can't be Danu's excuse, not ready what do you mean?, and can't be a good father what do you mean?, if in terms of material, that's enough, son, did you forget? we are your parents who are always ready to help you, in any case, so there is no reason, no good delaying it Son, anyways it is for your future too, isn't Alisa Papa's word?" this time Mr. Adi who spoke up made everything confused.

Alisa nodded softly, "I'm sorry Pa, this is also because of my fault"

Danu shook his head to his wife, hinting not to tell the truth, but Alisa turned her gaze, staring seriously at the two middle-aged who had given birth to the good man.

"What does Sa mean?" mama Danu asked, astonished.

"Actually.." hasn't had time to finish his words, Danu pulled her wrist.

"Sorry Pa, Ma, Danu excuse me for a moment"

Mr. Adi and his wife looked in wonder at the two couples.

"No Sa, please don't do that"

"It turns out you're a real fool".

"Is loving you stupid Sa, is it Sa's fault?"

"Yes you're a fool, you love someone who doesn't love you, and you know, your love will never be reciprocated, so why do you still want to continue with your empty love, what?, if it's not stupid". Alisa raised her tone.

"As much as you want to say what, obviously, I don't want us to part, okay fine, if you can't do it for me, at least please do it for the sake of our parents, especially my Mom Sa, at least, I don't want to make things worse if I find out about our household".

Alisa sneered, "That's always what you make excuses".

"Sa I beg you just this once, help Me, I promise, I will obey all your wishes, I will accept all your treatment, and I will not complain, But please Sa, I will, just this time, hang on a little more, I beg you"

"But I can't keep living like this, I feel like a bad person, who always torments you, because whenever I can never love you"

"No Sa, you don't feel that way, just think of me as your best friend, who always treated you well, that way you'll feel better, now let's go in, let's go in, don't let Papa and Mama be suspicious of us, and please don't say anything, let me be".

Danu held his wife's hand, led her in, approaching the two middle-aged who were still at the dinner table.

"Ma, Ma".

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